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Here is the relevant article from #167:
[Thanks to Brad Steiner]
by PoliceOne Contributor Scott Buhrmaster
Article submitted by PoliceOne member who would like to remain
anonymous
In response to a recent Force Science News article ( Have Gun, Will
Travel? ) discussing the issue of off-duty/concealed carry, a sergeant
in California shared the following account of a horrific off-duty
engagement he and his family unexpectedly fell into. The hard-earned
lessons he shares may save your life in an off-duty encounter, so we
hope you will take them to heart.
[Editor’s note: Because of the impact this incident has had on his
family, this sergeant has asked for anonymity.]
He writes:
I had taken my family to a McDonald’s Restaurant on our way to a pool
party. I was off-duty, in civilian clothes, and armed.
I was standing in line and oblivious (like all the other patrons) to
the fact that an armed suspect had taken the manager hostage and was
forcing her to open the safe in the restaurant’s office. One of the
cashiers had seen this and I overheard her telling another employee
that the business was being robbed.
At that time, I had approximately 15 years of experience and was a
SWAT team member and use-of-force/firearms instructor. I had talked to
my wife about such an occurrence and we had a preplanned response.
When I told her to take the children and leave the building, she did
not hesitate. I began quietly telling employees and patrons to leave.
My thinking was to remove as many innocent bystanders as possible and
then leave myself.
I thought that because I did not see the suspect enter he must have
come in from a side door or employee entrance and I assumed (wrongly)
that he would go out the same way. As I was standing near the front
counter trying to get some of the kitchen help to get out, the suspect
came from the office area and began running in my direction.
I immediately noted the large semi-automatic pistol in his hand. The
distance was about 15 to 20 yards. I drew my weapon, announced myself
and took a kneeling position behind the counter. Unfortunately, the
suspect raised his weapon at me and the gunfight erupted. The suspect
fired a total of 2 rounds in my direction. I fired 11, striking him 10
times.
My weapon was now empty and I ran from the line of fire to reload my
spare magazine. I then approached the downed suspect and could tell
that he was seriously wounded. It was right then that I considered
that there might be more than one "bad guy" (the thought had not
crossed my mind before this) and I began to scan the 360 to check.
I immediately noticed a small child lying behind me. I saw blood
pooling under her head and knew at a glance she was dead. One of the
bullets fired at me had struck this child. Unbeknownst to me, my
family had tried to exit out the fire door, which was locked. My wife
was still trying to get out when the shooting started and she pushed
my kids under a table where they all witnessed the gunfight.
The end result was that the suspect died, I survived, but a 9-year-old
girl did not.
I tell you this story because I think that this topic is of utmost
importance. It is largely ignored in mainstream police training. I
want to tell you some of the lessons I learned from this incident:
1. If you are going to carry a firearm off-duty, you should carry
extra ammo. Security camera video of this incident revealed that I
fired all 11 rounds from my Glock 26 in about 2 seconds. My extra mag
held 17 rounds. Words cannot describe the emotion I felt when I
slammed that mag into my weapon and was able to still be in the
fight.
Mostly because of circumstances (distance) and my training, my rounds
were on target. It could have happened differently and the reality is
that most of us miss more than we hit when involved in a gun battle.
2. You cannot have the typical police mind-set in an off-duty
situation. I ended up in this incident without a radio, without
backup, without body armor, handcuffs, other force options and without
taking the time to think it through. I was truly most frightened when
the gunfight was over and I was standing there covering the suspect
with my weapon in my T-shirt and shorts.
I was really worried that one of my own guys might not recognize me. I
was worried too that there might be some other off-duty copper around
who would think I was the bad guy.
The smartest, most responsible thing I could have done would have been
to take care of my family first. I should have seen personally to
their safety. If I had grabbed them and gone outside, I would have
spared them this entire experience and that little girl would probably
still be alive today.
Again, words cannot describe the emotions that we all went through
after this incident. I recognized afterward that it could have been
one of my children lying dead because of my actions. When you are off-
duty your first responsibility is to your family. You should never
forget this.
3. I survived this incident. Partly due to my training and tactics.
Partly due to God's grace and blind luck. But the other side of the
coin is that I got into this incident because of my training. I
switched immediately into “cop” mode without stopping to consider that
I was at a great tactical disadvantage. Most of us are driven and
dedicated to the point of self destruction and I think good cops die
because we are taught to place our personal safety second when others
are in danger.
Because I had never trained realistically for a situation like this, I
was unprepared. Most of the guys I worked with then and now carry off-
duty weapons. But few of them, if any, have really taken the time to
engage in realistic training and preparation for how to handle an off-
duty incident.
Training can be as simple as discussing these types of situations with
your coworkers. Since this shooting, I have devoted at least one
quarterly range session with my students to off-duty encounters and
the associated considerations.
4. The responsibility of carrying a firearm is huge. I had devoted
countless hours to training for the fight, but was not fully prepared
for the aftermath. None of the training scenarios, books, films, etc.
that I learned from touched upon the fact that when you take that gun
out and decide to take action, 9-year-old kids can get killed. Even if
you do everything by the book, use good tactics, and are within policy
and the law, the outcome can still be negative.
You have to remember that the suspect does not go to the range and he
does not practice rules of weapons safety. He does not care about
what's in his line of fire. If it’s you or him, you gotta do what you
gotta do, but whether you’re on-duty or off-duty we need to train to
look at the totality of the incident.
Letting the bad guy go because doing otherwise would place innocent
people in grave danger needs to be more “socially acceptable” amongst
our ranks. I think we're starting to see more of this in the pursuit
policies of most agencies and I have tried to carry this message over
into my training and teaching.
I guess the bottom line here is that it’s good to be on “auto pilot”
when it comes to tactics in these situations, but we can’t go on auto
pilot in our assessment and examination of the environment and
circumstances leading up to and during the event. On-duty mind-set and
off-duty mind-set need to be strongly separated and the boundaries
clear.
- A California Sergeant