On 5/16/13 7:37 AM, in article
e7a376af-137c-40fa...@wb17g2000pbc.googlegroups.com, "Mark S
Bilk" <
ma...@cosmicpenguin.com> wrote:
> Snit Michael Glasser -
http://xxxxxx.com/ - is a psychopath -- he lies
> constantly, has no conscience, no remorse, and no empathy.
Notice how Bilk:
* Seeds Google with my personal name, which I do not use in COLA
* Seeds Google with my business name, tied to his attacks
* Claims I lies but fails to find any lie from me
* Claims to know how I *feel*, something he knows nothing about
Bilk clearly has a lot of problems, just in that one sentence he shows he is
a very angry person who lashes out and works to harm others.
> His goal in life is to make other people unhappy.
Another lie by Bilk - one that is not true in any way.
> He's admitted that he enjoys doing that.
Another lie by Bilk.
> He posts dozens of Usenet articles every day to cola attacking people -- Linux
> users in general and especially me.
I do not attack people. I note how Bilk and others attack people. He sees
that as an attack. I specifically note how Bilk's mocking of 9-11 is grossly
disrespectful of the victims of that attack.
That list, compiled by the stalker and Sandman, does not include quotes
*from* me, and is filled with forgeries by the stalker and goes back to 2004
- it says *nothing* about me but a lot about those who compile and use it.
> Snit Michael Glasser, in every one of his Usenet posts (dozens
> per day) is now quoting me out of context from #techrights:
>
> "Maybe I am that way because people kept telling me I was mentally
> ill. But I never was. I just saw monsters. Them." - Mark S. Bilk
This is an actual quote from you. As far as being out of context, the
meaning is clear - and shows how you have significant problems in your life.
I encourage you to get help.
> The psychopath Snit Michael Glasser is doing that because
> he thinks the "I just saw monsters" quote will make people
> think I'm crazy.
While the word "crazy" might not be a a good one, you clearly are incapable
of being rational and react very poorly when your irrational ideas are
questions or when it is noted how your claims make no sense. You act very
much like a deeply religious person who blindly believes their religion and
yet cannot explain it... and becomes very offended when people question it.
> So, since he's posted it hundreds of times, I feel obliged to explain what I
> meant. First, here's the context. I was talking with someone who said they
> were on psychiatric drugs for bipolar disorder.
And yet elsewhere you have mocked people with bipolar disorder:
Mark Bilk: about bipolar disorder
-----
So, you're happy sometimes, sad others. That's LIFE.
-----
You mocked a serious and life altering condition. This is reprehensible of
you. It is a *demonstration* of what you accuse me of: you show a lack of
conscience, of remorse, and of empathy.
> I naively suggested that he not take the drugs.
At least here you show you have learned - you realize your actions were
na�ve. This shows you *do* have a capacity to show you have a conscience and
remorse and can show empathy toward those you have wronged.
I commend you for this.
> I'll protect their privacy by changing their name to "X".
>
> <X> there's kind of an attitude that people have towards mental illness, which
> is cruel
>
> <X> nobody would tell a person who got run over by a car that they're just
> being a wuss and need to quit taking their pain pills
>
> <X> but people with psychological problems get that response from people
>
> <X> suck it up, pull yourself up by the bootstraps
>
> <X> you know....
>
> <X> suddenly, everyone is an expert
>
> <msb> Maybe I am that way because people kept telling me I was mentally ill.
> But I never was. I just saw monsters. Them.
The fact so many people have told you that you are mentally ill, even people
who know you personally, is quite telling. Note: I have suffered from an
anxiety disorder, brought on by a faulty natural pace maker and other
autonomic nervous system problems, but it also has lead to phobias and other
mental health issues I have had to fight. I am not mocking your mental
illness - or the mental illness of others. These things are real and they
are not your choice. They are not a sign of weakness. You can find help,
Mark. I sincerely suggest you do so.
> So, I was agreeing with X that I'm not an expert on this point,
> because I've never been mentally ill.
While one cannot be diagnosed online, and I am no expert, you clearly show
the signs of it. Your religious devotion to your 9-11 fantasies, for
example, are a sign of delusional thinking. Your anger at having your
fantasies questioned shows how you do not handle your emotions well. Your
fabrications of stories about me and your seeding of Google with my personal
and business information tied to your attacks shows a level of psychological
instability.
> As to seeing monsters, I was speaking metaphorically. My parents were quite
> cruel to me, falsely blaming me for "all the problems in the family".
This may very well be why you feel the need to lash out at others who speak
of your irrational claims. It is also a good reason why you should seek
professional help. I am not saying this as an attack of any sort - I
sincerely hope you do. It is clear you could benefit from it.
> They claimed I was mentally ill because I didn't believe in their religion. I
> said, "If god created the universe, then who created god?" They hated me for
> saying that. They hated me for "talking back" to them, which meant telling
> them when I disagreed with something they said or did. They hated me for
> evading them when they were trying to hit me. They constantly ordered me to
> "Conform!" -- which meant to think and act like everyone else.
This is much what you do when you are faced with questions about your 9-11
fantasies and are shown how irrational and self-refuting your claims are.
You act just as you describe your parents. Now maybe they really were like
this. Maybe not. But this is how you perceived them and this is how you have
learned to act.
And this is why you should seek professional assistance. Again, not an
attack or an insult - you sincerely and clearly have the need.
