Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
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* Tha'i ddo^. nha^.p the^' hay hoa`i dda?ng cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ qua
To^ DDo^ng Pha 'Phu+o+ng Tro+`i Vie^~n Mo^.ng' va` 'Gia^'c Mo+
Tru+o+`ng So+n?'?
Tin VN, 25.10.08
To^n Nu+~ Hoa`ng Hoa
Sau khi DDa.i Ho^.i Ba^'t Thu+o+`ng Cu?a Gia'o Ho^.i Pha^.t Gia'o VN
Tho^'ng Nha^'t ( GHPGVNTN ) dda~ ddu+o+.c to^? chu+'c tha`nh co^ng
ta.i Port Arthur Texas vu+`a qua. Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i con Pha^.t la.i
ca`ng tha^'y ro~ ho+n da~ ta^m cu`a VC trong vie^.c chie^'m ddoa.t
GHPGVNTN vo+'i mo^.t a^m mu+u vo^ hie^.u hoa' Gia'o Ho^.i, qua su+.
vie^.c thay ddo^?i nha^n su+. cu?a Gia'o Ho^.i do Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ va`
cu+ si~ Le^ Ma.nh Tha't ( Thi'ch Tri' Sie^u) da`n du+.ng dda~ la`m
Pha^.t tu+? vo^ cu`ng hoang mang...hoang mang ve^` nhu+~ng go^ng tu`,
nhu+~ng ba?n a'n tu+? hi`nh , kho^? sai chung tha^n va^n va^n va` va^n
va^n ma` hai vi. na`y dda~ ma('c pha?i trong qua' tri`nh "cho^'ng VC"
giu+~ " Gia'o Ho^.i" vu+`a qua.
To^i nho+' khoa?ng tha'ng 9 na(m 1999. Hoa` Thu+o+.ng Thi'ch Cha'nh
La.c dda~ go.i sang Tampa Florida ba?o chu'ng to^i pha?i go+?i thu+
ddi va^.n ddo^.ng Quo^'c Ho^.i Hoa ky` dde^? can thie^.p vo+'i VC ve^`
ba?n a'n tu+? hi`nh ma` VC dda~ xu+? hai o^ng Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ va` Cu+
si~ Le^ Ma.nh Tha't ( Thi'ch Tri' Sie^u). DDa.o hu+~u Vo~ Va(n A'i
Gia'm DDo^'c Pho`ng Tho^ng Tin Pha^.t Gia'o Quo^'c Te^' ( PTTPGQT )
o+? Pha'p lie^n tu.c go+?i ddie^.n thu+ cu+'u nguy Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
va` Thi'ch Tri' Sie^u ( Le^ Ma.nh Tha't )...Nhu+ng ho^m nay ddo^'i
chu+'ng tru+o+'c su+. vie^.c Thich Tue^. Sy~ va` Thi'ch Tri' Sie^u (
Le^ Ma.nh Tha't ) ddo^`ng lo~a vo+'i VC dde^? xo'a bo? GHPGVNTN. Tha~t
su+. ddie^`u na`y dda~ kho^ng nhu+~ng la`m rie^ng to^i ma` pha^`n
ddo^ng Pha^.t tu+? ta.i ha?i ngoa.i vo^ cu`ng hu.t ha^~ng. Tu+` ddo'
ba('t buo^.c chu'ng ta pha?i dda'nh gia' la.i nie^`m tin va` pha^?m
ddi.nh la.i tri' tue^. tru+o+'c nhu+~ng su+. da^'u ma(.t cu?a VC trong
mu.c tie^u chie^'m ddoa.t Gia'o Ho^.i Pha^.t Gia'o VN Tho^'ng Nha^'t
DDo^'i vo+'i Thu+o+.ng To.a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ , kho^ng ai o+? ha?i
ngoa.i ddo`i ho?i qu'y Tha^`y , nhu+~ng vi. tu ha`nh ta.i VN ddang
ddu+'ng tru+o+'c nhu+~ng ho.ng su'ng dden ngo`m va.ch ngu+.c cho dda.n
thu` ba('n to+'i. Cu~ng kho^ng ai co^? vo~ dde^? qu'y Tha^`y ddang
ddu+'ng tru+o+'c cu+?a tu` ro^.ng mo+? co' nhu+~ng ha`nh ddo^.ng ba^'t
khua^'t nga.o ma.n tru+o+'c su+. ta`n ba.o cu?a VC. Bo+?i du` sao Qu'y
Tha^`y cu~ng la` chu'ng sanh kho^ng kha'c. Tuy nhie^n tru+o+'c ha`nh
ddo^.ng qua? ca?m cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ du` bi. tuye^n a'n tu+? hi`nh
ma` va^~n kho^ng nga'n thi` qua? la` mo^.t vie^.c kha'c thu+o+`ng.
Mo^.t la` cha'n so^'ng hai la` bie^'t mi`nh kho^ng che^'t ne^n mo+'i
oai phong la^~m lie^.t kha'c thu+o+`ng nhu+ va^.y?
Va^.y Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ la` ai?
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ te^n tu.c la` Pha.m Va(n Thu+o+ng sinh nga`y 5 tha'ng
hai na(m 1943 ta.i Pakse' La`o. Nguye^n qua'n ta.i Qua?ng Bi`nh Trung
Pha^`n VN.
Na(m 1970 Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ddu+o+.c dda(.c ca'ch bo^? nhie^.m Gia'o
Su+ Thu+.c Thu. ta.i Vie^.n DDa.i Ho.c Va.n Ha.nh.
Na(m 1984 Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ bi. VC ba('t giu+~ va` na(m 1999 Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ bi. VC tuye^n a'n tu+? hi`nh.
Trong khoa?ng tho+`i gian bi. tuye^n a'n tu+? hi`nh Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
dda~ ddu+o+.c o^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i Gia'm DDo^'c Pho`ng Tho^ng Tin Pha^.t
Gia'o Quo^'c Te^' va^.n ddo^.ng Quo^'c Te^' can thie^.p vo+'i VC dde^?
cu+'u nguy cho Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ta.i que^ nha`. Sau ddo' VC tha?
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ve^` la.i Chu`a Gia` Lam.
Na(m 1979, ngao nga'n tu ha`nh Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ra ddo+`i la^'y vo+..
