Ok, so I know the weather is cooling down, but it's respective to the 80-85 degree weather that was driving me nuts before the giant hairdryer came to town. For the first time in awhile tonight I'm feeling truly Summer SAD down....like I'm kind of on the verge of really not being able to take this heat and light anymore. My life kind of seems like a bad dream....the desert landscape, cars, sun, heat, smog, heat.....an out-of-body experience of sorts. It is really getting me down. Ugh!! Has anyone else ever felt like that....that it's all a bad dream? I'll wake up tomorrow and be in a cool climate.......right? Just thinking about it makes me tear up, oh dear!
I know the summer starts to get to me when, like last year, images of the climate/environment I want to be in make me feel emotional. I was just watching a rerun of a tv show called Men in Trees which takes place in Alaska. The final shot of was of the protagonist cozy in a log cabin nestled in a forest, overlooking a lake--and of course it was lightly raining in the shot so you could see the drops on the lake. I am really longing for the cooler weather!! And all my friends in Seattle are rubbing it in (inadvertently) by telling me it's raining there and that Fall is in the air.
I can have a pity-party, can't I?? Is anyone else finding this just really really hard to get through?
I guess I should pull myself together and go take a walk outside where it's a little cooler (erm, 73 degrees, which in my mind is still a warm summer day!).
Thanks for "listening" everyone...I just needed to vent :-) And I've convinced myself that it's a good idea to go for a late-night walk. Anyone up for ice skating this weekend, hmmm?