THE UNIVERSAL MOTHER APOLOGISES TO THE UNIVERSAL INFANT
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HARRISON: "I don't know how you were inverted"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-xRRZUeC9A&feature=related
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“I’m so sorry, sweetheart. I didn’t see it until now. How did it take
me ten years to see it? I read THE ROAD TO BALLYSEEDY CROSS when you
published it on Irish Indymedia in 2003, and you also sent it around
on email to people you thought would be interested. Oh it must have
been really terrible for you, sweetheart, as you waited for a response
from people who seemed intelligent, and the response never came. But
you kept going and developed it into the “Know Yourself, Heal
Yourself” presentation. There’s nothing like it anywhere, son. Even
Wilhelm Reich was afraid to speak the whole truth like you did.”
“I’m not looking for praise, Mummy. It was The Universal Infant in me.
The Universal Infant will not be silenced. I only want to do right and
to love my Mummy. The Universal Infant has been silenced and ignored
for eleven thousand years. The pressure for truth to be spoken now is
irresistible.”
“I know. Emmm… I’m very sorry for waiting so long to do this,
sweetheart….. I want to make it right…. You have played the role of
The Universal Infant, because it seemed that nobody else was saying
what needed to be said… Even Alice Miller was ignoring the forgotten
horrors of the later stage of the mother-infant relationship, so you
had to spell it out in direct language on behalf of The Universal
Infant…. Emm… maybe I can play the role of The Universal Mother…..
apologising to The Universal Infant for the terrible crimes of child
abuse that every human mother commits in the later stage of the mother-
infant relationship….. Oh son, I’m so terribly, so terribly sorry….
now that I understand it clearly….. oh why did it take me ten years to
see it clearly….. I read THE ROAD TO BALLYSEEDY CROSS in 2003, and …
well, I sensed that there was something special about it…. But I just
couldn’t see the truth clearly……..I’m so sorry, sweetheart, for not
responding until now…….”
“We’re all caught up in this collective mental illness together,
Mummy.”
“Yes, well, I think I feel the same way as you felt in 2003, when you
published THE ROAD TO BALLYSEED CROSS. I know you saw that something
needed to be said, and it seemed no one else was going to say it, so
you stepped out from the crowd and said it, knowing that after you
stated the simple truth you would lose nearly all your friends and be
shunned by officialdom, because our civilisation is INVERTED………… Well
I’m going to do the same now, sweetheart…… I’m very sorry that it has
taken ten years for it to sink in….. but I want to do it now………. I
will play the role of The Universal Mother apologising to The
Universal Infant for the terrible wrong mothers do in the later stage
of the mother-infant relationship.”
“Well it’s not really about apologising, Mummy. We’re all caught up
together in this collective mental illness. You didn’t have much
choice.”
“Yes well I know… you have this ‘Mr Spock’ type personality,
sweetheart, and you always quibble about the meaning of words……. but
we have to start somewhere and we have to use words as best we can to
try to convey meaning, so will you just let me speak as best I can as
The Universal Mother, to express my regret for what has been happening
to us in the past eleven thousand years?”
“All right, Mummy, I wont quibble about the exact meaning of words.”
