The jaw dropping component was how I had known myself to be a particular
way for 34 years, and when I came to faith in Jesus Christ how much
everything changed.
Flowers were beautiful. Squirrels scampering were beautiful. And
whereas I had always thought they were beautiful, they were now beautiful
in a new way. It's as if the black-and-white imagery I had seen before
had now been turned up into full color, even though my eyes were still
seeing it the same way, there was something on the inside which saw
these things anew. It was stunning. It was breathtaking. And it was
totally jaw dropping. And it didn't happen all at once overnight. I
observed these changes for years, and still continue to do so 12+ years
later.
> It may happen that
> this universe has creator despite that we believe there are none.
> So you claim you were all-knowing unintelligent .. ? Can it be
> that you have never stopped being one?
I claim that I was very intelligent, well thought out, and that I had
a good handle on a great many things. I claim that I did not know
everything, and would tell people the same, but that I was also
convinced that a person didn't need God in order to live a good and
decent life. And I was convinced I was right about that because I
saw people do it every day ... from every faith ... from every walk
of life ... from every economic position. Some people simply "chose
to be good" in my book, and they made it happen.
What I couldn't see then was that even in my "goodness" I was still a
sinner. I couldn't see my sin as sin because I was just being like
everybody else (more or less), and I thought I was just an average
"good guy."
It took the eyes of faith to show me where I was horrid, and the
extent to which I was horrid. And most people wouldn't have looked
at my life and said, "Ooh, Rick, that's horrid." They would've been
doing the same things, and we would've been having fun doing them.
But through God's eyes, through His Holy Spirit living inside my heart
speaking to me from the inside out, I was able to see the heinous
things I was doing for what they were. And I repented. I ran away
from them because it was so obvious. And there were countless times
I stood in front of the mirror weeping, absolutely weeping like a
parent who had just lost their child, over my sin.
God gives you new vision to see things as He sees them, not as the
inertia of your former life has you believe them, or as society
would regard them, but as they truly are.
> It won't be jaw dropping news. Yes, finding out that the creator
> of this universe made it for torturing here someone for eternity for
> whatever sin would be surprize to me. I can't love nor worship such
> beings anyway. So I continue to believe that those perversions
> are lies and ugsome fruits of sick fantasies of you and your ilk.
You will stand before God in one of two ways:
(1) Forgiven, to which you have nothing to fear.
(2) Unforgiven, to which you will quake to your bones.
Ever been to the principal's office? Or in a court of law where the
judge has the authority to radically alter your life? The kind of
internal pressure you feel in such situations does not compare to
any sort of aspect of what it will be like standing before God ready
to be judged for the entirety of your life.
The Bible records there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. I
have always concluded weeping over the knowledge that it was all
real, and that you knew it in your heart but you denied it, and now
you see it and you know how beautiful God is, how beautiful eternity
is, and how you will never have a part of any of it because you
would not receive it. And gnashing of teeth over being so angry at
yourself for holding on to sin rather than following after the truth,
for holding on to Earthly things rather than considering eternal
things ... because on that side of death, when you stand before God,
you will be stripped of your sinful flesh, your sin nature, you
ability to lie and cheat and steal away against the truth. In that
state you will be fully cognizant of the truth, and it will burn
through you like a laser beam.
Nobody will strut before God. Every knee will bow, and every
tongue confess, that Jesus Christ is Lord, and all to the glory of
God the Father in Heaven. If you do so here on Earth you receive
salvation for your eternal soul. If you do so only in Heaven, then
you receive condemnation, such that after you bow the knee, and
after you make your confession, strong angels come and take hold of
you and carry you to the precipice of the lake of fire and toss you
headlong into it, such that the last thing written in the book of you
will be, "[Name] was then cast into the lake of fire."
http://biblehub.com/kjv/philippians/2-10.htm
10 That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in
heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;
11 And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.
God has exalted Jesus to this point for this purpose! He has exalted
Him to be Lord over all because of who He is, and to defeat the devil
who had come to destroy God's creation. He accomplished His goals,
but all of those who have defected and would not return to Him in His
Kingdom, they are now lost just as Satan is.
http://biblehub.com/kjv/revelation/20.htm
The Final Judgment
11 And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from
whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was
found no place for them.
The Earth and Heaven were fleeing from His face. Do you think you
will be able to stand before Him? No. You will quake and shiver
like a scared-to-the-core little girl because you will know your sin,
and what it means eternally.
12 And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the
books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book
of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were
written in the books, according to their works.
We are judged by our own choices, our own actions, our own words.
13 And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and
hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were
judged every man according to their works.
All people, past, present, future, up to the time of this final great
white throne judgment.
14 And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the
second death.
There is a temporary death that holds people. The Bible describes it as
a sleep that comes over those who die before the endmost times. They "go
to sleep" and then time passes with them unaware, such that they then
wake up when summoned by name by God to answer for their life.
15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast
into the lake of fire.
This is the most frightening part. Nobody comes back from that casting
in. IT'S WHY I SPEND ALL OF THIS TIME TEACHING YOU THESE THINGS.
Nobody has to go there. Jesus will save EVERYBODY. All you have to do
is humble yourself, acknowledge your sin, repent of your sin, ask Him
to forgive your sin, and He does. There are no mountains to climb, no
valleys to cross, no feats of physical skill or intellectual prowess.
Just a humble acknowledgement that you are a sinner, and that you need
to be forgiven.
How could God make it any easier and still give you a choice? What more
could He do to give you the opportunity to save your eternal soul? He
only wants you to be aware of your sin, turn away from it, and ask Him
to forgive you.
It is the enemy of God, Satan, and all his demon imps, who are feeding
your mind with anti-God thoughts, anti-God sentiments, anti-God feelings.
It is that enemy who is the real enemy, as he is luring you to abandon
any thoughts of coming to Jesus Christ by an earthly enticement of sin
in some way. The sin of pride so that you won't admit you're wrong or
that you need a savior. The sin of being better than me, so that you
can think you're superior to my obvious stupidity in believing such a
thing. The sin of inertia in your life and not wanting to lose the
things you have because if you turn to Jesus Christ you'll have to cut
out this, and that, and the other thing, etc. And so many other sin
temptations.
Jesus is worth all we lose. And what we gain is so much more than we
lost. It's my testimony to you, and everybody here. There's even a
song people have written about it based on a Bible verse sung by the
angels in Heaven with a single voice:
"Worthy is the Lamb"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Gae-n0Pb7Q
Jesus is called "The Lamb of God" because He took our pain and shame
away, and gave us His free gift of righteousness, and eternal life.
There is no greater gift ... and it is only the enemy who is tricking
you into believing lies about Him, such that you will then through
your own choices toward pride and sin, keep you from coming to Him to
be forgiven so that you too are lost just as his sorry self is.
There is victory in Jesus Christ. Real victory. Eternal victory.
The kind that never fades away, but rather lives in total triumph
eternally.
No greater gift.