Hey Pete...
Good on you man, stick with it. I had a friend that
relapsed back on drugs after returning from TKB a few years back, and
after contacting the monastery he was told to light 7 sticks place
them in the earth, and re affirm his sajja. Its not the end of the
world Pete as you well know,although it could possibly be, should we
decide to return to our old habits. i know when i kick-off in my life,
i am more than likely to be advised subtly , by people who have
helped me, to take a look at what part i played in whatever it was
that sent me off, you know when these times happen to me i always
recall some of that advice, and not too long ago a friend suggested
that i start putting into practice what i had learnt, there always
seems to be neglect in those areas on my part. May i also add that
there are also times when i have acted correctly, you see it is not
always our fault. take care Pete...Keep On Keeping On.