Sucks being a ghost
Ghost
when i wish in real life, like now, there was a special someone to
cuddle up with.......
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Ghost
"Sleep? I never sleep. I hate those little slices of death."
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Eleonore Beaudoin
> well, not so bad being a ghost most of the time. but there are times
> when i wish in real life, like now, there was a special someone to
> cuddle up with.......
>
> --
Don't we all....
Even the married ones, I am sure L:)
Hi ya.
I am late in many thngs this week as far as email is concerned.
Mainly, I started eating once a day, in the evenign after work, and that
sort of takes more time, and leaves less to check mail or to reply to it I
shoudl say.
As well, I tried forwardign some to work to reply from there but a) thsi
week was very very busy at work so far. b) One I tried to reply to bounced
endlessly. So I gave up trying from work....
The weekend ahead looks taken one day for laundry, the next for a party
for my niece that turned 35 Tuesday....No one called her to amke her
believe we all forgot her, save her mom of course. We'll celebrate her
Sunday...At her place of all places:)
I got three dolalrs in my bank account....Gee willikers, what can I get
for three bucks????
I'll try and make some craft then Saturday but doubt I can come up with
anything meeaningful: when it si a "must produce NOW" thing, sort of kills
the inspiration....
Anyway. Weekend is near....
Only a few hours...And I sure will fidn time ehre or there between errands
and all....
After all, one eneds a life besides work and errands, eh;-);-):)
Later, you!
Hugszj....
Chloe
>
> Ghost
>
>
> "Sleep? I never sleep. I hate those little slices of death."
> <Vincent Price>
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Ghost
Eleonore Beaudoin wrote:
> Ghost (blac...@Cookieshaw.ca) writes:
>
>>well, not so bad being a ghost most of the time. but there are times
>>when i wish in real life, like now, there was a special someone to
>>cuddle up with.......
>>
>>--
>
>
> Don't we all....
> Even the married ones, I am sure L:)
>
> Hi ya.
> I am late in many thngs this week as far as email is concerned.
> Mainly, I started eating once a day, in the evenign after work, and that
> sort of takes more time, and leaves less to check mail or to reply to it I
> shoudl say.
no hurry :)
> As well, I tried forwardign some to work to reply from there but a) thsi
> week was very very busy at work so far. b) One I tried to reply to bounced
> endlessly. So I gave up trying from work....
bouncing off the walls and around the office huh? :p
> The weekend ahead looks taken one day for laundry, the next for a party
> for my niece that turned 35 Tuesday....No one called her to amke her
> believe we all forgot her, save her mom of course. We'll celebrate her
> Sunday...At her place of all places:)
> I got three dolalrs in my bank account....Gee willikers, what can I get
> for three bucks????
> I'll try and make some craft then Saturday but doubt I can come up with
> anything meeaningful: when it si a "must produce NOW" thing, sort of kills
> the inspiration....
well, its not the gift that counts, its the thought :)
>
> Anyway. Weekend is near....
> Only a few hours...And I sure will fidn time ehre or there between errands
> and all....
> After all, one eneds a life besides work and errands, eh;-);-):)
weekend? i'll be here......Melting!
gotta heat wave starting, 80 in the shade, god knows what it is in the
direct sun.
>
> Later, you!
>
> Hugszj....
>
> Chloe
>
{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}
catch ya later alligator ;)
ghost a.k.a wayne
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>
>>Ghost
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>>
>>"Sleep? I never sleep. I hate those little slices of death."
>><Vincent Price>
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Ghost
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fallout
"Eleonore Beaudoin" <bc...@FreeNet.Carleton.CA> wrote in message
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tom
fallout
"Ghost" <blac...@Cookieshaw.ca> wrote in message
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> well, not so bad being a ghost most of the time. but there are times
> when i wish in real life, like now, there was a special someone to
> cuddle up with.......
>
> --
>
> Ghost
Hi Ghost, i try my best not to think about not having anyone in my life but
when i do it makes my depression worse than it usually is.
i hope you find someone to cuddle with.
tom
Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent
fallout
"Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent" <a...@at.org> wrote in message
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?????
i must be so slow.
Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent
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Just a non-seqiutor...
E.G.
