Endless Possibilities
omjaroo
I don't want to be sick
I don't want pain
I don't want to die
In the absence of heat... cold
I don't want to make a mistake, because
I don't want to feel humiliation
I don't want to be vulnerable because
I don't want to lose
In the absence of light... darkness
I don't want to be criticized and
I don't want to fail so
I don't want to try but
I don't want to be ignored
In the absence of God... fear
I don't want to tell the truth, because
I don't want to feel shame
I don't want my past haunting me and
I don't want my future uncertain
So I shiver in the cold and cower in the darkness, paralyzed by fear.
Because
in the absence of what I want... all that I don't, comes to me in
endless possibilities
Jared
o
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J.D. Campbell
Poems huh they sometimes convey much but are so simple people can think
they get psychcological answers of many kinds actually words a short
very short dream made from words as anything can be made from
words....peter piped a whisle from a hollow thistle....music much better
psych profiles gained from than words...my humble opinion...
The cold feature and time/motion4d slowing sinking stopping vs hot and
light the forward motion as 3d is made solid or any slight motion
vibratory will create 4d. Jared i love time travel and cant figure out
why religions didnt do something smart like figure that out .The who
knows chemy rules the world crap or conquer the world crap the chosen
crap yes but the good stuff as time travel nope. Cold is modifing time
so is mirror it will turn writing backward little starts but with the
correct chemy for all well.As gold zero resistence zero degrees and
smokey did show up many years after he was suppose to be in the
body....bed of flowers tech those golden flowers..not related that super
dangerous chinese alchemical book golden flower but a long ago secret
buddhist story and chambers night.
So i applied it to the temp of all living things and plants require
basic low temps as water leaves at high temps and up the scale the
higher the body temp the younger.. older to the younger the lower as
fish reptiles all have low are very old where mammels above ours are
sligthly younger....these mammels over our temp then in evolution world
to world will develop tactics to avoid injure us eventually still to
young perhaps why demons devils are drawen with horns as mostof these
mamels just push shove not yet practical refer the oceans its
tactics...maybe invisibality is possible yet as theres lots of time yet
if you use body temp instead of clean unclean as the jew did..also the
social tribal structure of the jew has him saying his god doesnt want
killing and on every other page the god is ordering killing so over
thousands of years now this could explain the immoral arguementary anti
social nature present in so many a genetic thing the amount of jews in
the worlds population is about the same as psychcopaths in mainstrean
anywhere 1 percent as either sexual criminal or agressive impulses
circumcision the wrong dietary laws the wrong chemical or physics the
trouble was probably his religion with the god as completely argumentary
to some any morality...it's every issue the gd is discussing chapter
verse a fundamental and does endless arguements against his fundamental
,mandates sexual violence socially the god states one thing gives
countless examples of his will is other..this would cause antisocial
dissocial behavior....thier religion was thier problem my view. animal
or human sacrifices are lunacy...as the clearlight leads to next birth
etc no message gets to god that way except something is wrong in natural
life and that problem needs to be corrected.Like water running up hill
sudden change and thats the jews history sudden change for the worse. I
amnot anti semite its just they are so unaware of the way they present
themselfs.and cant see how where the trouble is comming from THEMSELFS
David the first real mafia godfather etc....thats a hell of a pick for
god to pick if anything it says god rarely is involved in human
affairs.....the outcome was very short lived and probably ficticious as
to direction as gods will.The house of cards...All men people struggle
but to keep pushing your luck lose completely and try
well....................i feel sorry no morality is the outcome..they
need a reform...Theres are records of rabbis daughters sexing animals
sacrificed from husbands to prove it didnt work then claiming that was
gods law or pigs the abuse of sugar then insulan from pigs as a temp fix
for diabetes.....The judeo christian thing is sad at best superstition
for any serious person...not advocating the muslim but hes much easier
to see as smarter much smarter....mans lot was a hard one....see after
that thin blue disc the virgin mary well i cant believe it happened here
in america atlantis at all.......... JD
J.D. Campbell
past..these thermodynamic laws work because of that being in the past..
cast in stone everything seems as to the laws of nature because whats
the fastest allows everything else slower hence the past for everything
is normal here.......so i am a old record a book on a shelf playing over
and over fate destiny the end known the beginning known .....anybody
reads a jd they go that kid has no rules not exactly.....i am free
walked outside the book and decided to see what other stories shelfs i
am on where your not supposed to be able to do that... thats why never
lose human form is so important for time travelers......jd........
