ok... this is what happened. I said a lot of thing to Yasmine that I
regret saying. I just said them out of anger, and ofcourse, I regret
saying them. She goes to the Principal and the Vice - P and conplained.
They said that I harrased her and terriosed her. Morons. They are as
gay as gay can be. If I could only shove a grande up their #$%'s, I
would. She also believes that I followed she around during the exams in
Jan, when I did not. Then the P and Vice - P go that it is stocking.
There the hell are they getting all this from? Harrasing, Terriosing,
and Stocking. They are informaing the school police, but chances of
getting charged are poor because I haven't caused trouble in years and I
am like an angle in class. This was about 10 days ago. Now, starting
on Monday, Darren and Ravi start spreading a rumour that I like Meeta.
Now Meeta is probable pissed or something 'cause who likes rumours?
Also, I think I am gonna get killed my her b-friend! But I haven't said
anything to her, not a word. I am still acting natural as if I don't
know about the rumour. I really don't care actually. I really hopped
that the rumour would go around! This can get a lot of stress off of
me... the past stress, I mean. But, I don't plan on doing anything
about it. If ppl ask me questions, I am just going to say that I am not
involved and I have nothing to say. Ok, I am doing my SNC lab now, So I
gatta go.
Saad Ahmed
P.S. You know what the funny thing about all this is? I predicted
things like this would happen, and they did. That gets me curious. By
the way, some ppl in school still think I like Yasmine. Ppl don't
understand things from my point of view. First, when I say that I don't
like them, I really don't! Secondly, "like" is one of my weakest
emotions and I don't take it seriously! Thirdly, now, I really don't
know my feelings toward Yasmine or and Meeta. I can't explain them.
Too many mixed emotions. And Fouthly, the order comes like this, Like,
Crush, Lust, and Love. For ppl like Shamit, this order is mixed up.
And he doesn't even have lust on his list. His order is Crush, Like,
and Love. Ok, C Ya!