my wife [since july 1st] has had a depression problem since i met her.
it was never a problem until i admitted to fooling around on
her[before we got married], and doing drugs. since then things have
been a roller coaster ride. we have our ups and we have our downs. but
i have come to notice that when i dont do EVERYTHING she expects or
wishes, we get into it. i am the type to be mad at a person forever!
but i try to not be upset with her but it seems that the only thing
that works is if i do exactly what she says when she says and how she
says. i take full blame on my actions and i feel like crap daily. but
it doesnt seem to be getting better. i try to do the things she
expects but theres always some problem. she is seeing someone and
taking medication but it seems like its not getting better. everynite
this week we went to bed upset with each other, there is no sex life
and we dont even tell each other we love each other anymore..  once i
tried comitting suiced and i think of that as an option daily now. it
seems like she dont really want me but dont want anyone to have me
other either. so i feel maybe if i just died it would be better for
her.

i never am open like this but im desperate. help me please..i love her
and nothing seems to work...