Spoilers for "Turtles All the Way Down."
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In article <
MPG.2a2ac69b5...@news.individual.net>, Stan Brown
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the_sta...@fastmail.fm> writes:
> On Thu, 24 May 2012 20:21:28 -0400, EGK wrote:
>> Awake turned out to be an excellent mini-serives. I enjoyed the
>> finale a lot and felt it worked as a season or series ending.
>
> I liked almost all of the finale. The big reveal at the end -- I'm
> not sure yet how I feel about it.
>
> The other big reveal -- Michael in Wife World prison meeting himself
> from Son World -- was actually not a reveal since stupid NBC showed it
> a week ago in the "next week on". There's a reason why I almost never
> watch those, but once in a while I slip up and I'm almost always
> sorry.
They're evil. The only reason why I would watch a trailer is if I had
already made up my mind to not watch the show, so my attitude would be,
"O.K., as a last-ditch chance, can you show me something to change my
mind?" If I've already decided to watch something, nothing good can
come of watching its trailer beforehand.
> While Harper was killing Kessel (again), I wondered how Michael could
> possibly know about the little bit of her heel that came off, but in
> light of the final reveal (below) that makes sense.
Creator Kyle Killen said that Michael would have seen the broken-off bit
of heel in the motel room in Son World (even though they didn't hang a
lantern on it by showing us Michael looking in the direction of the heel
tip or anything like that). His conscious mind did not notice at the
time, but his subconscious did. Afterwards, he heard the heel clicking
as she walked (also in Son World). His subconscious mind put two and
two together in the obvious fantasy sequence. Why his subconscious
mind chose to teach his conscious mind the lesson by using Vega in a
penguin suit was not similarly made clear (I appreciated the whimsy,
though), but they did play fair with the information gained in Son World
to yield the conclusion in the obvious fantasy sequence.
> The *big* reveal, of course, was that both Wife World and Son World
> were dreams.
I see where you've now read one of the interviews with Kyle Killen. I
hope this makes your second viewing of the episode more enjoyable.
> Michael laid the groundwork by asking Dr Evans, what if [Wife World]
> was a dream within a dream.
No, he asked if only the *surreal* parts were a dream. I.e., what if he
was in Wife World, fell asleep, and then instead of going back to Son
World, he dreamed an ordinary dream that contained Vega in a penguin
suit, Hannah appearing seemingly out of nowhere, and so forth. Since
Evans already considers Wife World to be a dream, she characterized this
idea as "a dream while dreaming."
> She dismissed that with "It's turtles all the way down" ...
I don't think she dismissed it so much as she just assumed, erroneously,
that Michael would share her desire to avoid an infinite regression of
dreams within dreams within dreams. She didn't gauge the true measure
of how much he wanted a way to escape bereavement in both his current
worlds, and the turtles showed him the way.
> ... (I know the story behind that phrase, but I'm not sure how it
> applies here) ...
The way I heard it, it was an apparently apocryphal ancient myth.
An acolyte asks his guru, "Master, what holds the world up?"
The guru answers, "The world rests on the back of a giant tiger."
So naturally the acolyte asks, "What does the tiger stand upon?"
"The tiger stands on the back of a giant elephant."
"And the elephant?"
"The elephant stands upon four giant turtles."
"But Master," says the acolyte, "what do the turtles stand upon?"
Replies the guru, "It's turtles all the way down."
If turtles can stand upon turtles that stand upon turtles into infinity
without ever having to stand on a final rock-solid foundation, then you
can dream a dream within a dream within a dream into infinity without
ever needing a rock-solid reality that they're all ultimately answerable
to.
> But "it was all a dream" feels like kind of a letdown because it's
> been used too much. /Dallas/ killed that gimmick once and for all,
> IMHO.
Fortunately, that's the one interpretation the creator rejects (although
the few who prefer it can claim it works too).
I've transcribed the final conversation between Michael and Dr. Evans,
and interleaved my commentary:
BRITTEN: I can't tell you how many cases I've closed. You know,
most of the time, you THINK it's the ex-boyfriend, it
IS the ex-boyfriend. Sometimes it's almost miraculous
how you untangle something, but either way, you feel
... I don't know, not satisfaction ... closure, I
guess.
EVANS: And this doesn't feel that way?
BRITTEN: No.
EVANS: How does it feel?
BRITTEN: Like it doesn't matter. I want a time machine.
Michael's heart's desire wasn't to close the case, but to be with his
family.
EVANS: As much as we, we often wish that life were otherwise,
it only moves in one direction. And the good news is,
you finally realize that this is life. It's not about
imaginary partners in penguin suits. You're letting
yourself see this other world for the dream that it's
always been. And that is an enormous step toward the
very closure that you're talking about.
