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It's hard for me to tell you how to proceed, because I do not know
your preferences and values. For example, it might be a good idea for
you to read a few hundred list posts. If you would enjoy that, I
recommend it. But if you wouldn't, then don't suffer through it. (More
precisely: if you would enjoy starting to read some, then start. And
continue as long as you enjoy it.)
You could also answer posts on various topics. By asking questions,
posting your own version of important ideas and asking if you have it
right, trying to point out mistakes and improvements, explaining
connections between ideas, and more.
Another suggestion about how to proceed I have is to try answering my
questions. Your perspective on them might provide hints about what
sort of thing would work well.
There are many other options. For example, you might try discussing a
passage from BoI which you believe you understand and agree with. Then
another one. Repeat until you are getting good reactions. Then try
money again.
It's one thing to read a book and have a general impression of liking
it. It's quite another to study the book and subject one's
understanding to detailed critical analysis, bit by bit. Trying to
explain material to others can be a good way to test and improve your
own understanding. Trying to improve on the material or expose
mistakes is another option, but more ambitious. Asking questions about
the material (or its implications) is another option, less ambitious
but very valuable if done well.
But that's just one option. If you'd rather discuss Mises than BoI,
for example, that's fine. The topic doesn't matter so much as the way
one approaches it. (Not as only a teacher.)
An example of something you said which is incompatible with BoI was
when you demanded evidence is your way of judging whether a claim was
correct. BoI's epistemology would say what matters is explanation and
criticism. Demanding evidence is a typical strategy in non-BoI
epistemologies. Saying how you think BoI's epistemology works could be
fruitful. Or you could search the group archives for the word
"epistemology" (728 results) and read some. Perhaps you are an
inductivist; I don't know. If so you could read prior discussions
about that, or try to explain your position. If not, perhaps you could
explain why you think induction is mistaken and see if that matches
other people's understanding of the matter. Or you could take past
posts by inductivists and reply to them, and then read the replies
from others and compare.
Another option would be to talk about something you're good at which
is less controversial. You sound accomplished at some things. You've
studied some things other people haven't. Maybe you could share some
insights that people would be like "cool I didn't know that" instead
of disagreeing. Or you could find out about other people's specialties
and ask them questions about things you haven't found the time to
study much.
Another option would be to read more books, such as The Fabric of
Reality if you haven't. Or some by Karl Popper, for example, but many
other authors could work.
Productive participation in general -- anything where you learn
something -- is progress. After some of that, you are in a new and
better situation. That makes progress slightly easier. So then you
make more progress. And now you're in and even better situation and do
it again. After many iterations it starts snowballing.
It may help to be less ambitious to start with. First accomplish
something smaller successfully before trying to accomplish something
big. I think it's particularly valuable to see some topics through to
a conclusion. And I think that's hard and one better do it first with
one narrow issue, and then again with a little bigger issue, and so
on, and work his way up.
With stuff like the above you could learn things like what it takes to
win an argument here. What are the standards to impress anyone, how
thorough does one have to be for the criticism to stop, which types of
ideas get less resistance and which more (the ones getting less may be
more in line with BoI's worldview).
But it really depends on you. You have to find your own way, and it's
hard to give specific advice without you sharing more.