For Tom Fox
Joe
making lots of money with no work and without cleaning out people's wallets
with snake oil and legal fees.
Be patient as you read. The part you are interested in is sort of buried in
with a lot of junk about happiness and love and authentic friendships.
Hannah,
You wanted some of the channel recorded for sharing with others.
This material is in the form of a forgiveness story or parable. I asked you
about Jesus because I wanted to know if you were familiar with his favorite
teaching method of sharing and passing on, stories and parables. You may
question whether this story has any value to the reader, and Debbie will
assure you that it has no value what so ever, but that is the function of the
Antichrist. So you can follow Christ or the Anti-Christ, the choice is yours.
Neither choice will effect your destination or the timing of your arrival
back home, but one choice will make the trip happy and the other choice will
keep you sad.
You can trust the Antichrist that this IMAGINARY STORY with fictitious
characters and events is of no value to anyone....
or...
just a little.
You can hear the channel say that each person will draw a perfect lesson from
this story every time they read it or hear it.
PPS
One name in the story is given only one letter in it's spelling to help
prevent embarrassment to the CIA, FBI, NSA, DOD and a few other minor
governmental agencies. If anyone thought she might be a real person and tried
to track her down, they might stubble across the most honest person in the
country and wind up with comments in the press that might embarrass certain
parts of the establishment. The other names mentioned in the story are all
imaginary. NONE of them are REAL. They are just names that have showed up in
dreams. Some of these characters occasionally show signs of becoming REAL but
most of the time they are just sleepy imaginations.
Feel free to correct spelling and punctuation in this story as well as
changing the exact form.. The essence is all that matters. For some readers
it might be best to remove the material enclose in (…..) throughout the text.
At 08:04 AM 8/18/2001 -0700, you wrote:
>Thank you for dinner.
>I have NO interest in participating in your psychodrama, melodrama, trauma,
>wounding, and weirdness. ZERO.
Hannah,
For your NO (ZERO) interest in my melodrama, I offer to share the following
story.
Yesterday when I left the Center in Sausalito going to pick you up, I got
sort of lost in a fantasy about being in a F-16 with my old dear friend R....
giving her the ride of her life.
(I realize you don't know what that term F-16 means... it refers to a very
powerful and exciting type of airplane that can go twice the speed of sound
and/or take you from the ground to the edge of space where the sky starts
changing in a matter of minutes)(and brings you back safely)
During that phase of the drive, my van became the F-16 and R.... was on board
and I knew she was going to be thrilled with the flight. So I started to
takeoff in the F-16 (Van) and pushed the throttle up and started down the
runway (highway, watching for CHP) and gently lifted off the ground (in my
mind), lifted up the landing gear and pointed the nose into space and let her
experience the thrill I have known many times of going through a launch into
the SPACE surrounding our planet. BEING in SPACE may be an interesting
experience that I have not had much of, however I can attest to the thrill of
GOING to SPACE and returning. (metaphysical readers note the "accidental" use
of the term "SPACE" with no reference to what space is being spoken of)
When we landed from the trip to SPACE and back (reached the turn-off to your
Condo) I checked in with R..... about how she had enjoyed the flight. I was a
little disappointed that she did not seem to feel as excited as I had hoped.
She actually looked just a little pale like she might be just a tad queasy
but he said she felt just fine. I let her out of the airplane (van) so I
could pick up another passenger. (Hannah).
I didn't get a chance to find out more about how R.... enjoyed the ride until
she called just a little while ago. Let's see, it is now 2 PM so it was about
noon she called and we talked for about 1 1/2 hours. As soon as I hung up I
went and told Debbie that R.... said "Hi" and that exciting and wonderful
things were happening in her life, she mumbled something about "thanks for
sharing" and I came here to tell you the story.