No+. a'i a^n chu+a tro`n ba na(m. He^'t duye^n vo+'i vo+. Tha^`y ve^`
la.i chu`a tho. gio+'i Ty` Kheo.
Tu+` na(m 1994 va` ve^` sau vi` ti`nh tra.ng su+'c kho?e hao mo`n va`
tru+o+'c qua' tri`nh qua? ca?m va`o tu` ra kha'm ma` va^~n kie^n tri`
"ba?o ve^." Gia'o Ho^.i cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ nuo^i trong y'
nghi~a cu?a DDa.i La~o Hoa` Thu+o+.ng mo^.t da^'u a^'n ve^` Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ trong vie^.c ke^' thu+`a GHPGVNTN hay DDa.i La~o Hoa`
Thu+o+.ng dda~ tho^ng qua'n ddu+o+.c kho^ng ddu+a tru+o+'c thi`
tru+o+'c sau gi` cu~ng bi. chie^'m ne^n DDa.i La~o Hoa` Thu+o+.ng dda~
thi ha`nh ha.nh Pha^.t ba^'t bie^'n nhu+ng bie^'n hoa' kho^n lu+o+`ng
?? Do ddo' Hoa` Thu+o+.ng Thi'ch Qua?ng DDo^. Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Vie^.n
Hoa' DDa.o cu`ng mo^.t la^`n dda~ dde^` cu+? Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ giu+~
hai chu+'c : DDo' la` Pho' Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng va` To^?ng Thu+ Ky' Vie^.n
Hoa' DDa.o.
Mo^.t so^' Ty` Kheo cho bie^'t trong khi ddie^`u ha`nh VHDD Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ dda~ u+'ng xu+? ba^'t nha^'t, ga^y phe ca'nh. Khi Gia'o
ho^.i hu+~u su+. thi` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ tra'nh ne' giao he^'t vie^.c
cho Thu+o+.ng To.a Thi'ch Kho^ng Ta'nh.
Sau ddo' Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ vu+o+.t quye^`n DDa.i La~o Hoa` Thu+o+.ng
Thi'ch Qua?ng DDo^. bo^? nhie^.m nha^n su+. kho^ng ca^`n tho^ng qua HT
Qua?ng DDo^. vo+'i mu.c ddi'ch ddu+a phe pha'i va`o Gia'o Ho^.i va`
Vie^.n Hoa' DDa.o . DDo^`ng tho+`i Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ tu+. bo^? nhie^.m
Nguye^n Ti'n-Nguye^~n Cha^u va`o chu+'c vu. Vu. Tru+o+?ng Gia DDi`nh
Pha^.t Tu+? Quo^'c te^'.
Theo tin tu+'c ddu+o+.c pho^? bie^'n tre^n ca'c Die^~n DDa`n Yahoo
thi` a^m mu+u cu?a Gia DDi`nh Pha^.t Tu+? tre^n The^' Gio+'i la`
muo^'n bie^'n to^? chu+'c na`y tha`nh mo^.t To^? Chu+'c Phi chi'nh
phu? (NGO), co' qui che^', co' tie^'ng no'i dde^? khi hu+~u su+. to^?
chu+'c na`y co' ta^`m vo'c dde^? pha?n ba'c la.i GHPGVNTN tre^n die^~n
dda`n Quo^'c te^' theo co^ng ta'c thi ha`nh chi? thi. cu?a VC ddu+a ra
Tru+o+'c ha`nh ddo^.ng ddo' cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~. GHPGVNTN dda~ nhi`n
ra ta^'m lo`ng pha`m phu tu.c tu+? va` a^m mu+u cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
. Do ddo' Vie^.n Ta(ng Tho^'ng dda~ loa.i nho'm Tue^. Sy~ ra kho?i
danh sa'ch tha`nh vie^n cu?a Vie^.n Hoa' DDa.o nhie^.m ky` 2005-2007
theo tinh tha^`n Gia'o Chi? 02-2005.
Ta.i sao trong khi cha^'p chi? nhie^.m vu. ma` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~
ddo`i tu+` chu+'c hai la^`n nhu+ng theo Thu+o+.ng To.a Thi'ch Gia'c
DDa(?ng Thi` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ tu+` chu+'c dde^'n 4 la^`n vo+'i ye^u
sa'ch ddo`i ho?i Hoa` Thu+o+.ng Thi'ch Qua?ng DDo^. pha?i thay ddo^?i
o^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i Gia'm DDo^'c PTTPGQT va` ddu+a chu+'c vu. na`y cho
o^ng Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n na('m giu+~.
O+? ddie^?m na`y Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ to? ra vo^ o+n va` ba^'t nghi~a
vo+'i o^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i vi` trong kho?ang Tho+`i gian Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
bi. tuye^n a'n tu+? hi`nh o^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i lie^n tu.c ke^u go.i
Quo^'c Te^' can thie^.p. Trong khoa?ng tho+`i gian na`y vo+. cho^`ng
chu'ng to^i vie^'ng Chu`a Nhu+ Lai ta.i Denver va` dda~ chu+'ng kie^'n
ta^.n ma('t ddie^.n dda`m giu+~a Tha^`y Cha'nh La.c va` o^ng Vo~ va(n
A'i suo^'t dde^m . Tha^`y Cha'nh La.c go.i ddie^.n thoa.i dde^'n he^'t
Pha^.t Tu+? trong Gia'o Ho^.i tre^n Toa`n Quo^'c Hoa Ky` ke^u go.i
Pha^.t tu+? go+?i thu+ va`o Quo^'c Ho^.i can thie^.p cho Thich Tue^.
Sy~ va` Thi'ch Tri' Sie^u ( Le^ Ma.nh Tha't) ve^` a'n tu+? hi`nh.
Ta.i sao pha?i thay ba(`ng o^ng Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n ma` kho^ng la`
mo^.t cu+ si~ kha'c.?
O^ng Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n va` o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng la` hai dde^.
tu+? ruo^.t cu?a Su+ Ma^~n Gia'c. Nhu+ng sau khi Su+ Ma^~n Gia'c sai
dde^. tu+? Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng ra phi tru+o+`ng ddo'n kha'ch thi` o+?
chu`a Su+ Ma^~n Gia'c mo` vo+. cu?a o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng . Trong
nhu+~ng ba`i ba'o cu?a o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng go+?i ra co^ng lua^.n
to^' ca'o Su+ Ma^~n Gia'c hie^'p da^m vo+. cu?a o^ng ta. Sau ddo'
Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n va` Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng bie^'n ma^'t o+? chu`a
VN.