“Oh son, you are THE VOICE OF THE VOICELESS, the voice of The
Universal Infant. And now I am THE VOICE OF THE RECOVERING MENTALLY
ILL MOTHERS of this world…… the voice of The Universal Mother,
speaking what other mothers don’t have the courage to speak…………………. Oh
son, I’m so sorry for withdrawing intimacy in the later stage of the
mother-infant relationship. Oh son, I’m so sorry for denying you
access to my breasts after infancy. Oh son, I’m so sorry for ending
the anal eroticism between us. Oh son, I’m so sorry for not letting
you return love to me exactly as I gave it, which Nature decrees
should be. Oh son, I’m so sorry for not letting you see my anus. I saw
yours so you were entitled to see mine. Oh son, I’m so sorry for not
letting you see me going to the toilet, when I had seen you going to
the toilet. Such terrible imbalance, such terrible injustice. I didn’t
know what I was doing, son. I was on autopilot. Oh I’m so sorry, my
son; I didn’t know what I was doing to you, my beloved……………… I
understand your healing documents now, and ……..well…… other women
don’t have the guts, it seems, so I’m going to say this in a public
place as The Universal Mother apologising to The Universal Infant:
SON, I’M SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A BLOODY FOOL WHEN I DENIED YOU ACCESS
TO MY BREASTS AND ENDED THE ANAL EROTICISM BETWEEN US AND REFUSED TO
LET YOU SEE MY ANUS AND REFUSED TO LET YOU SEE ME GOING TO THE TOILET
AND REFUSED TO LET YOU RETURN LOVE TO ME WHEN I WAS GOING TO THE
TOILET…. OH I’M SO SORRY FOR THE WRONG THAT I HAVE DONE, AND I AS THE
UNIVERSAL MOTHER APOLOGISE TO THE UNIVERSAL INFANT ON BEHALF OF ALL
MOTHERS IN THE WORLD AND ALL MOTHERS WHO HAVE EVER LIVED IN THE PAST
ELEVEN THOUSAND YEARS OF COLLECTIVE MENTAL ILLNESS. THEY CAN’T SEE IT.
THEY ARE BLIND. IF THEY COULD SEE WHAT I SEE, THEY WOULD APOLOGISE
TOO, SON…… OH I’M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE LATER STAGE OF
THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP, SON. YOUR PENIS IS BEAUTIFUL, YOUR
SCROTUM IS BEAUTIFUL, YOUR BUTTOCKS ARE BEAUTIFUL, YOUR ANUS IS
BEAUTIFUL…. AND I COMMUNICATED TO YOU THAT THEY ARE NOT JUST
UNBEAUTIFUL BUT SO EVIL THAT THEY MUST BE CONCEALED AND NEVER SPOKEN
OF…. AND THAT TO RETURN YOUR MOTHER’S LOVING CARESSES WOULD BE AN
ABOMINATION……… OH I AM SO SORRY, MY ADORABLE BABY…… THE EVIL THAT
MOTHERS COMMIT IN THE LATER STAGE OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP…..
IT’S THE FOUNTAIN OF ALL SORROWS, IT’S THE ROOT OF ALL WARS…… THE
CRIME THAT IS SO EVIL THAT WOMEN CAN’T SPEAK OF IT…… THE INVERSION AND
TOXIC SHAME IN THE LATER STAGE OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP HAS
REDUCED US ALL TO MORAL IDIOTS AND INTELLECTUAL BANKRUPTS……. WHY AM I
THE ONLY WOMAN SPEAKING OUT ABOUT THIS….. YOU BROKE THE SILENCE TEN
YEARS AGO, SWEETHEART, AND ALL THOSE WOMEN WHO READ YOUR HEALING
DOCUMENTS HAVE REMAINED SILENT…… I AM SO ASHAMED TO BE A WOMAN………”
“We’re all caught up in this collective mental illness, Mummy. It’s
not your fault, but you have the courage to tell it like it is.”
“Now that I see it, it just horrifies me, that I actually did that to
my own children in the later stage of the mother-infant
relationship.”
“There’s no short term solution, Mummy. They’re too far gone.”
“Yes. I see that now. You suggested……….well…… older people like you
and me……. could perhaps ……. Well……it’s like atonement…… compensating
The Universal Infant in a small way, by recreating *Garden of Eden
mode* in the privacy of our bedroom and our bathroom in later
life…………”
“Oh Mummy, do you really mean that? Are you really going to make it
right?”
