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Discussion and support on all aspects of self-harm
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applied for a job
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Just thought I'd let you all know I applied for the awesome zoo job. I worked on my resume and cover letter tonight, and my mom helped me out with them a bit. (I emailed her copies and she helped me fine tune them). I just sent off the email with these as attachments. I plan to follow up with a phone call, to make sure these arrived fine. If they... more »
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Waiting for partial
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I had my partial hospitalization intake today (finally). Instead of tomorrow, as usual, I can start next Monday. Really stupid. Three weeks after the worst of my crisis, I'll get into the 3- week long program. Good thing I didn't kill myself or something while I waited! It's entirely possible that I won't go at all.... more »
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Emily
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I hope today goes better than you feared, and that you made it through the night ok. -lisa
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on the edge
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Well, I just smashed a picture frame, so I now have the tools to cut. I still haven't committed to cutting, but I'm getting close. My main thought is cutting is better than suicide, and it may provide a bit of relief. If the cutting doesn't provide relief, I may turn to thoughts of killing myself. (well o.k., those thoughts are there, but I may... more »
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Struggling
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Hi all. I am really thinking about cutting tonight. I'm mostly debating if I can get away with it. Make some cuts that will heal before it will look too odd when I really can't justify long sleeves. I doubt it, but I still want to. I am just so upset over my job. I really don't want to go to work tomorrow, but I know I have to. I know my boss has to have a... more »
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california loner?
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i dont know if you received my emails or if you are having a hard time getting emails to me. i dont even know if you are still reading this group. but just know ive emailed you and am thinking abut you. take care
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CUT
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I have known those that keep the scars hidden and tell themselves they can stop, but they can't. They think the pain of cutting will end the hurt inside, but it always comes back. If you are right where they were, read this book. CUT, by Nancy Alcorn. [link]... more »
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crying
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I've been crying much of the day, for no good reason. I just can't seem to control the tears. It's not good to be crying at work--I try to stop it as much as possible--but some tears get through. I know it mostly started when I looked over notes from the big wig that visited yesterday. My department did not do well. I knew it wouldn't.... more »
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Back to cutting
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Three times in five days. Oh well. It stops the obsessive thoughts for quite awhile, which seems worth it sometimes. I didn't call crisis once, which is against my safety contract, but I knew I'd get the woman who only makes things worse. She seems to run the phones 3-11, at least on weekdays. It's been t-shirt weather the past few days and I've been... more »
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