J.D. Campbell
but thats not me i got this way by thinking my butt off not listening to
and listening to alternatives cause all this is is world of signposts
old old ones. they all read the truth as to what they are what happened
and like everywhere they lead everywhere cause time is reality marking
itself. yoga philo is the only thing that has it all no matter where on
the road...see it no matter where on the road yogis are
everywhere.....thats the road path the signs and it goes
everywhere...want everything this is the dope...i know for a fact
religions altered the texts cause things ike gunas match crown of thorns
i know control freaks are lost dont have the answers..when you can when
you taste immortality you know they can bother you its they that are
searching trying to harness but in this game to get this far the road
still is well marked nomatter what foolthinks otherwise cause the truth
speaks as existence speaks for itself .To tell me and lie to me about
this virgin this blue disc is very dangerous to those doing the lying
they could injure me cause they really dont know shit from shoe polish
its they want that for themselfs but try to attrach me for thier
rewards... .the reality i give it away free cause this sign reads that
all is free but never doikeepit hold ontoit feed off it or thats no
better..I got the ticket or 1 but theres ways surely as i am another
sign as trillions of people any thing living animate or inanimate non
living all is a signpost..lie to me i see you so well......look at me mr
confusion your last/first choice at concern...no make no mistake ive
tasted drank emptied the bottle with immortality..and at this road
crossing it says happy happy happy cause they had a game i beat
it................but well aware of duality....even a lie can save your
life.....JD
J.D. Campbell
written otherwise its a burn a ripoff no good long disclaimer....thats
everything jd etc .its no good later....cant be trusted.the offical
thing was allhailthe jewelin his lotus thats actually 1989 but we cut a
little slack..DOA see nobody can know my name before i am born but me
and the we are again probably exact words i am already seeing substitute
stories not even related me of kings words theories realms and it gets
far worse....meaning its been aced all hail was all there was and i
agree completely whoever got to read me at the time flipped out hit
bulleyes the rest tuff luck.......Ahimsa says i should ..let them eat
the big turd not say anything but i got a get out of ahimsa trouble card
ok.......Its called a one liner all hail the bubble gum in that saucer i
ever sense that again its all over grounded back in the snap..history
repeats itself if written down this cant be repeated no matter how its
written down......j
Sevenhundred Elves
life, and probably not the last either. Remember about the ebb and
flow in everything. That's how I try to cope, anyway. I mean, yes, I
may feel weak or badly positioned right now, but it will get better.
And it will get worse again. And better... And so on.
Namaste,
S.
On Mon, 15 Jun 2009 21:43:50 -0700 (PDT), omjaroo <omj...@yahoo.com>
wrote:
omjaroo
wrote:
> I hear you, friend. I'm in a similar spot. Not the first time in my
> life, and probably not the last either. Remember about the ebb and
> flow in everything. That's how I try to cope, anyway. I mean, yes, I
> may feel weak or badly positioned right now, but it will get better.
> And it will get worse again. And better... And so on.
>
> Namaste,
> S.
>
> wrote:
>
> >I don't want to be unhappy
> >I don't want to be sick
700e,
So good to hear from you (as always:-)
I am happy to report that this poem is much less relevant to my life
then when I first wrote it. And I am sorry to hear you are having a
time of it. But I agree, its up and it's down. I deal with it by
reminding myself that it's all perfect, whatever it is :-)
Some years ago I reasoned that the list of things I don't want to
happen is virtually infinite. Plane falling out of the sky and hitting
me, loosing my job, my wife leaving me, etc. etc. So it occurred to me
to spend any energy on trying to stop things I don't want to happen
was a "fools" game and not in anyway sustainable (Alan Watts, The
Wisdom of Insecurity.) But for me to focus on a much smaller and
manageable list, like what I did want, may be within my grasp. Since
then I have pared the list of what I want down to a couple of things
and I still find myself without the "where-with-all" or power to gain
them :-( But I think in addition to reducing what I want to the bare
minimum, that just staying alive and staying in the game (persistence)
will one day bring to me whatever is truly important to me in this
life :-)
I wish all the best to you and those you care for and hope you'll find
the time to continue to chat with your friends here at alt.yoga :-)
Jared
o
^