> It's amazing how my brain takes a hike when I have
> to deal with an attractive woman, especially on
> first contact.
I guess I still do fear love after a bad experience in 1986,
so the lyrics to Sarah McLachlan's song
Fumbling Towards Ecstasy are appropriate:
All the fear has left me now
Išm not frightened anymore
Itšs my heart that pounds beneath my flesh
Itšs my mouth that pushes out this breath
And if I shed a tear I wonšt cage it
I wonšt fear love
And if I feel a rage I wonšt deny it
I wonšt fear love
Companion to our demons
They will dance, and we will play
With chairs, candles, and cloth
Making darkness in the day
It will be easy to look in or out
Upstream or down without a thought
And if I shed a tear I wonšt cage it
I wonšt fear love
And if I feel a rage I wonšt deny it
I wonšt fear love
Peace in the struggle
To find peace
Comfort on the way
To comfort
And if I shed a tear I wonšt cage it
I wonšt fear love
And if I feel a rage I wonšt deny it
I wonšt fear love
I wonšt fear love
I wonšt fear love...