O^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i dda^`y nhie^.t ti`nh vo+'i Gia'o Ho^.i dda~ ddem
la.i ra^'t nhie^`u tha`nh qua? cho GHPGVNTN ta.i Ha?i ngoa.i qua su+.
vie^.c dda^'u tranh kho^ng ngu+`ng nghi? cu?a o^ng ta va` tie^'ng no'i
cu?a GHPGVNTN dda~ ddu+o+.c mo.i ngu+o+`i quan ta^m pha^`n ddo^ng
cu~ng do PTTPGQT ma` ra. Do ddo' khi Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ tu+` chu+'c
vo+'i ye^u sa'ch ddo`i ho?i pha?i thay the^' o^ng Vo~ Va(n A'i i't
nhie^`u quy' Tha^`y cu~ng dda~ nhi`n ra a^m mu+u cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
.
Ba`i vie^'t ho^m nay chu'ng to^i ki'nh mo+`i cu`ng chu'ng to^i da.o
vu+o+`n Tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dde^? tu+` ddo' chu'ng ta co' the^?
ti`m hie^?u ho+n ve^` ta^m ho^`n cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dde^? bie^'t
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ co' pha?i Non No+'t Ngo+' Nga^?n la`m co^ng cu. cho
VC trong vie^.c chie^'m ddo.at GHPGVNTN hay Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ chi? la`
mo^.t con ngu+o+`i nghe^. si~ ba^'t nha^'t trong cuo^.c so^`ng hay
chi'nh Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ la` mo^.t ca'n bo^. CS na(`m vu`ng dda~
ddu+o+.c VC tro^`ng tre^n ma?nh dda^'t Hoa DDa`m cu?a Pha^.t Gia'o
Chu'ng ta?
DDi va`o co~i Tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~, Thi'ch Nguye^n Sie^u dda~
vie^'t: Tri'ch :" DDe^? go'p pha^`n la`m gia`u dde.p cho gia ta`i va(n
ho'a nu+o+'c nha`, cu~ng nhu+ DDa.o pha'p, Tha^`y dda~ da`nh pha^`n
lo+'n tho+`i gian, co^ng su+'c dde^? tru+o+'c ta'c, di.ch thua^.t Kinh
Lua^.t Lua^.n, nghie^n ta^`m ca'c he^. pha'i trie^'t ho.c, tu+
tu+o+?ng DDo^ng Ta^y va` cu~ng chi'nh tu+` ddo', Tha^`y dda~ ddi va`o
"Nhu+~ng Phu+o+ng Tro+`i Vie^~n Mo^.ng." he^'t tri'ch
Trong Chie^`u Tho+ Nha.c Tue^. Sy~ va` To^ DDo^ng Pha Phu+o+ng Tro+`i
Vie^~n mo^.ng dda~ ddu+o+.c to^? chu+'c ta.i San Diego va`o nga`y 17
tha'ng 9 na(m 2006 Thi'ch Nguye^n Sie^u vie^'t ve^` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~
nhu+ sau .
Tri'ch :" Phu+o+ng tro+`i vie^~n mo^.ng, nhu+ la` ba^`u tro+`i tho+
cu?a Tha^`y dda~ ke^'t tinh mo^.t ta^'m lo`ng vi` que^ hu+o+ng, da^n
to^.c, ve^` mo^.t cha(.ng ddu+o+`ng li.ch su+? nguy nan, kho^'n kho'
ma` con ngu+o+`i pha?i mang na(.ng tre^n ddo^i vai sinh tu+? cu?a
tho+`i dda.i. Phu+o+ng tro+`i vie^~n mo^.ng ddo', me^nh mo^ng nhu+~ng
va^`n tho+ mang ti'nh tu+. to^`n, ddo^.c la^.p, kie^u hu`ng cu?a do`ng
li.ch su+? que^ Cha, dda^'t To^? ma` Tha^`y luo^n ma~i la` ddu+'a con
cu?a gio^'ng no`i, le^nh dde^nh theo do`ng su+? me^.nh que^ hu+o+ng."
............ ....."Tha^`y dda~ ddem ta^m kho^ng dde^? ho'a gia?i ta^m
cha^'p thu?, ddem lo`ng vi. tha ma` ho'a ddo^. ke? he.p ho`i dde^?
ta.o su+. bi`nh an va` ti.nh la.c cho ta^'t ca?. Tha^`y dda~ tu+. ho?i
mi`nh trong ta^.p tho+ "Ngu.c Trung Mi. Ngu+~ " qua ba`i Tu+. Va^'n:
Va^'n du+ ha` co^' to.a lao lung
Du+ chi? khinh ye^n ba'n ngu.c trung
Ta^m ca?nh tu+o+ng tri` kinh lu+~ mo^.ng
Co^' giao gia` to?a die^.n hu+ ngung
Ho?i Mi`nh
Ho?i mi`nh sao pha?i lao tu`?
Song thu+a cu+?a ngu.c co' tu` ddu+o+.c ma^y?
Kie^n tri` cuo^.c lu+~ va`ng bay
Lo+`i xu+a co`n ddo' phu't gia^y kho^ng so+`n."
Qua 4 ca^u tho+ tre^n Thi'ch Nguye^n Sie^u dda~ cho ddo' la` mo^.t
ta^m ho^`n du~ng ma~nh cu?a mo^.t vi. su+ nha^.p the^'. Tru+o+'c ba.o
lu+.c va^~n kho^ng dda^`u ha`ng. Che^m va`o trong ddo' Thi'ch Nguye^n
Sie^u co`n ca ngo+.i Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ nhu+ mo^.t DDa.i su+ nha^.p
the^'" Ba`ng ba.c trong tho+ va(n cu~a Tha^`y la` no^~i ddau cu?a
chu'ng sanh, tru+o+'c ba.o lu+.c cu~ng kho^ng xao ddo^.ng" nhu+ Thi
si~ ho. To^ nha` To^'ng To^ DDo^ng Pha ma` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ thu+o+`ng
vie^~n mo^.ng mi`nh cu~ng ba`ng ba.c nhu+ ho. To^
To^ DDo^ng Pha la` mo^.t nha` tho+ no^?i tie^'ng ddo+`i nha` To^'ng
be^n Ta`u. Tho+ cu?a To^ DDo^ng Pha cu~ng mang ti'nh cha^'t thoa't
tu.c. Cu~ng be^`nh bo^`ng xo^n xao, cu~ng gio' tho^?i ma^y tro^i. Be^n
nhu+~ng be^`nh bo^`ng xo^n xao ddo' Tho+ cu?a To^ DDo^ng Pha cu~ng
pha?ng pha^'t mo^.t cha^'t Thie^`n.
