awareness

[sarah1978]

1. how much am i willing to live in my current reality as it presents
and enage it as my current truth? instead of splipping into
intellect ...fogging it up. just because I know there is more doesn't
mean i should not engage the present fully awake. i don't need to know
whats next until it unfolds. i recognized this while i was studying
the teachers slides....questioning if i should double check with the
book to see if there are any other factors to get the accurate info.

2. how willing am i to engage what presents in a way that honors the
movement to create the next moment? i noticed this at work the other
day when i was experiencing a sense of exhaustion from experiencing
others disapproving of my performance. during my lunch i sat by the
ocean and journalled...and intended to change my experience that
day.....it worked.

3. how willing am i to just play in sandbox in my own
experience....without trying to fit in.

4. how willing am i to just allow myself to play in life? without
using intellect to try to shape my expierneces?

5. LOVE...partners.....how willing am i to just play and explore and
be who i am fully without the need for approval/rejection.

how can i just let go of everything i have ever known and just play?

how can i let go of what i thought based on what others thought...my
own reflection....and connect fully with self and others. the parts
of them that reflect my godforce?

whats next?