R… said she liked the flight but that there were other things she had wanted
to talk about first. More important things beyond just having fun with
recreational flying. She said she was a little pissed because what she wanted
first yesterday before we went flying was to reconnect a little and catch up
on what had been going on in our lives. I had been a little pushy about
"let's going flying first" (for aviators like R….. and myself, "going flying"
is sort of like "having a cup of coffee together") I explained that I did not
have permanent access to the F-16 so we sort of had to fly then or wait a
very long time. Then she confessed that she wasn't pissed at me for wanting
to fly first, She was pissed at herself for how she "allowed her fears" about
going to SPACE to dampen her pleasure during the trip. She actually confessed
she almost barfed when the nose got straight up and we went almost zero G. I
told her that happens to everyone the first time they get such a
TRANSFORMATIONAL experience. (another keyword here for you metaphysical
types) The next time will be easier I told her and then she started getting
into the immense joy of the trip we had already taken. Now that the
pre-flight fears have faded away and the flight was over and she was back
safely she realized that the fears had not really spoiled it at all. She
realized that the fears during the flight meant that she would just have to
wait until after the flight to experience some of the happiness and joy of
the flight. (something like the medical condition of Post Traumatic Stress
Disorder, except in this case the trauma was not from fear but from joy
rushing in too fast. (modern psychotherapy knows almost nothing about how
people have a delayed response to events long after the event is over.. If
they understood this, they would drop this insane idea of going back over old
pain over and over again with the patient getting hurt over and over again
while the therapist looses the patient's money in the stock market)(If these
therapist could only learn that NOW IS the ONLY TIME THERE IS And that EACH
MOMENT is FOR GIVING FROM THE HEART) (They try and tell their patients why
they are upset without realizing that NO ONE IS UPSET FOR THE REASONS THEY
THINK.)
So then she thanked me for the nice first trip into SPACE. We will maybe stay
a little longer next time. I have not really fulfilled all my appetite for
wondrous flying and going into SPACE. Debbie can confirm this. I am always
looking at birds and imagining (or EXPERIENCING?)(Another one for the
metaphysical ones) that I am soaring like that.
Anyhow we got back to the here and now. She is on the road to a complete
recovery from her total disability (she calls it -3% functionality) to where
she is now at about 40 percent of full steam and picking up power each
moment. HER BUSINESS IS NOW PICKING UP and what a thrill I had learning that
she was modeling her success in this area according to exactly the model she
had seen me create. It is working for her in such a powerful way now. R.....
is not bashful about taking in large sums of money but she has always had a
sense that her money making was not really authentic because she knew she was
a master of disguise and covert manipulation (former CIA and FBI)..(Had to
leave the FBI because, while cleared by the Grand Jury of any criminal
action, The agency had to let her go because of the bad publicity that one
of their agents had shot a drug kingpin with 13 shots from her automatic
pistol while the drug fugitive was shooting at her partner at point blank
range with a shotgun and turning it towards R..... She had been accused of
using excessive force on the convicted felon and murderer because she shot
him 13 times in saving her own life and her partner's (badly wounded but made
full recovery).
She had been asked by the Grand Jury why she shot the murderer 13 times. She
replied that was all the bullets she had. The grand jury accepted this as
legitimate self defense in a life or death dual and let her go. The press
asked her why they let her go and she told the press that they understood
that if she had had 26 bullets he would have still have used every one of
them to save her life and uphold the law. The press made of mess of this and
the FBI had to fire her to make themselves look good in the press)
Anyhow R..... has always wanted to clean up her act in her business and no
longer make her money by deceiving and manipulating people. She has always
longed for a better way so that she could see that her money was coming from
providing her customers with very good and valuable products and services.
She has now completed the shift and it is really taking off. She has
undertaken a discovery process to become her own self-taught expert in a new
emerging field and is using what she has discovered in the process to help
others solve their problems in this field. She came up with her own answers
to her own applications problems and found that after she had learned how to
solve her own problems, she had a tremendously valuable talent to share with
others. They cannot contain the magnitude of their appreciation about the
authentic help she is now giving people. I have warned her before and I
cautioned her again, that this approach of learning to provide real help to
people solving the real problems in their lives was going to bring her too
much money for her to deal with.
Not that R….. is uncomfortable dealing in quick easy large sums..