Client: My mother used dress me in womens' clothing and lock me in the--
Therapist: WOOHOO! DIO!
>
>
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"You meet an old lesbian and suddenly it's all sorcery and witchcraft."
(Kiss Me, Kill Me.)
fallout
Thanks for the explanation.
tom
Eleonore Beaudoin
Well, nothign went as above...
Trying to set my YM voice option that still messes up atwe all my online
time, where I then coudl only try and beat the timer and post as a message
woudl pop and say "you used all your online time today. You will be
disconnected in one minute" or "come back tomorrow", trying to post
replies while they babbledd the same warnigns over and over with each new
one minute connection I;d get.
Saturday was yukky hot killer day for me...HUMID too.
None of the things I hoped to do, such as wowie floor washing and the
likes, got done.
Sunday came and I had no time for crafts after sleeping all wrong cause
the ehat Saturday made me sleep half the day away....and cause the night
still was quite hot until passed midnight or so...
So Sunday I could nto do crafts. Instead I wrapped a recipe book, and
"step exerciser" for my niece, thwo things I had bought myself way back
and never coud use, one cuase of the extreme heat, the other for the
same reason plsu the lack of things to cook:)-- and skin cream for the
hostess, and I left for the party.
It turned out that my niece was alseep with her 2 year old (almost three),
and did not hear us all happen to park in front of the house all at the
same time, by coincidence.
Me thinks her mom, my sister, had fallen asleep too, as she looked like
she just got up, and had nothign done:). But she coudl not prepare
anythign while her daughter was watching, so...
We all whispered for an hour or so as we placed presents on a patio table,
and as I decided that we had to make decorations: no oen had happened to
brign any, so we took two paper table cloths, cut them in strips and made
do with that, placed them all around the backyard, decorated the parasol
and all chairs, and fence and all:-). We ahd time to make punch, to set
the pops on ice, to prepare the bbq stuff, get the table set and all, and
just as we were finished, the niece woke up....
Was a nice lil afternoon. But I elft at 5:30, and a sister of mien todl me
soemthign when I left that required I'd call her and ask her to please
cvall me back. Family stuff of the nightmare kind, ya know, will and
executor and did he sell land that did not belogn to him abusing mom;s
trust and so on....
After a few minutes on the phone wityh her when she called back, I hung
up, again stunned to see that in the 14 eyars I was away from the family,
none of them got out of their dysfucntional ways, where ina few minutes,
I more than ahd enough of rememebrign too well how it was and still
was...No comm gettign through, poeple so busy givign intentiosn and
assuming and paranoiing and yadee yada...They tag so many wrong itnentiosn
on others, that you wodner what all their talk about 'Their love for The Lord"
here,
"the Lord" there" --or rather "MY Lord" here and "MY lord" there, as if they
had ownership and command over God, sort of thing--you wodner hwo
christians can be that way. But oh well. Then again you know, you saw it
for decades each day;-). But you can/t help but shake your head in
disbelief just the same....
Then I was pooped from the afternoon in the direct light, and called it a
day...If I coudl only fall asleep areound 11 or so...
Then today I got up, fed the pets, showered, sent a few fast messages, to
try and catch up a bit with the weekend extra delays, got to work, sent
three emails from there, and had one back with a link to a game which was
hilarious and fun (the Bush War sort of game:)).
Played that, between registring docs and making lists of the approved
errata on my desk, printed color copies for distribution, did some
filing, and called my sister, the one with the will stuff, and just left a
message sayign that all I emant last night was that she be careful, and
takes care, as te games involved can turn out to be of the utmost cruelty,
where I feared for her that she did not see where teh harm was comign from
at all, and where well, I did not wanna say anythign more, not wantign to
get into blakening anyone at all. That all this was behind me not just
sicne 14 years, but sicne my fourteenth year of life where I told my
parents to shove their inehritance where the sun donlt shine, cause i just
donlt feel like playign the 36 poweer trip games and dance to everyoen's
song for a shining thing I did not even believe existed, or that i knew
woudl be inexistant by the time it woudl be time anyway. So best of luck,
but...Thanks, not for me.
Then my son emailed and I emailed him back.
Was a quiet day at work with the odd ends and bits to do that I used to
keep for Fridays but where that made Fridays endless, and where I decid3ed
to book the week...the Monday after.
