25 June 2005
                                                        {HRI 20050625}
'
(Early Saturday afternoon, in town.)
While I look at people, with my Care and Love and Interest and Beauty,
I get strongly attacked (by a Criminal Mind),
the attacker is hitting his harmful Energy Particles
               - these are Particles that have the Energy to do and to
                 hold something, and they are created by Life and act
                 upon Life: Life Energy Particles, in this case
                 made harmful by the Criminal Mind, they are Altered
                 Life Energy Particles, thrown by the Criminal Mind
   at my forehead and (through my forehead at my pituitary gland)
   behind my nose
          (which may result in sneezing, which is a loss of one's own
           control over one's body, and results in a considerable loss
           of Perception Energy and other Energies, a loss intended by
           the attacker - by a Criminal Mind).  *(1)
'
'
I am attacked by ... *(a) for the usual reasons of his:
          'To destroy or to block my Energy for connecting to people.'
           *(b)
'
   I was, earlier, by the way, connecting also to (I was feeling also)
   Cliff Richard's Love for people, I was feeling it via, by means of
   listening to his song "The Young Ones."
'
When I look at the harmful Energy projected at me, I get, I feel also,
 now, this very heavy intention onto me,
     from Criminal Minds (from ... and from ... in particular, I know
     these projections from them also),
that should impress on me, that should give me the feeling, that
          "It is EVIL of me - to Love people - to feel and express my
           Love to people - to connect with my Love, to people." And,
           that "That is 'not allowed,' 'perverse,' etc.:
                 I must ONLY Love Criminal Minds" (who attack me).
                 And, they impress the feeling, the Energy,
           that "I have to have a REASON - for showing or for giving
           or for connecting my Love to someone -
                 a 'valid' reason, like an appointment, or an activity
                 together, or a relationship."
'
           So it was in the past at times, when I was being
           controlled, raised or employed by Criminal Minds:
"Give your Love ONLY to (members of) the group."
                 "And in any case: Any, also YOUR Love Energy 'has to
                  be severely controlled and regulated,'
                      'so that it does not support anyone "outside the
                       group"
                            (outside the family, the clan, the tribe,
                             the guild, the nation, the cult, the
                             race, etc. etc. -
                             outside your 'safe space that cares for
                             you,' your 'nest,' and
                             inside which, by definition of 'safe
                             space,' "there are no Criminal Minds,"
                             "where any Criminal Minds have been
                             dealt with, and where you thus must trust
                             and give your Love to everyone").'
                       That's what they say and demand, but what they
                       MEAN, is "Give your Love Energy ONLY to
                       Criminal Minds, directly or, via your 'safe'
                       group, indirectly."
'
I get more harmful Energy attacking my body, harmful Energy from ... ,
 on my forehead - the attacker intends
     to block that Energy of mine that has the quality of connecting
     to people.
'
Contained in the harmful Energy projected, are
          the lies that are also gluing (trying to keep in place and
          to keep effective, and trying to prevent you from un-doing)
          the harmful Energy,
the lies that are projected with it:
    "Just plain Love-Energy 'is bad,' and 'should not be' -
     'Admiration is OK only',"
          Admiration Energy that also goes under the name of
          'Unconditional Love.'
                 (Love, by definition, IS 'conditional,' as I
                  explained very clearly elsewhere:
                       If you give Love Energy to a Criminal Mind, he
                       or she or it will just change that Energy
                             - this is why harmful Energy is, and is
                               called, Altered Life Energy - he will
                               change it
into Hate and Deception.
That violates the Definition of Love. *(2))
'
'
More attacking Energy at my forehead and behind my nose, upon my (when
 I am) looking at the lies contained in the Energy, and when I am
 thereby - by looking at the lies in it - 'un-gluing,' unfixing that
 harmful Energy (with) which (the attacker)
intends to block my connecting to my Love Energy,
     intends and attempts to block my feeling that part of my nature
     and so creating my Love Energy, and
     attempts to block my projecting my Love Energy, to block me from
     letting others feel it.