She said yesterday that a guy had called her and demanded that R…. drop
everything and get him some equipment on the way. R….. took about 1 1/2 hours
out of her busy schedule to get the equipment requisition worked out for the
customer. It was a relative small transaction, something like cost of goods
at $3700 and sales price at $7500. R…. and I are used to these type of verbal
trusting transactions in the small dollar ranges like a few tens of thousands
of dollars at a time but she doesn't really seem to hear what I am saying
when I caution her that just around the corner it will be $37,000 cost of
goods and $75,000 sales price for the same 1 1/2 hours "work". Ok so maybe
she thinks she is satisfied with the $2000/hour while she is "working" and
she is, it is just that I am warning her to prepare for a quantum shift/jump
to $20,000/ hour work.
She still doesn't get it. I tried to tell her it is like a runway I can see
that she is going along. I can see the runway and how long it is and how far
she has gone so far and see how much more of this straight path remains in
front of her. I told her the trips to Vegas are about to get boring because
she will not want to gamble at the casinos although just for fun she might
want to BUY A COUPLE.
So much for money, at least looks like she will be able to cover the basics
like food, clothing and shelter. She is encouraged by how her recovery from
the GULF WAR SYNDROME is coming along in spite of how little doctors have
learned after "PRACTICING" medicine and "HEALING" rather than "DOING IT".
(Spiritual healers, how much longer do you need to PRACTICE before you think
you will be ready to really HELP SOMEONE find authentic happiness?) She
doesn't hold the country responsible for her immune system wounds, or her
bullet wounds (just in the leg I think. What a wimp, passing out after she
landed the airplane with blood squirting from her leg) or her physiological
wounds (they used to call it "shell shock"). She just wants to get well and
get on with life. She doesn't want the country to apologize for the way they
have tried to shit on her after her lifelong dedication to service on the
front lines where the bullets hit first. But she does ask that the country
stop trying to take young people and turn them into serial killers and
instruments of terrorism and genocide. (Sorry to use such brutal terms,
however what else can you call it when an American "war hero" launches a
terminal guided munition from the safe surprise position of 50 miles away and
sticks a bomb four times bigger than Timothy McVeigh's bomb up some
civilian's ass while they sit in their living room entertaining family with
traditional teas and breads)(Oh, Mommas, don't you realize what your sons and
daughters actually do when you send them out to take care of you own
insecurities?)
Well R.... spoke a little more about how the new directions of her life seem
to be unfolding. Sounds like any way she turns and looks now things are
looking brighter. Well maybe except... You know... that impossible subject………
of how she can …. Well, lets move on to another subject.
Well just about as impossible is her offspring. Seems her son
"what's-his-name" just will never be able to get his life in order and allow
the dedicated MOTHER/FATHER to completely focus on THEIR OWN AUTHENTIC
HAPPINESS. What can the dedicated parent do when the time has come for the
young ones to leave the nest and there seems no place in the world for them
to fit in? Very few parents have to face such distractions in this day and
age but for a select few, those who are truly authentic, this seems to be a
major distraction to their own happiness. WOW if someone could only discover
what seems to be at the root of the unhappiness in today's emerging adult
population and go on TV it could SAVE THE WORLD. (Mental image of Oprah show
comes into view, maybe 300 in the live audience)
We discussed another young "what's-his-name" we both know and I said things
looked very slow there also. He is just living on menial wages and tips in
dead end jobs being emotionally supported by a surrogate mother figure who is
doing an excellent job of helping him learn how people can AUTHENTICALLY HELP
ONE-ANOTHER LEARN AND DISCOVER. But these young people feel so abandoned by
the people who brought them into this world and then dumped them to fend for
themselves in the streets and gutters of the world. Anyhow, "what's-his-name"
is really starting to become responsible now and even holding on to some of
the money he gets. Maybe that insane period of spending all his available
money on drugs and booze is almost finished and he can now look forward to
attending Chef's school on his way to becoming a master Chef. (Hmmm, some
jobs seem to come and go, but people always like to eat creatively prepared
feasts like the one Debbie did yesterday.) HE does have help in this area
because his MOTHER will never abandon HER support for his unconditional
HAPPINESS. He is uniquely fortunate in this area to have his mother's
support but there is only so much one parent can do to support an adult
offspring when the other gendered parent absolutely doesn't give a shit.