“My breasts are yours. I am very, very sorry for refusing you access
to my breasts in the later stage of the mother-infant relationship. I
want to compensate you for that by making my breasts available to you
at all times for the rest of your life. And I know you want to come
with me when I’m going to the toilet and to pleasure my anus as I
pleasured your anus when you were a baby. I want to make it right. I
am very, very sorry for what happened in the later stage of the mother-
infant relationship. I say that as The Universal Mother apologising to
The Universal Infant, because it seems other women don’t have the guts
to say it.”
“Oh Mummy…… it will be a very long time before they regain their
sanity….. but you and I can compensate The Universal Infant just a
little bit by regaining sanity in later life in the privacy of our own
bedroom and bathroom.”
“Oh son….. come on…… suck my breasts….. my breasts belong to you…. oh
I’m so sorry for withdrawing intimacy from you in the later stage of
the mother-infant relationship…… oh son, I didn’t know what I was
doing….. yes ……… oh God, that’s lovely…… yes, suck as hard as you
like, son……. oh, you’re such a good boy… you’re doing that… moving
your lips like that…….. giving lots of friction on your Mummy’s
nipples, to make sure Mummy enjoys it too…… oh, you’re such a good
boy…… and I’ll tell you when I’m going to the toilet, son, and you can
return Mummy’s love as it was given so long ago, by pleasuring your
Mummy in her anus just as Mummy pleasured you in your anus when Mummy
was wiping it and washing it for you …I know you want to do it…. it’s
all right now, I’ll tell you when I’m going to the toilet, son…………..
oh, that’s lovely, son……… you’re thinking of your Mummy when you suck,
wanting Mummy to enjoy it too………… oh son, I love you so much…… oh
son……. we’ll make it right now…. as best we can…. We’ll do what we can
in the later part of our lives to compensate for the terrible crime
against The Universal Infant committed by every mother in the world in
the later stage of the mother-infant relationship…BECAUSE UNLOVED MEN
MAKE MORE EFFECTIVE SOLDIERS…. I am so sorry, son… I didn’t know what
I was doing…. I’m going to make it better now….”
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THE FORGOTTEN HORRORS OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP /
THE FOUNTAIN OF SORROWS / ORIGINAL SIN:
Dale Glabach, Niles Newton et al on infantile sexuality:
http://www.womanthouartgod.com/breastfeedinglovemaking.php
Careless Hands (that can't hold on to love)
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dddp6bt4_187gpmt3sjh
Shaking the Baby
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_21gvfsbjdd
The Universal Fear of Being Known
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dddp6bt4_188hggbt5f8
The Prominence of Anal Eroticism in Infancy
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dfqhsz6n_41ckwz5hfx
The Incest Taboo Revisited
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_37hfqw24g3
The best of "Collective Mental Illness"
http://docs.google.com/View?id=dddp6bt4_191cz999ngm
"The Law of the Sea" -
including the "Declaration of Collective Mental Illness"
and the "New Communion Ceremony"
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_22d3rksxcw
The Forbidden Subjects
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_109cgj36zgd
Declaration for Healing
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_12962crm2ff
COLD, COLD HEART:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUuzrB_TGyk
HARRISON: "I don't know how you were inverted"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-xRRZUeC9A&feature=related
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"The octogenarian founder of psychoanalysis was not yet at the end of
his insights and revelations.
A repressed thought was asking to be spelled
out.
"If we consider mankind as a whole and substitute it for a single
individual, we discover that it too has developed delusions which are
inaccessible to logical criticism and which contradict reality. If, in
spite of this, they [the delusions] are able to exert an extraordinary
power over men, investigation leads us to the same explanation as in
the case of the single individual. They owe their power to the element
of historical truth which they have brought up from the repression of
the forgotten and primeval
past."
-Freud, "Construction in
Analysis."
Freud speaks here of mankind's delusions, therefore delusions in which
all of us take part and which are deaf to logical criticism; at the
bottom, however, is a historical truth. What, then, is this truth, the
happening that once overwhelmed the human race and traumatised and
poisoned and scorched the minds of all generations that
followed?"
-from "Mankind In Amnesia" by Immanuel Velikovsky,
1982.
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