difficult times
Jon G.
to kill me, snuff me out.
*It killed everyone else, so why not me? It couldn't, and the plan had to
be aborted.
*If I could be her scapegoat, she could get off the hook. But I wouldn't
comply with their plans. I was on to her before I kicked her out, and let
them know my special sentiments.
*Self-proclaimed God Jack Powelson needed a Beast to play the part, but his
plan fell through when he behaved like the Beast killing people for no
reason.
*God is not difficult to anger. When things were already bad, they got
worse. When I woke up, I didn't die; I overcame that aggression.
This isn't how it has to be for everyone, but if it was, more people would
have gone through what I went through, they'd experience what I did and I'd
have empathizers with my battle wounds. I don't need more friends; I have
plenty in AA who've been through the mill like I have, some worse.
The 44 year old Carolyn is at some disadvantage to the 12 year old girl;
Carolyn has gone down the scale a spell. Her left arm is paralyzed and her
alibi has been corrupted. She's an ironwood tree with a crook in its trunk,
not straight but grown crooked. She is now at the mercy of more slight
forces that she is incapable of perceiving. She cannot commit suicide; she
is prevented. If she did, she'd be faking it.
Scour her letters for signs; a handwriting analyst could tell. See where
there's foul play, and use it to find the truth about Cynthia Jane Anderson.