Final Confession...
Lucifer theGood
If God exists, what Hell's may come, what was done to me is
unforgiveable.
Karma, unlike sin, is physics.
But words, it always comes back to these "Words".
I can not say it any simplier than this:
You said that I did some things that I did not do.
You can not lie to me about me.
It is easy to be calm.
Based on the things you said I did, which I did not do, you and others
did things.
Physics.
Does saying so make it so?
The boat on the river is moving north.
But I say the canoe on the stream is moving up.
But look... boat/canoe/vessel on the river, stream, body of moving
water is going/moving/heading North/up/that way.
But the fact remains... there it is, it is going that way... and why
are you not on it? What is, is. Trust the phsyics and see your faith
and belief fulfilled.
Words can create energy. Emotional, sometimes passion. They can heal.
They can harm. If you use words to create energy, you are responsible
for the energy you created. You get the credit for them. If that
energy is not absorbed into the vessel and rejected, you become the
victim of your own words... lest they be the truth.
Corey, I did not say that although the set up is there that I did. Ask
Bill. He knows now that when you leave I do not go into a backstabbing
tyraid and seeing as he seems to be the closest too you of them all...
let's see what he says... you can say as you will about these posts,
and you will, but in all fact and truth you are forgetting
something... these are not written behind your back.
Recall... Who told you these were here? Who suggested you look? Who
reminds you from time to time about alt.zen, that I am a writer here?
Who knew you were looking and did not stop but, in fact, increased
their intensity? For why? Simple. I want you to ask me to say it to
your face.
Am I trying to save you? Salvation? From what dude. You are right are
you not? No, this is about the countless souls around you that get
caught up in your stink. There is no decider here, no judge, no father
or mother icons and even the Virgin Mary can fuck up monsterously.
There are a long line of those who have made the same mistake and a
longer line still of those seeking permission and being forced to
wait.
Now that you have a daughter Jack how do you feel about skanky throw
away whores? Since you did somethings, I guess we are about to find
out. Hypocracy is the ultimate burn. I know you think you have a
powerful organization but in fact I have proven it is dwindling since
you started running out of "stuff"... no one likes you Jack, you are a
bully and a loser but of course we all love it when you have weed.
At least, Jack, you can come here to see what I am thinking but since
you do not have the balls to step into the philosophical ring... you
are talking shit behind my back. Let me see if you have the balls to
say it to my face. Isn't that what you said about Colin? Surely you
are not the breaker of your own rule.
Intention and words is about getting a reaction. What is the intention
behind those words? To harm?
Physics. To build? Physics. Either way but why one as opposed to the
other? And since all things of the category react the exact same way
with another category, no excpetions, science, then why do you treat
one differently than another?
Because you are not Me and you do not think there is room for both of
us.
Really, who has gotten away with anything?
You lit a fire. There it is.
Tim