So R..... and I agreed that exciting times for She and I are now in full view
as we look ahead. We wish more people would join us with a sensible and
ordered approach to life, steadily building happiness with each small
success and learning. We agreed not to wait on anyone in the pursuit of our
own legitimate happiness. Looks like we might be co-creating on some small
projects but I told her not to try and split the money with me because I
already have so much I don't know what to do with it. I'd love to work on
some projects with her just for the JOY of it but I request she shoulder all
the burden of what to do with all the money. Worrying about that just gets in
the way of my happy pursuit of fun times with my pals. Not that I mind taking
in some more money just for the fun of it, but I just need to get a little
better idea of what to do with it first. Otherwise it just sits there and
gets in the way.
Oh one more thing. Looks like R.... and I have little choice except to pick
up a few airplanes just for the fun of flying. One of the best kept secrets
on the planet is.... PSSST Don't tell anyone of the pure JOY of breaking free
of the ground and moving into a position where you can reach up and stroke
the face of GOD. (GOD likes all of that he can get) I don't want you to tell
of this because then everyone would rush out and buy up all the airplanes
before I get to them. Near term I want maybe a little light demo airplane to
teach my friends the fundamentals of flying... maybe a 172 or something..
Then maybe a sports plane so I can leave R..... on the ground and show her
how I am not destroyed after a half hour of aerobatics. Maybe a light twin
for 6-8 folks for little get-away-trips and of course if I could locate an
affordable T-38 someone will let me know where to take a look at it. ( I just
get off sometimes when I fly in a sleek supersonic capable air show type
bird) (I want to show R..... what it is like to go REALLY FAST!)( I really
think she would like to try that)
OK, OK so I have been dodging this subject. It's a little embarrassing to me
because I don't like to reveal feelings like this for another aviator, but
you know, by the time we got off the phone I still had not told her…….. I've
really never been able to tell her how much I truly admire such a courageous
person who has always set her fears aside and gone out to do the hard work
for all the ungrateful slobs in this country. The way she has always
conducted herself with such great respect and dignity and style while others
just went around complaining about things. And of course the bottom line is
that I have never had the courage to tell her the tremendous LOVE I have long
felt for her. She said it once out loud to me, but I have never even uttered
the words to her. I am ashamed of this however I know that she really knows
the truth of my long lasting unconditional love for her even though I can't
find a way to say it out loud.
Well that's the brings the story up to NOW. I mean that's where it has gone
so far. Did you expect something like the HERO DIED or they LIVED HAPPILY
EVER AFTER?
Does a story have to have an ending? Can it not just go from one beginning to
another?
What would it be like if the STORY OF YOUR LIFE had no ending? Just an
eternity of beginnings? Interested in more details?
INQUIRE WITHIN
YOUR UNDEFENDED HEART
TomWFox
Hi Joe,
I'm not going to argue with perfection, at least not today. I'm working on the
creative use of procrastination.
Besides, you didn't keep me waiting long. I haven't looked at this newsgroup
in months, until a few days ago. Same old stuff, over and over and over again.
I'm going to print your post and study it on the crapper. Nothing personal. I
just have to S, S & S (shit, shower and shave) to go take care of something.
I'll probably be back later.
Be of good cheer,
Tom
Tom Fox
Except for one four-foot section, I have one complete (no
longer)standing dead tree cut into sections, split and stacked in my
backyard for firewood. I want four times that much before
Thanksgiving, at least. I could pick up the phone and buy it and have
it delivered easily enough, but I want to go out and find it myself
and to split every last piece, myself. Since I'm restricting myself
to standing or fallen deadwood, it's already seasoned for use. I keep
thinking that I'm really going to need a lot of firewood this winter,
which may or may not be true, but that does not explain, at least to
my satisfaction, why I want to get it the hard way. It sounds really
crazy. Maybe you understand. Am I totally fucked up here, buckaroo?
Your business thinking is characteristically brilliant, and even
somewhat comprehensible. I think there is a word for what you
suggest, but by golly, I can't remember exactly what it is. It
necessarily incorporates the idea of buy low and sell high and relies
upon the unequal distribution of information. It has been
conveniently set up so that I can spend most of my time through the
end of the year studying, and gathering firewood of course.