Nhu+ng tho+`i ba^'y gio+` ngu+o+`i ta kho^ng go.i Thie^`n Su+ To^
DDo^ng Pha ma` chi? go.i la` nha` tho+ To^ DDo^ng Pha ma` tho^i. Ca'i
na`y To^ DDo^ng Pha kho^ng ba(`ng ddu+o+.c Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~.
To^ DDo^ng Pha co' mo^.t ngu+o+`i ba.n thie^'t la` DDa.i Su+ Pha^.t
A^'n. DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n la` mo^.t vi. cao ta(ng co' ta`i tho^ng
qua'n. Cho ne^n khi ddo^'i a^?m ha`n huye^n vo+'i To^ DDo^ng Pha.
DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n dda~ bie^'t ro~ To^ DDo^ng Pha chi? la` mo^.t
pha`m phu tu.c tu+?, co' nhie^`u tham vo.ng va` cuo^`ng ngo^ng. Do
ddo' To^ DDo^ng Pha luo^n luo^n muo^'n chu+'ng to? cho DDa.i su+
Pha^.t A^'n bie^'t tuy TDDP mang ta^m ho^`n tra^`n tu.c nhu+ng TDDP
cu~ng co' ddu? kha? na(ng thoa't tu.c cu?a mo^.t vi. cha^n tu. DDe^?
chu+'ng to? ddie^`u ddo' To^ DDo^ng Pha thu+o+`ng vi' von trong
nhu+~ng ba`i tho+ thanh thoa't co~i tra^`n, an la.c trong ta^m ho^`n
va` nhi`n ca?nh ddo+`i o^ tro.c cu`ng nhu+~ng lo+.i danh thi. phi
kho^ng la`m ho. To^ xo^n xao.
Mo^.t nga`y kia, To^ DDo^ng Pha trong mo^.t phu't le^nh dde^nh thoa't
tu.c dda~ ha. bu't ghi ra(`ng:
Ba't phong xuy ba^'t ddo^.ng
ta.m di.ch la`:
Ta'm gio' tho^?i kho^ng ddo^.ng
Nghi~ ra(`ng ca^u tho+ thoa't tu.c na`y se~ ddu+o+.c DDa.i su+ Pha^.t
A^'n ngu+o+~ng mo^.. To^ DDo^ng Pha be`n sai qua^n li'nh mang ca^u
tho+ dda('c y' cu?a mi`nh dde^'n DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n. DDo.c xong
DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n vie^'t mo^.t chu+~ " THI'" va` ba?o qua^n li'nh
mang ve^` cho To^ DDo^ng Pha. Ho. To^ vo^.i va~ mo+? ra xem nhu+ng khi
tha^'y chi? vo?n ve.n mo^.t chu+~ THI' dde^` ngay du+o+'i ca^u tho+
dda('c y' cu?a mi`nh ho. To^ dda~ vo^ cu`ng tu+'c gia^.n truye^`n
qua^n li'nh la^'y ddo` vu+o+.t so^ng dde^'n Chu`a ha.ch to^.i DDa.i
su+ Pha^.t A^'n. Khi tha^'y khuo^n ma(.t dda(`ng dda(`ng sa't khi'
cu?a To^ DDo^ng Pha, DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n dda~ kho^ng to? ra lo so+.
ma` co`n cu+o+`i ha ha? ba?o ra(`ng:
" Thu+o+.ng quan ba?o ra(`ng 8 hu+o+'ng gio' tho^?i cu~ng kho^ng xao
ddo^.ng. Co+' sao chi? mo^.t chu+~ THI' ma` Thu+o+.ng quan la.i
vu+o+.t so^ng ti`m dde^'n ba^`n ta(ng"
To^ DDo^ng Pha tha^'y ddu+o+.c ca'i lo^' bi.ch cu?a mi`nh, ne^n dda~
la(.ng ye^n kho^ng no'i gi`. Tu+` ddo' hai ca^u tho+ mo^.t cu?a To^
DDo^ng Pha va` mo^.t cu?a DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n ddu+o+.c ghe'p la.i:
Ba't phong xuy ba^'t ddo^.ng
Nhu+'t Thi' ma~ qua' giang
Ta'm gio' tho^?i ta^m kho^ng ddo^.ng
Mo^.t chu+~ THI' vo^.i vu+o+.t so^ng
Chu+~ THI' ma` DDa.i su+ Pha^.t A^'n dde^` du+o+'i ca^u tho+ dda('c y'
cu?a To^ DDo^ng Pha co' nghi~a la` " DDa'nh ra^'m". DDa'nh ra^'m thi`
la`m sao ma` tho^m ddu+o+.c.
Xu+a nay nhu+~ng su+. vie^.c nhu+ To^ DDo^ng Pha nhu+ DDa.i su+ Pha^.t
A^'n hay nhu+ Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ vo+'i DDa.i la~o Hoa` Thu+o+.ng Thi'ch
Qua?ng DDo^. co' ti'nh ca'ch mang chu? dde^` quy lua^.t trong cuo^.c
so^'ng. Chi'nh trong quy lua^.t cu?a cuo^.c so^'ng thu+o+`ng mang
dde^'n cho loa`i ngu+o+`i, su+. tu+o+ng quan giu+~a ngu+o+`i va`
ngu+o+`i mo^.t lo+`i ca?nh ti?nh, mo^.t ba`i ho.c sa^u sa('c. Chi'nh
su+. sa^u sa('c ddo' dda~ ddu+a con ngu+o+`i va`o tie^'n bo^.. Kho^ng
bie^'t Thi'ch tue^. Sy~ co' ddo^`ng y' vo+'i to^i ddie^`u na`y kho^ng?