'
'
There is the enforcement of the idea - Criminal Minds have everything
 in reverse - that
"Love is (supposed to be resulting in) 'Attention that I get'."
"Thus, therefore, 'Loving people is selfish and perverse'."
           This is a big idea in Buddhism, about 'ego.' That what you
           yourself want, "is 'ego'," and "must be destroyed:"
           They can't imagine people being decent and caring to begin
           with.  *(3)
'
Yes, that's what the Criminal Minds project very loudly:
    "Loving people is selfish, is 'vain,' is done in order to get
     attention."
           That is the lie, that ... uses to justify that and her acts
           of her intensely Hating and Destroying people - including
           intensely hating and destroying me, and other people who
           strongly Love others:
                "With your Love for people, you are just wanting to
                 impress people, to show off, to pretend."
'
And that lie, "You just want to impress people,"
     projected at me - and even when I am not aware of it, the Energy
     IS STILL PROJECTED and thus affecting me - my being subjected to
     the Energy of that lie
is of course flabbergasting me, baffling me,
     because ... projected (and projects) this tremendous, but hidden
     Hate at me
and at anyone Loving and Beautiful and Truthful.
           And it is of course TOO idiotic, TOO insane - intensely to
           Hate someone FOR his or her being Loving and Caring and
           Beautiful and Truthful.
           But that is what Criminal Minds do - they hide it very well
           though, if necessary, to exert their Hate unhindered.
'
     She did not say WHY she Hated my Love for people, my Loving
     people - she Hated me secretly enough, of course, in order to be
     at all effective in it - she did not say what it is all about,
     but
     she (and other Criminal Minds too) constantly project, and
     'poison the air,' with also this lie:
                "Loving others 'is selfish and evil' - because people
                 like to be loved, and then they like you, and that is
                 selfish."
'
'
Anything they twist and pervert, to make you feel or accept their lies
 as true, as "universal truth," as "what the society expects from
 you," and even as "your own feelings," and they do all that to make
 you comply with
     THEIR intention that you do not actually Love people, or that you
     stop doing so, or that you will do so as little as possible.
And even if you do NOT comply, then they still radiate the lies to
 others:
Lies that others must feel about you, such as
                "You only Love people in order to get Admiration and
                 to get attention and thus to get control over people
                 and to dominate them." And
                "By Loving people, you 'prevent them from being
                 themselves'," and so on,
                       endlessly more lies, to make you directly or
                       indirectly
"feel guilty about Loving people," or
"feel guilty when being yourself to people."
'
'
More Energy attacking, onto my nose and forehead, for (looking at)
 those lies (for my creating the Energy to see more, to see through
 the lies).
     And Painful Ugliness Energy hitting into my solar plexus, and
     into my heart area - the harmful Energy is ending up as Pain (the
     Energy for producing Pain, is) inside my left shoulder
- all these Energy attacks intend to ENFORCE
what then 'materializes' as the above IDEAS, the lies,
           but it IS simply FORCE of the Energy that intends, that
           wants to enforce, Energy of the attacker enforcing:
"DO NOT BE WITH PEOPLE,"
                "FEEL BAD ABOUT BEING WITH PEOPLE, (because) PEOPLE DO
                 NOT WANT CONTACT OF A FEELING NATURE."
Or more crudely expressed, the Criminal Mind shouts:
"GO AWAY FROM PEOPLE."
'
'
I get a very Beautiful look and smile from a small child now, after a
 strongly telepathic 'hello!' between us. His father shows him, to use
 physical means, as the child can not talk yet, to wave his hand at
 me.
'
'
I look further at the Criminal Mind's ideas, that ... projects about
 my Love:
                "Loving people is only for getting sensation from
                 them."
And ... projects lots more Hate of my Love for people.
                "It is allowable to ANALYZE people, to look AT them,
                 but NOT to LOVE them!"
                "THAT, Loving people, is CRAZY! That is very BAD -
                 intrusive, violating their privacy! People DO NOT
                 WANT TO BE LOVED!"
