It answers a question.
Jake Rolandson
So I hope that helps you when it comes to the confusion concerning
actions and karma.
If you strike a match, barring defect, it will light. If you place a
fire under a kettle of water it will boil, steam and divide into its
air components. That is elementary elemental alchemy. Science creating
the physics of motion. The match, or spirit, has no choice. No karma.
Know your enemy, know yourself.
If I know this action is intended to piss you off and I take that
action on purpose and with intent, then I must accept any consequence
that occurs due to that action. However, beware of actions you
perceive being taken against you. That may not be the case.
The difference? My intention regarding my indescrecion, was based on
the fact that my wife and I were living in the north with no family
around, we were about to have our first child, the tests came back
about some anti-kid something or other which may lead to a life of
defect in our child, since she was going through the pain of birth, I
agreed to have the vasectemy which turned out to be no so quick and
painless as the pamphlet said and my wife, being pregnant, was sticky,
itchy and did not want to be touched while she spralled naked on the
floor. My intention was I wanted to cry. I needed to remain strong for
my wife. And the act? Kissing and cuddling.
Now, turn the tables around... what was Jacquies intention?
Without this, you have nothing. But that is not what the rest of this
is about. This is about doing the work and giving you the work and
then you not paying. But I was asked to do the work. This is about
chasing me from place to place not allowing me to get stable so that I
could see and have vistiation with my son trumping my wife's example
of a mother. It is about my only son.
It is about going to Peaceland to get a job with a friend to find out
about the rumour that my wife, but more importantly my son, were now
in a cult. I knew the people the rumour refered too. It was about
stopping in Cranbrook for an afternoon (I'll bet some dominos dropped
that day) and leaving to prove that their threat and terrorism claims
were delusion, guilt and conscience ridden.
This is about a cop, who showed me Canadian process of law when he
brought me in and stripped me without ever pressing a charge. It is
about being accused of many rapes while in the tank. It is about being
thrown in a mental ward and forced to take medication.
It is about a false diagnosis of schizophrenia which transfered power
of attorney and thus, I would no longer be allowed a legal defence for
crimes that I did not commit all to cover for ignorant fucks who hit
the wrong mark in a game of minesweeper. It is about an illegal three
month incarceration. This is about having all my family contacted to
spread the word that I was crazy smashing perception into fractured
pieces. This is about keeping my son from me then trying to piss me
off with smart ass comments when I found out.
This is what I have found out since. What was happening behind the
scenes in Cranbrook. The double life. All designed to light my match.
This is about the very same people who do not give a shit about life
or the lives of others so they treat people like objects void of
consciousness... false fed fake food like how special they are, some
secret family lineage of royalty, being connected and in a secret
club... or at least until the table is turned and they they cry and
beg and run to the cops... sort of like what I did.
You may be connected to the mob itself, hold title in the Kings' court
and rule with mighty fist, but when you and I are squared off, facing
each other one on one, and I ma only there for one reason... yes, you
can use my bouncer line about only thinking about now and not the next
day or the day after, but the truth is, in that moment, all those
connections can not help you even if they get me the next day or the
day after that.
I have given you all you need to lock me up. But make no mistake, when
the time comes, I am going to kill you. When the time comes, I am
going to say the words that are going to bring your world to an end.
The answer is no. The answer is family.
Sometimes it is tit for tat, sometimes however, someone is holding in
a very long hard day where people all around have been intentionally
trying to piss him off because he has witnessed great crimes and they
are trying to get him to cross the law first.
Thus, although a small match is light, a huge explosion is the result.
Beware of intention. All intention is violence and karma. Non-action.
Zen Stillness in motion.
Thus, the befuddlement of: why is it that sometimes when I do good
things bad things happen and yet sometimes when I do bad things good
things happen is hopefully cleared up.
C'mon now, you have heard it before...
Why do bad things happen to good people.
Maybe because they are not good people.
Think you can tell heaven from Hell?
Tim Harris
1801 22nd Street W.
Saskatoon, SK, Canada
(don't call or stop over today.. I am at my moms... but don't worry
the cops know that too, they showed up here in the middle of the night
and filled in my mom about my illness and how I am such a dangerous
bad ass...)