DDa~ dde^` ca^.p dde^'n Tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ngoa`i To^ DDo^ng
Pha khung tro+`i Vie^~n Mo^.ng Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ co`n co' Gia^'c Mo+
Tru+o+`ng So+n nu+~a.
No'i dde^'n Tru+o+`ng So+n ngu+o+`i CS thu+o+`ng ca ngo+.i Tru+o+`ng
So+n DDo^ng, Tru+o+`ng So+n Ta^y. Trong khi ddo' ngu+o+`i Quo^'c Gia
thi` la.i nga^.m ngu`i cho so^' pha^.n thanh thie^'u nie^n mie^`n
Ba('c dda~ bi. VC dda^~y va`o cuo^.c chie^'n la`m Ca'ch ma.ng xa^m
chie^'m mie^`n Nam VN, dda~ che^'t tu+'c tu+o+?i che^'t nghe.n nga`o
du+o+'i nhu+~ng tra^.n mu+a bom .
Nhu+ng ddo^'i vo+'i Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ Gia^'c Mo+ Tru+o+`ng So+n la`
hoa`i nie^.m la` ky' u+'c ma` ddo^i lu'c ba^'t cho+.t mo+? ra va^~n
co`n tha^'y:
La.i a'c mo^.ng bo+?i ru+`ng khuya ta`n ba.o dda^'y
Thi.t xu+o+ng ngu+o+`i vung va~i lo^'i anh ddi
( A'c Mo^.ng Tru+o+`ng So+n)
Lo^'i ddi cu?a Thich Tue^. Sy~ ddi la` lo^'i na`o va` tre^n lo^'i ddi
ddo' co' gi` ca?m hu+'ng dde^? Thich Tue^. Sy~ pha?i la`m tho+:
Anh chie^'n dda^'u nho.c nha(`n nhu+ co? da.i
Thoa'ng tro^ng em nhu+ a'o mo?ng vai ga^'y.
Thi` ra Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ chie^'n dda^'u trong ru+`ng sa^u nu'i
tha(?m Tru+o+`ng So+n ma` kho^ng he^` me^.t mo?i khi be^n ca.nh
ngu+o+`i co' em du ki'ch a'o mo?ng vai ga^`y.
Mo^ Pha^.t !! Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ pha.m gio+'i vi` dda~ vo.ng
ddo^.ng ti`nh du.c qua a'o mo?ng vai ga^`y
Hay trong "To^i Va^~n DDo+.i" xin mo+`i qui' vi. cu`ng to^i cho+` xem
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ddo+.i gi`?
To^i va^~n ddo+.i nhu+~ng dde^m xanh kha('c khoa?i
Ma`u xanh xao trong tie^'ng kho'c ven ru+`ng
Trong bo'ng to^'i ha^.n thu` tha thie^'t ma~i
Mo^.t vi` sao be^n kho'e mie^.ng ru+ng ru+ng
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ha^.n thu` ai trong chie^'c a'o na^u so`ng, trong
dde^m da`i tha(m tha(?m cu?a ru+`ng sa^u dde^? sau do' thie^'t tha
ma~i mo^.t vi` sao be^n kho'e mie^.ng ru+ng ru+ng.
Ta.i sao kho^ng la` mo^.t ma`nh tra(ng ta`n be^n kho'e mie^.ng ru+ng
ru+ng ma` pha?i vi` Mo^.t Vi` Sao. Co' pha?i Sao Va`ng ma` Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ dda~ xanh xao trong tie^'ng kho'c ven ru+`ng, cho ha^.n thu`
tra`n ra tu+` kho'e mie^.ng?
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ la.i pha.m gio+'i tu ha`nh mo^.t la^`n nu+~a vi` dda~
dde^? cho sa^n si thu` ha^.n lua^n la.c trong ta^m ho^`n qua nhu+~ng
va^`n tho+ dda~ vie^'t.
Trong ba`i tho+ " Mo^t Bo'ng Tra(ng Ga^`y", chu'ng ta ha~y nghe Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ trang tra?i ca?m xu'c hoa`i nie^.m theo tu+`ng o^ ky~ nie^.m
cu?a ru+`ng khuya:
Na(`m o^m mo^.t bo'ng tra(ng ga^`y
Vai nghie^ng tu?i nhu.c ho+`n lay mo^.ng ta`n
Ru+`ng sa^u ma^'y nhi.p Tru+o+`ng so+n
Bie^?n DDo^ng ma^'y ddo^. trie^`u da^ng ra'ng ho^`ng
Kho'c tra`n cuo^.c lu+~ long ddong
Ngu+o+`i ddi co`n mo^.t ta^'m lo`ng ddo+n so+?
Ma'u ngu+o+`i pha ddo? sa('c co+`
Phu+o+ng tro+`i xe? nu+?a gia^'c mo+ di. thu+o+`ng
Qua^n ha`nh dda.p na't ta` du+o+ng
Khu'c ca du tu+? be~ ba`ng tre^n mo^i
Ti`nh chung kho^ng tra? thu` ngu+o+`i
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ nghi~ gi` khi vie^'t:
Ngu+o+`i ddi co`n mo^.t ta^'m lo`ng ddo+n so+?
Ma'u ngu+o+`i pha ddo? sa('c co+`
Nhu+~ng anh bo^. ddo^.i, nhu+~ng em du ki'ch chi? mo^.t ta^'m lo`ng
ddo+n so+ khi ddi va`o Tru+o+`ng So+n xuo^i nga`n chi? co^'t vo+'i
mu.c ddi'ch pha ddo? ma^`u co+` tho^i sao thu+a Thu+o+.ng To.a Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~. Theo Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ thi` dda~ co' bao nhie^u ma'u cu?a
Thanh Thie^'u Nie^n mie^`n Ba('c va` ca? mie^`n Nam dda~ pha ddo?
sa('c co+` ddo'?? dde^? Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ pha?i na(`m o^m mo^.t
bo'ng tra(ng ga^`y( hay tra(ng lu+o+~i lie^`m) ma` nghe tu?i nhu.c
ho+`n lay mo^.ng ta`n.
Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ kho^ng hung ta`n nhu+ To^' Hu+~u nha^'t quye^'t
gie^'t ! gie^'t ! gie^'t !, kho^ng ngoan co^' nhu+ Tri.nh Co^ng So+n
co^? vo~ cho ma^'y "em" Du Ki'ch, ma^'y "anh" Bo^. DDo^.i , ma^'y
"Chi." Chie^'n Sy~" cho du` co' bi. ba^`m, bi tra ta^'n tre^n da thi.t
hay bi. nhu.c nha(`n thi` ha~y bie^'n ddau thu+o+ng ddo' le^n qua^.t
cu+o+`ng dde^? tru+o+`ng ky` kha'ng chie^'n:
" Tre^n Tha^n em co' ve^'t ba^`m
Tre^n da thi.t anh xu+o+ng tra ta^'n
Tre^n tha^n chi. nhu.c nha(`n ddau thu+o+ng
Xin nuo^i the^m do`ng ma'u qua^.t cu+o+`ng" ( Tri.nh Co^ng So+n)
Vo+'i Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~, cha('c vi` co' tu ne^n co' tru+o+`ng ky`
kha'ng chie^'n cu~ng nhe. nha`ng thoa't tu.c trong mu+o+`i na(m phie^u
la~ng :
Chie^`u kho'i nha.t nhu+ ho^`n ai co`n ha^.n tu?i
Tu+`ng con so^ng tu+`ng huye^'t le^. lan tra`n.
Mu+o+`i na(m ddo' anh que^n mi`nh sa^.y ye^'u,
Tre^n vai ga^`y tu+` thu?a du+.ng que^ hu+o+ng;
Anh cu'i xuo^'ng nghe nu'i ru+`ng ho+.p ta^'u,
Ba?n ti`nh ca vo^ ta^.n cu?a DDo^ng phu+o+ng.
Ta.i sao Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ kho^ng no'i tha(?ng la` ba?n hoan ca vo^
ta^.n cu?a Tru+o+`ng So+n ma` la.i quanh co Ba?n ti`nh ca vo^ ta^.n
cu?a DDo^ng Phu+o+ng ?? Ca^u tho+ na`y Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ e'p va^.n
va` dda~ la`m ma^'t y' nghi~a ddi'ch thu+.c cu?a ca^u tho+ vi` nu'i
ru+`ng Tru+o+`ng So+n ho+.p ta^'u thi` pha?i la` ba?n Hoan Ca Vo^
Ta^.n Cu?a Tru+o+`ng So+n mo+'i ddu'ng. Ca'i gi` dda~ la`m Thi'ch
Tue^. Sy~ kho^ng da'm die^~n ta? trung thu+.c y nghia~ cu?a mo^.t
va^`n tho+??
Tu ha`nh la` ca^`u mong gia?i thoa't
Gia^'c Mo+ Tru+o+`ng So+n cu~ng ca^`u mong gia?i thoa't dde^? ddu+o+.c
va`o pho^' thi. gia?i pho'ng mie^`n Nam.
Tuy va^.y dda~ ve^` tha`nh ro^`i ma` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ va^~n co`n nho+'
ru+`ng sa^u la` ta.i sao? ca'i gi` a^m vang trong ru+`ng sa^u ma`
pha?i la`m ba^.n lo`ng ke? tu ha`nh. Xin qu'i vi. la('ng nghe lo+`i
tho^?n thu+'c cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ nho+' ve^` ru+`ng sa^u
Mu+o+`i na(m nu+~a anh va^~n la^`m li` pho^' thi.
Ye^u ru+`ng sa^u ne^n khoe' ma('t ru+ng ru+ng
Tay anh vo'i tro+`i cao chim chie^`u ru? ri?
DDo+`i le^nh dde^nh thu ca'nh nho? be^n ddu+o+`ng.
Nhu+~ng ngu+o+`i ye^u tho+ Tue^. Sy~ - Trong nho'm cu?a Thi'ch Tue^.
Sy~ cho tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ co' a^m hu+o+?ng buo^`n vo+`i
vo+.i, buo^`n xa xa(m nhu+ng la.i ky` a?o"
Vo+'i to^i tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ra^'t ky` a?o vi` nhu+~ng gi`
cha^'t chu+'a kho^ng minh ba.ch nhie^`u do^'i gian thu+o+`ng lua^n
lu+u trong ta^m thu+'c va`o tu+`ng o^ nho? dde^? a^?n u+'c theo nga`y
tha'ng ma` chuye^n cho+? va`o tu+ duy ro^`i tu+` tu+ duy na^~y sinh ra
ha`nh ddo^.ng.
Beaudelaire dda~ tu+`ng no'i:" Vi~ dda.i thay su+' me^.nh cu?a Thi ca.
Chi'nh su+' me^.nh ddo' dda~ la`m tho+ cu?a Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ ky` a?o.
Vi` nhu+~ng ky` a?o ddo' ddi tu+` nhu+~ng vo.ng ddo^.ng o+? ru+`ng
sa^u , o+? nu'i nga`n ma` Thi'ch Tue^. Sy~ dda~ o^m mo^. gia^'c mo+ :
DDo' la` gia^'c mo+ ddi tu+` mo^.t tu+ duy cu?a mo^.t khu'c hoan ca
vo^ ta^.n cu?a Tru+o+`ng So+n . Chi'nh khu'c hoan ca ddo' ddang la`m
ddang la`m da^.y mo~ chuo^ng cu?a mo^.t vu`ng tro+`i pha'p na.n. Mo^
Pha^.t.