                "It is crazy to Love people - they would just take
                 advantage of you - it is STUPID to Love people!"
                      (That's ... talking, to hide his Hate of people,
                       and to hide his Hate of my Love for people.)
                "You can analyze the thoughts and motives of people,
                 to know what to do about them, but NOT LOVE THEM!"
'
"It is upsetting people, to Love them,
it is making them feel bad - TO LOVE THEM,"
     really, that's what the Criminal Minds say or radiate or imply,
     and want felt, with great force too.
'
'
Another Hate Energy hit into my solar plexus and into my heart, with
 Pain inside my left shoulder resulting.
This hit is definitely blocking my - it was hitting at - it was ...
 who was hitting at my Energy for my DESIRING TO LOVE PEOPLE.
     I get Pain in the tip of my left elbow, when I push some of that
     poisonous Energy out of my body again.
     And with this last hit, ... also puts - he did put - enough of
     his Extreme Ugliness Energy there, around me,
to make me (temporarily) invisible to others, and
to block my Energy of seeing the soul of people
               (and my Energy for seeing him, seeing him, of course,
                as he actually is).
'
'
It is a very strange type of Disconnecting Energy, which I also know
 from ... who is projecting that also, with considerable Hate.
     And then there is - there was - after hitting me with that
     Energy - there was then each time ...'s malicious JOY of making
     me not see it, of making me wholly blind to that evil he inflicts
     - inflicted - on me.
'
'
I feel it IN my body now, slightly making my knees weak.
     Another hit now, with that Energy, into my solar plexus, heart
     and left shoulder.
It seems to lose some of its effect, when I happen to look at ...
 being a psychopath. She, of course, did exactly the same as ... .
'
Right now, my perception suddenly increases, as if I had been DEAF
 before:
                (I un-did, I removed, the Energy with which the
                 Criminal Mind intended to keep me isolated and
                 invisible, and unfelt by you.)
     Suddenly I can hear-feel people again, life around me again, as
     if the sound track is switched on again.
I can feel and 'kiss' people again!
Koos Nolst Trenite "Cause Trinity"
human rights philosopher and poet
                                            'God gave Solomon wisdom
                                              and very great insight,
                                      and a breadth of understanding
                                                      as measureless
                                         as the sand on the seashore.'
1 Kings 4:29
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Textnotes:
(a)   I have not included the names of the Criminal Minds active here,
      as it seems that doing so now, would distract you from first
      understanding WHAT they do,
so that you can command the tools for detecting them, and
      so that you then can understand what you and others see and feel
      and experience from them, and
      so that you can command the tools for defending yourself and
      others from Criminal Minds.
Those tools are the realm of the Human Rights Issues.
'
(b)  (His intention 'To destroy or to block my Energy for connecting
      to people) ...and to smash, pull and take my connecting Energy,
      for himself to use on people, so as to pretend to them, that he
      is me, to make it feel to others, as if "he is me."
'
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Footnotes:
(1)  'Some Mechanical Ways Of Not Losing Your Life Energy'
      (short draft note) (12 May 2005)
http://www.googlegroups.com/group/rec.martial-arts/msg/e155b4e53bf7dcf8?fwc=1
(2)   'The Trinity Of Science - Truth, Love and Beauty'
       {HRI 20030307-pi-1-V2.1} (7 Mar 2003 - Ver. 2.1 on 17 Oct 2003)
http://www.googlegroups.com/group/soc.culture.europe/msg/4129fa4f1a67840e?fwc=1
(3)  'The "Become Perfect"-Mind-Control of Hinduism, Buddhism and
      New-Age Cults' {HRI 20050514-V3.1}
       (14 May 2005 - Version 3.1 on 14 June 2005)
http://www.googlegroups.com/group/soc.culture.europe/msg/45bcb24061d2d69c?fwc=1
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.....
and I thought *I* was fucked in the head.
this guy is disturbing the natural balance of forces in the universe.
... i hear you can sue for that, these days.