It's not a challenge, it's an expectation. You are (I assume) an adult; you
should be able to take responsibility for your decisions without needing to
portray yourself as a martyr or victim.
I checked out the full comment on the blog and noted you seemed to think it
a badge of honor to submit to suffering arising before dawn to do art. If
your lover woke you up for a cuddle in the pre-dawn hours, would you walk
around complaining the same way? OTOH, if your cat woke you up coughing up
hairballs at that hour, well, you might have some justification. Where do
you place your art production on that scale?
Cheers;
CB
Being an artist is difficult for reasons that go beyond the emotional
ones you are finding or imagining in the blog. The reason I find your
challenge/expectation useful is that you make me realize that to
accomplish difficult goals, I need to push harder. I knew that anyway,
of course, but it is always good to hear it again.