Tie^'c thay! Ga^`n bu`n ne^n bi. ho^i tanh ho+n mu`i bu`n
To^n Nu+~ Hoa`ng Hoa
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Ghi chu' cu?a Ta^m Tra`ng (Pho' Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng DDa.i Ho.cVa.n Ha.nh
1965- 1975)
To^i xin gia?i thi'ch the^m ve^` ddoa.n tri'ch sau dda^y ra^'t quan
tro.ng ddo^'i vo+'i su+. pha't trie^?n ke^? tu+` na(m 1984 cu?a do`ng
Tie^'p Hie^.n do Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh tha`nh la^.p vo+'i su+. tro+.
giu'p cu?a HT Thich Ma~n Gia'c chu`a VN (vu+`a vie^n ti.ch) va` HT
Thi'ch Ti.nh Tu+` Tu Vie^.n Kim So+n vo+'i dde^. tu+? HT Thi'ch Ha.nh
Tua^'n o+? Chicago.
tri'ch "O^ng Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n va` o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng la`
hai dde^. tu+? ruo^.t cu?a Su+ Ma~n Gia'c. Nhu+ng sau khi Su+ Ma~n
Gia'c sai dde^. tu+? Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng ra phi tru+o+`ng ddo'n
kha'ch thi` o+? chu`a Su+ Ma~n Gia'c mo` vo+. cu?a o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c
DDu+o+`ng .Trong nhu+~ng ba`i ba'o cu?a o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng
go+?i ra co^ng lua^.n to^' ca'o Su+ Ma~n Gia'c hie^'p da^m vo+. cu?a
o^ng ta. Sau ddo' Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n va` Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng bie^'n
ma^'t o+? chu`a VN ." he^'t tri'ch
Ca'c o^ng Bu`i Ngo.c DDu+o+`ng va` Tra^`n Quang Thua^.n ra ba'o
cho^'ng Tha^`y Ma~n Gia'c. DDe^? ddo^'i pho', Tha^`y du`ng Trie^'t gia
Pha.m Co^ng Thie^.n la`m chu? bu't ba'o DDa^'t To^? (hay DDo^.ng
DDa^'t gi` ddo') ga^y bu't chie^'n giu+~a 2 phe ga` nha` (go^'c DDH
Va.n Ha.nh) vu+`a tu xua^'t hoa(.c vu+`a me^'n ta^n ta(ng.
To^i vu+`a ddi.nh cu+ ty. na.n ta.i San Francisco na(m 1984 thi` ga(.p
la.i ba.n tu` ca?i ta.o Gia'm Sa't Vie^n Tra^`n DDa.i Kha^m Ho^.i
Tru+o+?ng Qua?n Tri. Chu`a Tu+` Quang va` nguye^n Hie^.u tru+o+?ng
tru+o+`ng Bo^` DDe^` La^m DDo^`ng thay the^' Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh ve^`
Saigon ho.c Va(n Khoa. Cu. Nguye^~n DDa(ng Thu.c cho to^i bie^'t, khi
nha^.n Va(n Khoa SaiGon ho.c tie^'ng Pha'p thie^'u sinh vie^n Vie^.t
ne^n Cu. cha^'p nha^n cho vay Tu' Ta`i II ddo^'i vo+'i nhu+~ng sinh
vie^n mie^`n Ba('c va` Trung co' Tu' Ta`i I gio?i Vie^.t Va(n. Tha^`y
Nha^'t Ha.nh la` sinh vie^n xua^'t sa('c nha^'t.
Tha^`y Ti.nh Tu+` Vie^.n Chu? chu`a Tu+` Quang pha'i o^ng Tra^`n DDa.i
Kha^m ve^` chu`a VN giu'p 2 be^n da`n xe^'p xong vu. bu't chie^'n
no^.i bo^. na`y dde^? giu'p Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh tra'nh a?nh hu+o+?ng
kho^ng to^'t ta.i Tu Vie^.n Kim So+n. Trie^'t gia Pha.m Co^ng Thie^.n
ddie^.n thoa.i to^i mo+`i cu`ng ve^` nhu+ng to^i tu+` cho^'i.
Xin nha('c o+? VN cuo^'i tha^.p nie^n 50, khi Hoa Ky` thay Pha'p
vie^.n tro+. cho mie^`n Nam thi` ba('t dda^`u co' phong tra`o chu?
tru+o+ng be^nh vu+.c Ta^n Ta(ng Nha^.t Bo^?n (Ta(ng Ni la^'y nhau)
thay the^' truye^`n tho^'ng Cu+ si~ ta.i gia va` Co^? So+n Mo^n VN .
Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh (sinh 1926) chu? tru+o+ng do`ng Tie^'p Hie^.n
vo+'i ta'c pha^?m DDa.o Pha^.t Hie^.n DDa.i Ho'a (1956). DDo' la`
mo^.t do`ng tu Pha^.t gia'o thay ddo^?i Gio+'i lua^.t Pha^.t gia'o
ba(`ng 14 gio+'i dda(.c bie^.t da^'n tha^n. DDa^`u tha^.p nie^n 70
Tha^`y Ma~n Gia'c (go^'c du sinh Nha^.t Ba?n) be^nh vu+.c chu?
tru+o+ng Hie^.n DDa.i Ho'a ba(`ng ca'ch mo+`i mo^.t so^' Ta^n Ta(ng
Nha^.t Ba?n (ta(ng Nha^.t la^'y vo+. co' cu+o+'i ho?i dda`ng hoa`ng)
dde^'n DDa.i Ho.c Va.n Ha.nh gio+'i thie^.u nhu+ng chu+ Ta(ng VN
kho^ng cha^'p nha^.n. HT Thi'ch Tri' Thu? va` Gia'o Ho^.i PGVNTN hoa`n
toa`n cho^'ng ddo^'i chu? tru+o+ng cu?a do`ng Tie^'p Hie^.n pha'
gio+'i lua^.t. Lu'c na`y Phe Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh co' 4 vi. i't nhie^`u
u+a thi'ch, ddo' la` ca'c nga`i nguye^n la` dde^. tu+? cu?a HT Thi'ch
Thie^.n Hoa (1918-1973) Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng Vie^.n Ho'a DDa.o GHPGVNTN
go^`m:
1. Tha^`y Thi'ch Thanh Tu+` (sinh 1924) nguye^n gia?ng su+ Tu Vie^.n
Hue^. Nghie^m co' co^ng xa^y chu`a Cha^n Kho^ng va` Thu+o+`ng Chie^'u
o+? Vu~ng Ta`u. Sau 30-4-1975 Tha^`y cho^'ng Gia'o Ho^.i PGVNTN va`
chi? tri'ch pha'p mo^n Ti.nh DDo^. cu?a Su+ To^? vo+'i ta^.p nho? (3
DDie^`u Tha('c Ma('c Trong DDo+`i Tu cu?a To^i). Tha^`y Thanh Tu+`
theo Thie^`n To^ng ddo^'n ngo^. tha ho^` di kha('p no+i trong va`
ngoa`i nu+o+'c. Tha^`y co' co^ng ddu+'c xa^y ga^`n 30 ngo^i chu`a
trong ddo' co' chu`a Tru'c La^m o+? DDa` Lat. Tha^`t ra thie^`n To^ng
Tru'c La^m Ye^n Tu+? dda(.c bie^.t cu+'u nu+o+'c giu+~ nu+o+'c kha'c
vo+'i thie^`n Tie^'p Hie^.n lo truye`n ba' do`ng tu na`y cho ca'c
ngoa.i nha^n.. Khi ra ngoa.i quo^'c Tha^`y say me^ la`ng Ho^`ng va`
ra^'t tra'nh ne' Co+` Va`ng 3 so.c ddo?.
