this group is gone
maryluna
maryluna
> dead, nobody here
Why?
im alone
i wanna die
Trident
I think i'm schizoid too. I've never been diagnosed but i fit many of
the symptoms.
Because of personal circumstances things in my life at this moment are
coming crashing down on me. Responsibility and actions are required of
me that i find almost impossible to meet, and while i have had suicidal
wishes before, my depression had been dormant as long as no demands were
made of me and i could just drift aimlessly.
Now thoughts of committing suicide are in my head again.
But i don't really want to die. I just want to be left alone and not
have to worry about anything. It can't happen. I have to find work and i
hate it. I have to because i have debts to pay or face court.
Looking for work when i've been jobless for years and years, and with
social anxieties, is torture.
That's my short story right now.
Do you wanna die because you're alone? Would you wanna die even if you
weren't alone? Don't you want to be alone because you're a schizoid?
What's the deal?