"Explorer in the Further Regions of Experience..."
Michael Alpert
absolute pain in every cell of your being. It is the worst pain there
is.
Crowley said he saw it as he finally "crossed the Abyss". He said this
in his account of "crossing the Abyss" in the Equinox.
The existence of the White Dot figures. In that Cartesian coordinate
graph I have described, with the X axis representing opposite polarities
separated, the Y axis representing opposite polarities united and
cancelled out, and going toward the origin representing accelerating
polarity cancellation rates, there is a set of geometrical conditions
like a zodiac.
Starting in the middle near the origin there is Black. Then by the X
axis there the White Dot appears in the red ray.
As opposite polarities cancel out there is a rising frequency, like the
rising tone you hear when you tough two glass bottles together, only
here represented in color.
These frequencies are represented by the color spectrum raying out from
the origin. You know, in Book 777 Aries is represented by magenta and
Taurus by red, etc.
Well, up in the orange ray the White Dot has flared out. Out further, in
the Yellow ray it is almost all white and looks like a white lion
growling, Leo.
Out equally between the axes, it is all white. Then nearer the Y axis
the Black Spot appears. If feels as good as the White Dot felt bad.
This flares out until in Aquarius, purple, you have the Whirlpool, and
then you're back to the Black again.
These are the furthest regions of experience. Our body tends to pull us
into the center of this circle. That is a life maintaining balance
caused by evolved negative feedback mechanisms, Murphy's law.
Murphy's actual law is, "If anything can happen it will". The ancients
called it "Phronesis", "comprehension".
This pull toward the center causes all withdrawal symptoms. Withdrawal
from inferior anesthetics like ether and chloroform spring you from the
outer green to the inner red where the White Dot is.
Also, withdrawing from death can do this. After every old fashioned
"cold turkey" electric shock treatment, THEY had to use the electric
paddle to start your heart, and then reinflate your lungs. It caused a
withdrawal from death.
The "near death experiences" people have are only withdrawal symptoms.
Time passes instantly when you are totally unconscious.
But, if your closed circuit hasn't totally undifferentiated right down
to the last Planck's distance, you will instantly awake, even if its
"zillions" of years later.
The Scientific American, May 2003, article by Dr. Max Tegmark, "The
Multiverse" shows how vast this universe really is. I have the
experience, then I try to find a theory to explain it. I am an "explorer
in the further regions of experience; demon to some, angel to others".
Michael Alpert
White Dot is experienced when you are sharply differentiating, NOT
undifferentiating.
Dr. Albert Einstein defined the forth dimension to be time. Dr. Lisa
Randall defined the fifth dimension to be the direction going in and out
from the origin of that Cartesian coordinate system.
Dr. Hugh Everett's probability time lines, side ways in time, have been
called the sixth dimension.
Taking that Cartesian coordinate system into consideration, the
direction from the X axis to the Y axis, and visa versa, has been called
the seventh dimension.
The eighth, ninth and tenth dimensions are that sheet called the Ricci
curvature. It's like, if you take a cloth sheet, it can represent
energy.
Wrinkle the sheet, and the wrinkles represent "information", which in
science is everything knowable.
Pull the sheet out straight, and, the "information" vanishes, becomes
nonexistent. It is written, "Where there is no Ricci curvature there is
no matter".
For us, a sharp spike in our Ricci curve is pain. The White Dot is an
extreme example! Cancellation with the opposite polarities is
represented by a flat sheet, no Ricci curvature.
The White Dot is caused by an extreme deprivation of the opposite
polarity; being deprived of the opposite polarity.
The mistranslated "Deny self" was originally "Anesthestho auton", cancel
self. Our word "anesthesia" came from this word "anesthestho".
This "Deny self" doesn't mean "deprive" self! Quite the opposite. You
need the opposite polarities to "cancel" self. If you are deprived of
the opposite polarities, self can be magnified to the Point of Pain, the
White Dot. That is cruel and unusual punishment.