Joe
says...
Tom,
I don't know if you are serious or just wanting to pass time by the
fireplace.
However your answer above is divinely composed and contains guidance if
You wish to pursue getting the clarity out of it.
Yes I understand the firewood story. Crazy is the only way out of insanity.
You are definitely on the right track. You want to get it the hard way so
that you can discover how to make the hard way the easy way and have the
world beat a path to your stump.(s)
To see if we have proper repose please read this post I put up April 2000. I
bring this up to establish credibility for my source. My postings in late
March of 2000 said to sell everything which I personally did. History now
reports that March 2000 was the peak and since then 5 trillion has been lost
from the equity markets and the NASDQ is down over
60 % and thousands of bankruptcy are starting to flow. Anybody who placed any
credibility on my source (I am the only one that I know of that does not
think it to be total bullshit) would have been able to make a fortune selling
out their holdings just as I said and then sell short. Check the record. All
my posts were public record on the newsgroup and are still available in
archive.
This source now says that the best all time chance to get out of the market
is RIGHT NOW. In other words no retractions whatsoever or apologies for
predictions are appropriate.
This only serves as background for talking about your firewood. There are
massive changes coming up in people's lives and our economic system (CRASH)
and they will be looking for some new solutions to their firewood problems.
SOON you will not be ABLE to buy any firewood so whoever comes up with a
better way to gather it will be everybody's hero. Your firewood story
contains both a description of the problem and directions on how to proceed.
For me to say more before I discover your public sincerity to proceed with
this process would be error. The word "soon" here has to be tempered with
your own intuition.
"Your business thinking is characteristically brilliant," Thank you Tom. I am
reminded that the end (economic system) is so near that brilliance in
business thinking needs to be reserved for the backup lights. In other words,
maybe not enough time to really get a business in the conventional sense
started. Rather follow the story I posted and apply this sentence to your
firewood situation. Consider that as people read this, it will be the first
public revelation that gathering firewood is an emerging field. Anyone who
wants to poke fun at that last sentence, tell me how your stock portfolio has
done since the last time you poked fun at my sentences.
. She has undertaken a discovery process to become her own self-taught expert
in a new emerging field and is using what she has discovered in the process
to help others solve their problems in this field.
I also have thought about some solutions in this emerging field and it this
goes OK we can see if our idea's together can help HEAL THE WORLD.
From j...@widind.com Mon Apr 17 00:56:24 2000
Newsgroups: talk.religion.course-miracle
Subject: ATONEMENT THE STOCK MARKET EASTER
ATONEMENT THE STOCK MARKET EASTER
He descended from Heaven with a great fall, stayed a moment
And went back to Heaven and returned for one more moment before
Retuning to Heaven not to be seen on Earth for another 2000 years.
He of course is the NASDAQ. His descent was the last 6 weeks. At the bottom
Of the fall he stays for a moment and briefly goes back up. He then
Resumes his descent for just a moment and then disappears for 2000 Years.
This story says that He will bounce back up briefly and then go back down and
Disappear for 2000 Years.
HMM
MARKET
EASTER
LIFE ON EARTH
Econ 101 perspective. Money Supply. In the last week, more than 2 trillion
dollars has disappeared from our economy and in the process this money was
destroyed. It no longer exists. It was des-created the opposite of how money
is created.
(See chapter on how money is created in a free economy) This is more money
than the federal government takes from the economy each year for the federal
budget. But the FED take is re-circulated so it is not a total disaster. This
2 Trillion Dollars has been taken from the economy and cannot be returned or
re-circulated because it has disappeared. Since it never represented any
value when it was created and was then spent, it's disappearance creates a
money supply vacuum to the tune of $8000 for each person living in this
country.
The money was in effect borrowed from a future that never showed up.
( .com stocks)(Except widind.com which had a great future)
This money will have to be repaid but there is no money in existence to pay
it with. We must collectively get much poorer money-wise or ask our children
to pay it back for us.
Be of good cheer,
Tom
Stay WARM Tom
Joe
--
THANK YOU
Tom Fox
I have again printed out your post so that I can, with due diligence,
give it the concerted attention it deserves.