2. Tha^`y Thi'ch Thanh Va(n ddu+o+.c Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh giao cho
qua?n tri. Trung Ta^m Thanh Nie^n Phu.ng Su+. Xa~ Ho^.i Phu' La^m.
To^i cu`ng 2 Cu. Cao Hu+~u DDi'nh va` Tri.nh Sa^m le^n tha(m Trung
Ta^m ta.i Ta^n Phu', Saigon. Ta.i dda^y co' ngo^i chu`a tranh te^n
go.i Chu`a La' Pha'p Va^n lo+.p tu+` na(m1964. Chu'ng to^i ddi xem
tra.i nuo^i ga` nhu+ng Tha^`y pha`n na`n kho^ng muo^'n nuo^i ga` dde^?
pha't trie^?n ta`i cha'nh vi` pha.m gio+'i gia'n tie^'p sa't sanh.
Tru+o+'c dda^y va`o nhu+~ng na(m 1956 Tha^`y o+? Tra.i Phu+o+ng Bo^'i
nuo^i heo tuy tha`nh co^ng nhu+ng bi. da^n la`ng pha?n ddo^'i pha?i
de.p. Tha^`y ma^'t o+? VN
3. Tha^`y Thi'ch Thanh Tue^. giu'p Tha^`y Nha^'t Ha.nh mo+? Nha`
Xua^'t ba?n La' Bo^`i ro^`i An Tie^m tha`nh co^ng. Sau na(m 1963,
Tha^`y Thanh Tue^., co' ca(n nha` o+? ga^`n Nga~ Sa'u la`m no+i tu.
ho.p cu?a gio+'i va(n nghe^. si~ tre? nghe`o. To^i ga(.p o+? dda^y
Pha.m Co^ng Thie^.n, Bu+~u Y', Cho+n Ha.nh (Tra^`n Xua^n Kie^m), Cho+n
Pha'p (Nguye^~n Hu+~u Hie^.a^u) v.v. Ba?n tha^n Tha^`y cu~ng ta`i ba
lo^~i la.c, nghe^. si~ nghe`o kho^ nhu+ ai ne^n Tha^`y in chi.u mo.i
ta'c pha^?m va(n nghe^. nhu+ng kho^ng ddu? su+'c in giu'p tho+ cu?a
Trung Nie^n thi si~ Bu`i Gia'ng vi` to^'c ddo^. sa'ng ta'c tho+ lu.c
ba't cu?a ddu+o+ng su+. nhanh ho+n a'nh sa'ng!!.
Tha'ng 8 na(m 2004 a^u cu~ng mo^.t su+. ti`nh co+` vui buo^`n xen ke?
la^~n lo^.n, vui vi` sau ga^`n 40 na(m to^i ga(.p la.i Tha^`y Thanh
Tue^. ta.i Pha'p Duye^n Ti.nh Xa' San Jose va` ddu+o+.c Tha^`y ta(.ng
mo^.t va`i ta'c pha^?m ma` nha` "Xua^'t ba?n An Tie^m-Pha'p Duye^n”
mo+'i ddu+o+.c HT Gia'c Lu+o+.ng bo? vo^'n ra in la.i. Sau ddo' HT
Gia'c Lu+o+.ng ddu+a Tha^`y ve^` Los Angele`s tha(m chu`a Lie^n Hoa.
Ta.i dda^y kho^ng ngo+`, buo^`n thay, Tha^`y la.i nha('m ma('t ra ddi
vi~nh vie^~n dde^m 6-8-2004. Bi`nh sinh Tha^`y luo^n luo^n a(n no'i
khie^m to^'n, co' nu. cu+o+`i nho~ nhe., Tha^`y ra ddi cu~ng nhe.
nha`ng. Gio`ng ddo+`i ddo^'i vo+'i ngu+o+`i nghe^. si~ nhu+ nu+o+'c
cha?y qua ca^`u, tro^i kho^ng tro+? la.i, dde^? la`m tho+ tu+'c ca?nh
theo ca?m ti'nh nhu+ ta'm ngo.n gio' co' the^? la`m phie^'n ddo^.ng
lo`ng thuo+ng, ghe't cu?a the^' gian (Ba't phong). Co' the^? tie^`n
kie^'p Tha^`y tu ha`nh tinh ta^'n ne^n nghie^.p nhe. hoa(.c kie^'p
na`y Tha^`y tha^'m nhua^`n ly' duye^n sinh ne^n an nhie^n tu+. ta.i
ma~n ba'o tha^n nhe. nha`ng.
Tha^`y Thi'ch Thanh Hu+o+ng kho^ng thi'ch lo^'i tu cu?a Tha^`y Nha^'t
Ha.nh, trung tha`nh vo+'i Su+ To^? Thi'ch Thie^.n Hoa Vie^.n Tru+o+?ng
Vie^.n Ho'a DDa.o GHPGVNTN, gia nha^.p Nha Tuye^n U'y Pha^.t Gia'o hy
sinh tha^n ma.ng ba?o ve^. DDa.o Pha'p va` Da^n To^.c.
Ca'c Nga`i co' te^n trong Ghi Chu' na`y la` nhu+~ng ba^.c tu ha`nh
ho+n to^i nhie^`u, ma` to^i dda~ tu+`ng quen bie^'t. To^i chi? ne^u ra
nhu+~ng su+. tha^.t ma` tho^i.