today is so far a bright day, left over the darkness on yesterday. I'm to
push this prompt blog entry to include recent tweets which mostly lengthy.
looking upon the future, esp months ahead, i earnestly pray, God, let me
have a new game notebook, a new udisk, and a new cellphone to replace my
current one whose battery damaged heavily. i also want to treat baby in
holiday with his favorite food in restaurant. God, u bring so many wonderful
time in my life silent, the road for me on the earth never so clear ahead of
me. God, the faith in me unshakable for light, for English, for holy&purity.
God, bring my girls right time, allow us seeing the glory of u and the Son,
allow us inherit the beauty&dignity from the most blessed, the Son's. God,
constantly shines me in Spirit on this planet.20/9/2010a day with bliss in
the end.^started the day with new hope. read while attending d/l. dozed
awhile in afternoon among challenges from facing sin. later found the dog
shit let online movie playing while absent, just aiming to lag the Internet
within office, like a mice in soup. God, i saw the glory from the falling
sins around me. left office a quarter before over time, roamed outside after
dinner, &met the girl with a large bag 3rd or 4th time on the lane of QRRS
front door. its sunny in the morning, turned cloudy after noon, and stayed
clear&weak while redden in dusk. join church after jog, enjoy elaboration on
great faith in the preach. buzzed baby in dorm, he complained his mom put
too many homework on him, i told him none on the earth or in the universe
can cradle him or got him pinched, not even his mom. baby sheered off when i
ready to infringe more on his mom. God, what i mean&ask for permits&executes
in advance by ur love&mercy, God, dad, still i pledge on u to guaranty my
baby's forever light heart when he on the earth, the fragile planet. his mom
no doubt has many darkness in her tiny heart&world of view, that meaningless
for anyone in Holy Spirit, but as baby son still in need of care, improves
his mom with due strength&merit. baby, u can do it, i know, we all know.
dreamed in dawn of younger brother. join office around 6am.
19/9/2010a big day.^yesterday important for the crisis of my financial life
support. baby's mom, emakingir, finally softened her anxious upon my poor
finance&its uncertainty, &even treated us dining out after the day. its all
time bright in sunny, baby enjoyed a new game whose protagonist is from his
favorite cartoon, sponge bob. i also got badly needed dvd backup for my
stuff. baby now joined 3 or more lessons, which drives him busy with
trifles. i warned his mom the inefficiency of those lessons. lunch can be
delicious, with hamburgers ema manually made, i also ate sweat grapes. its
now a bright morning, a work day adjust for coming lunar Mid-Autumn Day
vacation, which has 3 days free.
benzrad's commment on the daypublication platform vs my publish.
http://amplify.com/u/aqyn
thx for the informativeness. i have both posterous&tumblr, but so far didn't
pay much attention to their difference. my blog mainly post my thoughts&life
log, and usually post a collective of recent tweets in a week. i don't care
share nor community too much, but to let my voice out there, prophecy
inscribed. hope the subtle different emphasis among platform referred above
don't hurt my publication, or reversed.
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http://i.benzrad.us 17/9/2010a day with perfect workout.^read all day while
attending d/l. before 6pm i got all i admired&left office. enjoyed dinner in
canteen where i absent for days, partially for too late, partially for empty
wallet, in the past week. after dinner jogged outside, with my short pant
its a bit cool, but i determined to train myself against chill. can't help
telling baby&his mom the good news of new bonus, which really solves. these
days God accompanies me so many occasions, in dark time waiting for d/l
finish, in shadow of violence threats, in flashing thoughts among reading to
decide, and more and more. God, bring me my new marriage with my beloved,
bring me my girls in our prime time. in night buzzed baby, my mother in
hometown, my youngest elder sister, about the bonus with which God saves me
from starvation&humiliation.
in dawn dreamed of the worn skin of my right heel completely in wholesome
peeled off by me. got up to make water&glad with the dream. then dreamed of
harmonious life with one of my girls. it's a bright morning now.
16/9/2010save arrives while attest endures.^yesterday's sandstorm brought a
peaceful sunny Thursday. dusts down like the effect of a drizzle in late
Autumn. weak but bright sunshine likes milk&fragrance of lily. more elation
of harvest of interesting pc games. got a holiday bonus of ￥200 from QRRS.
God saves me from defame of penniless&starvation. but this month salary
again suffers lose, stopped at ￥1095. God, i need a new game gear, Dell
notebook studio 14, and a new udisk. i can wait, but my mind don't change: i
want to try more pc games. my girls, my beloved, pardon me for my engagement
with e-entertainment alone. i want to keep up with full view of my Empire of
China, but God sees i need new experience of independent navigation on
landscape unclear, like video games, to reinforce my dream of rich, of
plenty, after the America Dream. i had to atop the arena of sci-social
foundation to be informed in Holy shine. baby, my Queens, i live with u
every moment.
a blessing day.^today full of bliss. gained quite some games dreamed of.
rested afternoon for resilient from yesterday’s intensive chore of
maintaining legend pc baby made frequent usage. claimed more vanity url for
family sites with x.co. the office pal tentatively talked about violence by
local hooligans. left office before 5:30pm, join canteen at once. rest on
garden bench, doubting surrounding gangsters. roamed outside&talked awhile
with the previous chief director of the factory, now a company, when i
enrolled by the enterprise back to 1991, the year i graduated from Nankai
Univ. on way near my office, met a girl with a large bag. its our second
running across. today is due my girl zhou, or my girl i met on train from my
2nd hometown journey, appears to me, and God shows it in my meeting up with
the girl leaving QRRS. its a bright day can’t be more splendid. God, bring
me into my new life in arms of my girls.
this morning again bright. baby’s mom buzzed for missing password for logon
desktop. i join office in hopes. i know i m to gain more.
15/9/2010wrote a prompt blog entry to include recent tweets.^yesterday
closest encountered violence, which brought me a cold shake. treating baby
son KFC costed almost all of my pocket money his mom restrained. ate grapes
baby's mom brought, quite sweat they r. teeth strangely automatically
bleeding in night. dreamed a lot in dawn. posting/blogging quite smoothly
this time. attending d/l while read. some minor sandstorm cast lots of sands
on desktop&its keyboard. God, saves me from humiliation of begging dinner!
lives me in peace&far from wanting!
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