As a result of my preliminary scan of your words, I'd like to
interject an observation about myself regarding the firewood. I have
already selected several promising emerging "technologies" with which
I plan to become expert over the next few months and which are wholly
unrelated to firewood, and which are much more promising.
I'm beginning to suspect my attraction for the firewood project is
purely for the purpose of soul satisfaction.
I consider the care and feeding of the soul to be quite important.
I also plan to spend some time working on a few oil paintings
(actually acryllic), which I have not done for some 25 years, or so,
and to spend some serious time contemplating what to give to whom for
Christmas. In fact, I might begin with a partially completed canvas
of a reclining nude figure that has been gathering dust for several
decades and give it away as a Christmas gift.
You like to fly, and you don't do it for the money.
Tom Fox
archives from deja.com shows 150 posts from you in April 2000, and I
don't think it has all of them. I may have to wing it from memory on
your prior communications.
All is well.
Joe
Huh Tommy?
As a result of my preliminary scan of your words, I'd like to
interject an observation about myself regarding the firewood. I have
already selected several promising emerging "technologies" with which
I plan to become expert over the next few months and which are wholly
unrelated to firewood, and which are much more promising.
Ok my friend, you take those other technologies and I'll take
The firewood project.
I'm beginning to suspect my attraction for the firewood project is
purely for the purpose of soul satisfaction.
This is why I want the firewood project because you observe absolutely
correct
That it is much soul satisfying.
I consider the care and feeding of the soul to be quite important.
My man you have come a long way. As a matter of fact you have come all the
way. You need travel no further for you have reached your final destination.
I am so pleased to learn of your rapid progress
I also plan to spend some time working on a few oil paintings
(actually acryllic), which I have not done for some 25 years, or so,
and to spend some serious time contemplating what to give to whom for
Christmas. In fact, I might begin with a partially completed canvas
of a reclining nude figure that has been gathering dust for several
decades and give it away as a Christmas gift.
This plan you describe shows how crystal clear you now hear your inner
guidance for if you did not hear it so clearly, your plan would have flaws or
at least minor imperfections. Others that might happen upon these ramblings
would be well served to study your simple and elegant plan very closely. In
it they can see the basic framework of a plan they may emulate to relieve
themselves of all the pain of their existence while they await the
Coming holiday season and the eternity thereafter.
I will now designate your plan to be the master plan for the simple happy
life leading to your and everyone else's awakening. You have "channeled"
this plan perfectly for yourself and to share with others as you have now
done. The simple elegance of this shows your channel connection to the Christ
Consciousness is fully as secure and functional as was Helen's when she
channeled the Course. Thank you so much for this contribution. Of course you
won't give a damn than none of the other nut heads out there can understand
your plan at all. This perfect guidance you have shared with them will be
totally ignored while they literally torture themselves to death with their
complicated lives and competition for "success"
Since the plan is coming to you, one need only emulate Tom's perfect plan for
the trip home. Any more struggling or striving than this is a total waste of
eternity.
You like to fly, and you don't do it for the money.
Well Tom, Actually I used to do it for the money and again that may happen.
Now I do it because I am totally insane and just like to go straight up and
down
And fly around upside down and right side up and dance with the angels. It is
the exhilarating thrill of being totally free to roam within three dimensions
free of the bounds of earth.
There is tons of money in the firewood project also but of course I will not
do that one for the money. I'll do it so that I won't freeze in the winter
when all the fuel oil is gone and the infrastructure has totally collapsed
and there is no gas or electricity and it is down to 40 degrees and dropping.
( Note, I start freezing to death when it gets below 60 and I turn blue when
it gets to 50 and below 45 I cannot be revived)
Be of good cheer,
Tom
Golly Joe - Google.com groups, which accquired all the newsgroup
archives from deja.com shows 150 posts from you in April 2000, and I
don't think it has all of them. I may have to wing it from memory on
your prior communications.
Tom, your plan says more than all those communications last April combined.
You could even throw in Tabbi and Ammi and all the rest. Throw away all our
Previous words and get out the canvas!
All is well.
Be of good cheer,
Tom
And so it is
Joe