Your reputation is a result of the things you've done (threatening to
poison random strangers, stalking a woman who never wanted anything to do
with you, making absurd claims of magical powers and conspiracies of
abuse, and generally presenting yourself as having no control over your
emotions) than anything posted by others around you. If this post were
the first thing a person ever saw about you, he would be unlikely to take
me at my word. Instead, he'd google you, finding all the evidence of the
above. You're your own worst enemy.
FTR, it wasn't Shill who brought me to
aus.tv; it was you! You kept
crossposting between rec.org.mensa (where your posts were on topic and
where I first saw them) and
aus.tv. After a while, I decided to see what
else was in
aus.tv, and found enough of interest to keep me there. If,
as you keep threatening, you stopped posting in
aus.tv, some there would
be happy about it, though others would miss you. Instead, we all know
the threats are empty, and you won't stop posting to
aus.tv until you're
again incarcerated without access to Usenet.