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lisa in mass.
Oct 9, 2011, 7:12:49 PM10/9/11
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My mood's gotten better, probably because I'm doing something
proactive switching meds, and I'm not really sick from it yet. But
my suicidal thoughts and self-talk and cutting urges are much
worse. I want to cut *so* badly. I called the crisis line tonight,
was going to cut afterward, but my husband came home from the
supermarket. While he was gone, I spent most of the time pacing,
trying not to cut, but craving it. I don't know why. If I don't
feel really bad, what would the cutting do? Stop the suicidal
thoughts for a short while? I don't know.
A doctor I know from a board I'm on commented on how much brighter
I was today. And I do feel better, I just don't think better. Very
strange.
proactive switching meds, and I'm not really sick from it yet. But
my suicidal thoughts and self-talk and cutting urges are much
worse. I want to cut *so* badly. I called the crisis line tonight,
was going to cut afterward, but my husband came home from the
supermarket. While he was gone, I spent most of the time pacing,
trying not to cut, but craving it. I don't know why. If I don't
feel really bad, what would the cutting do? Stop the suicidal
thoughts for a short while? I don't know.
A doctor I know from a board I'm on commented on how much brighter
I was today. And I do feel better, I just don't think better. Very
strange.
EMS
Oct 10, 2011, 12:42:35 PM10/10/11
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thinking bettter. Hopefully the thoughts will follow soon. And,
hopefully the mood will stay up too. I'll be thinking about you
during your med change.
Emily
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