oh man, that dress is amazing!!! the veil is amazing too, are you
doing that or a smaller veil (i took a peek at your pinterest page).
I really dig the twee DIY looking thing, so I'm working on figuring
out things we can do that way... i know it's a little cheesy, but it
feels so warm and nice that i think we're just going to go for it.
I"m having a rough weekend, feeling frustrated because Mr. Teenie's
family is really lovely in many ways, but right now they're acting
crazy and kind of rude. And I don't want to feel like a victim over it
(which is my tendency) but it feels really unfair and i'm sitting here
crying... my family doesn't have money. never really did, even before
my father frittered it all away during his bad alcoholic years. and my
parents are now separated, still don't have money, and everyone in Mr.
Teenie's family is like "well, can't they (my family) give you ANY
money?!?" because that's what's supposed to happen, bride's family
pays, right? and i think they not-so-secretly want a more traditional
wedding instead of what we're doing. so it just feels icky. and i feel
"not good enough" and frustrated at being chronically not-well-off,
and stressed about school, and worried that i'm "not good enough"
there too, and i've been so stressed out lately that i've been really
weepy and moody so I feel "not good enough" to my fiance and friends.
if i had the time, i would just curl up in bed and nap the bad
feelings off, but i don't because i've got so much going on with
school and stuff. and i don't really feel like i can talk to any of my
family/friends about it, because i don't want the family to be
aggravated at his family or for them to feel bad, and my friends just
sometimes lack discretion and i don't want it to get back to his
family that i feel this way. so anyway, thanks for listening.