Evans is saying that Michael should take the unreal scenes, such as Vega
in the penguin suit, as the reality check he needs to recognize Wife
World as just a dream.
BRITTEN: I don't -- I don't want closure with my family.
Michael has said this all along to both shrinks. He has no desire to
stop seeing either of his loved ones, despite both shrinks managing a
rare agreement that maintaining two realities is unhealthy for him.
EVANS: I believe that you'll find that allowing yourself to
invest fully in one real life is ultimately going to be
a richer experience than dividing yourself between two.
Michael isn't buying into this. He's looking for an escape hatch to
avoid accepting that Hannah is dead.
BRITTEN: What if I just had a dream?
EVANS: I don't follow.
BRITTEN: I mean, everything else feels real to me, right? Here
and there.
Michael seems to be forgetting the incident with Ricky's Tacos' speaker,
but most of the time, he's right. Most of the time, both of his worlds
have been far more logical and true to life than most of the dreams I've
had.
EVANS: Mm-hmm.
BRITTEN: Everything obeys all the laws of physics, logic, and
... Why can't I just ... have had ... a normal dream?
In other words, why can't just the bits that *don't* obey the laws of
physics and logic be genuine dreams, allowing him to continue to regard
as real everything else in both worlds that does obey physics and logic?
EVANS: Are you saying that, that you were having a dream while
you were dreaming? [Britten shrugs.]
In other words, from Evans' perspective, Michael is saying that he was
dreaming Wife World, and within that dream, he dreamed he fell
unconscious and dreamed Vega in a penguin suit and all that other stuff
that did not look real.
EVANS: Detective, the last time that you truly came face to
face with the fact that you had lost your wife, it
split your reality in two. And now you're on the verge
of remedying that. Now, the world with Hannah is a
dream. And you saw that. You know that. Hannah is
gone. And it's time to come back to living in one
world and not run off seeking a third.
Evans probably means here that the "world" in which Vega appeared in a
penguin suit is the third world that Michael should not seek, but it
also suggests that still other worlds could be found.
BRITTEN: I'm not seeking anything. I'm just saying, wh-who ...
Who knows the rules? Who's to say?
In other words, if I can force reality to give me back my wife and/or
child, why can't I force it to give me both of them at the same time?
EVANS: Help me to understand this. When you go home tonight,
go to bed, what do you expect to see?
BRITTEN: I don't know.
EVANS: And here I was thinking that, that we had taken a giant
step forward. Detective, I'm afraid it's just turtles
all the way down. If you could ... [She freezes.]
Evans was trying to get him to see the value in existing in just one
world, but they were talking past each other, since letting go of a
loved one was never his motivation. Once she admits that there's
nothing stopping the mind from dreaming a dream of a dream of a dream of
a dream of a dream of a dream ... all the way down, Michael's
subconscious knows exactly what it wants to do next.
BRITTEN: Doctor? [Evans' office door opens to Michael's
bedroom. He enters. The door shuts behind him. He
makes his way to his kitchen.]
I got the idea that once Michael realized that he could just choose the
reality he wanted, his subconscious created Intact Family World, where
the accident never happened, or if it did, everyone survived. He didn't
even have to go to bed and close his eyes to do it, nor did he have to
wake up from a dream to make the transition. Instead, he just walked
dream-like (as in countless dreams I've personally had) from Evans'
office into his upstairs bedroom at home. That's why I've had the
feeling ever since I saw it that instead of clicking his ruby slippers
together and waking up back in Kansas, he had created a third world, and
this one was *definitely* a dream.
I liked the ending a lot. I gather from reading the interviews with
Killen that he was less concerned with coming up with a definitive
answer to the metaphysical mystery than most of us were. Nevertheless,
he indicated that the creation of a third world was going to make things
harder for Michael in the second season.
I've felt that what kept the divided worlds from being a burden to
Michael in the first season was that they rarely hindered him from
fulfilling his responsibilities in either world, and usually helped him
instead. But if either Wife World or Son World was in fact real, and
the addition of Intact Family World led Michael to fail in some of his
responsibilities in the real world (because he simply didn't like the
other worlds as much as Intact Family World, or because he could no
longer function well on three separate fronts), then the spinoff worlds
would no longer be benign.
There's an intersection of ethics and epistemology: the immorality that
you may be permitting to flourish could be hiding behind that last
unasked question. If Michael lets down his real family or his real
coworkers or the real citizens of Los Angeles because he refuses to let
go of his dream family, then it's no longer a harmless indulgence.
-Micky