ensoul (Lensou...@aol.com) writes:
> I'm 49 yrs old live by myself after the death of husband, Rick, one
> year and four months (but whose counting)  do have Moe & Rudy, my cats

> my youngest daughter lives in town, along w/her hubby and my
> grandson...I get him overnight on & off..but much I love him, have to
> be strong with Julius he's severaly ADD

> I also have chronic pain and I'm on SSI....the loss of Rick income put
> me into poverty, though if meant him being back poverty I could
> handle..also have clincal depression even before my love died

> I have a couple of friends but they all major problems in their lifes;
> one has husband w/cancer, the other has a life threatning illness, and
> the last just had her phone shut & is facing eviction

> I try to help them all and I am caregiver to my Mom, she doesn't live
> with me though and we don't get along well

> not looking for pity maybe some suggestions

> I am so damned lonely

> would apprecaite hearing from you all on how you deal with it

> ensoul