A. It is impossible to understand a living thing completely without
killing it and studying it in the name of science, knowledge etc.
B. If we wish to understand life itself, i.e. be a true Biologist, we
must be of Life, which means being a being that shares its life to the
point of giving it away. That is to truly understand life we must
sacrifice ourselves for Life.
So may be what I'm saying is, to truly understand Life, we must not
only destroy lower organisms and study their remains, but in a sense
continually sacrifice our lives to and study it, up to the point of
ultimate sacrifice of giving our live's for our friends.
There are no true Biologists who are cowards. I know though I may
talk bravely and seemingly wisely, but I'm the biggest coward I know.
This is a great shame. God give me the strength to sacrifice.
"Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon
wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the
intelligent will vanish." Isaiah 29:14 - NIV
"Jesus said, "I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because
you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed
them to little children." Matthew 11:25 NIV