It's made a difference to consistency, commitment and ability to
process difficult text.
Now I get up most morning for at least 45 mins if not longer to review
the prior nights work. I'll pick some up during the day too then at
night about 2-3 hrs worth. This is after a full days' work at the pc
doing my day job.
Right now I'm systematically tackling biochemistry by Stryer et el
(hardback blue book), Organic Chemistry by Jonathon Claydon,
Neuroscience by Bear, Psychology by Richard Gross and I just finished
my first proper reading of Rudy's Neurobiology of memory and
learning :-). These are the ones I'm working through in a rather slow
thorough fashion, as if going for an exam. The reality is with no A
levels, I have to do an access to Science or A levels to go onto Uni,
so I'm building up a decent foundation in the meantime :).
Interestingly the books reinforce each other quite well. I think from
a standing start of nearly zero knowledge in November 2008, I'm making
decent progress overall. The fact that right now I can understand
dipoles, covalent/non covalent bonds and how they relate to protein
structure (primary/secondary/tertiary/quaternary) pleases me I have to
confess, it's like having new possessions-only better LOL. I also like
the fact that I can start to predict by the latin/greek used where a
structure might be/what it does. To build on that I got me a nice
little medical roots book today.
The thing is guys-for me this is something else. I've never had such a
length of time with consistent progressive study, that's quite self
reinforcing. Even when I'm tired and fedup I'm still sitting down to
complete that one last section/chapter or whatever. Instead of
quitting I sit up and sleep for a few moments, drink water and
continue.
So yeah, I'm thinking that it's not really placebo to be honest.
My previous enthusiasms were much shallower and stopped when it got
"hard" to go any further. Right now my only glaring gaping gap in
ability is maths-and that's a weakness I plan to tackle with a private
tutor before I hit college. All I need there is a very good teacher
and plenty of effort. I figure there'll be uni students that would do
a good job of teaching that for double what they get paid in part time
bar jobs-what do you reckon? :-).
My long term goal is to get a docterate in my early 40's and get into
research :).