> An older cousin told me that my parents were the worst and most cruel of any
> she had ever encountered.
And this is what you have become - or at least how you present yourself
online. Look at how you react when it is noted your 9-11 fantasies make no
sense: you call people liars and psychopaths, you seen Google with people's
personal and business names, you lash out with such clear anger and
hatred... all very sad.
It brings me no joy to see you like this - but I am glad you have now
publicly admitted to why you have this reaction and why you have these
problems. You have explained, at least in part, where your psychological
problems have come from. Of course, this is not a counseling session and
much more would come out with professional assistance.
I suggest you open up in that type of environment and not publicly.
While I think it is important you understand the role your parents and
upbringing played into your problems, to blame them is not healthy. You have
to start taking responsibility for your own actions. You cannot blame your
parents for your actions in COLA, for example - you are now an adult and
must understand you are the one who controls your own actions.
> They sent me to summer camp against my wishes. Lunch was always sandwiches on
> white bread that had been kept cold by putting a block of ice directly on top
> of them. That made the bread very soggy and it stuck to the roof of my mouth
> and made me vomit. The camp operator hated me for vomiting, told my parents,
> and they hated me for it too.
The fact you feel you were hated for a physical reaction is interesting. And
the fact you had this reaction when, apparently, others did not is also
quite telling.
> When I was sent to public school, some of the teachers absolutely hated their
> students. One of them snarled at us constantly and "taught" us history by
> making us copy chapters of the textbook on sheets of paper in longhand.
Again: a theme is seen. You feel as though you were hated by your parents,
your camp personnel, teachers... and people on Usenet. You have this deep
feeling that others hate you... a projection of how you see yourself. You
see others as unfeeling and unkind... as you display actions showing you
have many of the qualities you claim others have.
Again: with all sincerity, you should seek professional help.
> Another teacher was rounding numbers wrongly, and when I politely pointed it
> out, citing the textbook, he sent me to the principal who called my parents,
> who of course were very angry with me.
"Of course". You expect that this is a matter of fact that people would be
angry with you. You expect to be treated poorly... even hated.
This says a lot about how you see yourself.
> It was people like that whom I thought of, metaphorically, as monsters,
> because they didn't act the way I thought human beings ought to act -- kindly
> and consciously.
This is how you see others... and how you present yourself in a public
forum.
> As I later learned, they were exhibiting psychopath behavior. Psychopaths
> comprise about 4.5% of the population.
But you describe them as being your patents and the camp personnel and your
teachers and your principal and... on and on and on. You see the world
through this lens.
And you show many of the characteristics you place on these other people.
This is why you should seek professional help.
Below you show how you have substituted your parents religion, the one you
hated, with your own. You speak of grand conspiracies and of "psychopaths",
your view of Christianities "Satan". You are much more like how you describe
your parents than you know.
Remember, I have pointed out how your claims are not rational. In terms of
just *one* item on your long list of claims - a video you speak of that
showed explosives being added to the Twin Towers as they were created. Of
that video:
* No known copies exist in any library.
* No known copies exist in any PBS station.
* No known VCR copies exist.
* No listing of it can be found in any 1990 TV guide.
* No reason why it would be shown on a government network
* No known welder comments in 1969 as the towers were made.
* No known welder comments when the show was broadcast in 1990.
* No known welder comments after 9-11.
* No people related to these welders can be found speaking up.
* No explanation for why you changed your story about it's "series"
* No comment in the video about explosives you say it proves.
* No agency has been named which authorized special clearances.
* No name of any producer has been given.
* No name of anyone working on this video has been given.
* No reason given why explosives were not added after the welding
* Bilk has admitted not even he saw the video yet insists it is real.
These are things you cannot explain... you run from. The closest you have
come to even trying to explain any of these irrational details from your
claims is to say, with the first, that secret government agents (all
psychopaths, one can assume?) removed them from every library in the world.
This is not rational. But even if we assume it happened, what about the
other points. Why is the video not mentioned in any TV Guide from 1990? How
is it that it was "magically" removed from those publications? On and on...
each of those bullet points demonstrates how irrational - how *religiously*
- you hold onto your fantasies about 9-11.
And that is just about that one video. Looking at the broader picture there
is far, far more about your story that is irrational. I speak of some of it
here: <
http://bit.ly/Y741mf>.
You react as a religious fanatic would - you go on the attack and refuse to
actually try to explain how these things are possible. You accept them on
faith.
Now with religion, that is fine. People can take on faith that there is some
"guy in the sky" or the like. Does not really harm anything, though it can
lead to pushing rational thinking aside, as the "Intelligent Design"
proponents do in science classes.
In your case your religiously held views do great dishonor to the victims of
9-11. But more than that, they show how irrational and fearful you are...
read your comments, below. Your fear and your hatred and your anger comes
out. It is a very big part of you.
It is something you should seek professional help for. Posting it to a
public forum, especially one such as COLA, is not wise. There are people,
such as the person you reference above with his list of obsessively
collected and forged quotes, who use such things against you - to hurt you.
In a professional setting the goal would be to help you.
I encourage you to see out such help.
--
Proof Mark Bilk's
http://cosmicpenguin.com/911/ is nothing but silly
fiction: <
http://bit.ly/Y741mf>.
Using Bilk's own "logic" he posts his lies because the Underground
Marshmallow People pay him to.
<
http://bit.ly/19aDAxL>