you're ticking like a lunar clock
This is not really fulfillment. Animals do this as well.
Fulfillment is a rapture of the stars and the universe and
being and nature and within and without and spirit and mind
and intelligence and music and a kind of totality and belief
in greater and higher powers and beings and a host of other
stuff.
Mating with woman like an animal may give you an animal type
orgasm, but that is not fulfillment.
Unless, you ARE an animal and that is all you want!!!
basically, what differs humans from animals is the very parallelism of
this 'yearning-love-sex-fulfillment cycle with four tacts' with many
other 'alike cycles' because of which humans unlike animals develop
the sense of it all. in few words humans make sense of things so they
can understand them while animals do it mainly by natural
prescription.
humans try to correlate for instance these two cycles: yearning, love,
sex, fulfillment with good, best, evil, worst and they seemingly
obtain a sense of infinite-ness to later on add three more cycles with
four extreme values to announce the Olympic Games open.