I almost got to end the game, if I did not cvomplete level three (only has
three levels).
Oh, yeah, I was too nungry and I spent a bug bad 1.79 on reese, and
offered one to the receptionist.
She brought me lil treats last week in the afternoon, as we both end later
than everyone else in that office and find time long, so...we share snacks
wqhen we have some to spare;-).
Nice of her as eh, I practically never have any snack nor lunch, so...
The boss beign on hollidays, the protegee left at 11:30 calling it a day.
Must be some life....
But oh well, my day was not the hardest. ;d say I had a day like everyoen
else in that office, for once;-).
I did so much work lastw eek anyway that the production is ahead....So
anwyay...
And that was the day in the life of a ""remarkable"" woman.
Quite cool it was actually:). Nice relaxing day after a mad week last week.
Got home (thank God the car made it one more day! Yay!). PF Dark side of
the moon was on the radio. I put it on max, as I coudl sing without MY
neighbors complaining;-) (they never did abotu that, place is insonorized,
but makes me toos elf consciious when I know others are nearby...) And I
sang the Great Gigg in the sky drivign a few blocks further than home to
not miss any part of it due to the fact I arrived in front of my palce.
Got on teh pc, put the tune again....Felt my voice was diffferent once
more, the vocal cords never affected ina same way by the thyrpid. Today it
made it thoufgh so I at times had a nicer voice than usual:).
Put on Srah McLaughlan and had a ball, cause as I was singign along, I
achieved an experience i felt woudl do that if only someoen coudl make it
happen somehow some day: gettign to imitate the very texture of a voice so
perfectly,the timing and all, where then it woudl absolutely mute the
singers voice....
It gve way to soenthign phenomenally neat. On an angel song, the voice of
the cd woudl go off on and off, soundign liek ti came from up abive or
soem other distant world, while the music itself stayed the exact same.
Was hilarious:). I coudl maek her sing on "cue" this way, and go on this
"far away sound mode" at will too. Neat! Doubt I can ever reproduce that...
But at tiems the imitation was so perfect that even I coudl not say if it
was her voice or mine playing as hers woudl go mute(d). Hehehehe.
Also had a ball improving words completely to a new vberwsion fo
Summertime, a capella. For ichne the voice wanted to sing, eh, had fun.
Checked YM, showed as online, and got here.
Tadah.
Next, I will go make myself tomato shadwhiches for a secodn week in a row.
Beats poatoes for two months, eh:).
If my face si startign to look lieka tomato, due to the acidity....
There is fresh air upstairs tonightl, not too hot, not cold, just
wonderfully lovely and fittign a "Summertime" impro:)
But I coudl not get the vocal cords to utter sounds of the middle range on
Great Gigg, if it was hilarious how easily I coudl get the very high notes
and then some.
Odd to ahve a"surprise voice" and never know what I can sing or sound liek
at all from a minute to the next.....
BNut me thinks there too, Graves is gettign better. Or rather, graves is
gettign worse, and *I* am gettign better:)
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Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent
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Hmmmmm...not really.
> Thanks for the explanation.
> tom
>
Anytime.
fallout
You could change your name to Mr. Modesty.
Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent
Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent
>>> > You must be one interesting person to know irl.
>>>
>>> Hmmmmm...not really.
>>>
>>
>> You could change your name to Mr. Modesty.
>>
> heh heh...
>>
That reminds me of something that happened ages ago: I wrote some letters
to a friend who'd joined the Army & later went to visit him. Said his
roommate was looking forward to seeing me, thought I must be a really
interesting person from my letters...after the roommate met me seems he
changed his mind.
fallout
"Eerieness of the Short-Distance Rodent" <a...@at.org> wrote in message
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That's pretty much the story of my life. i'm okay from a distance but up
close i'm not what people had thought i was. And then i'm alone.
i think with you though that guy was just wrong. You would be a really
interesting person to talk with, i just don't know if i could keep up.
Take care Eerie
tom
Ghost
thanx tom,
didn't find anyone to cuddle up with, but i'm feeling better.
something happened in this city and it kinda got to me.
couple of weeks ago, there was a car accident, there was a mother and
father in one car, a drunk in the other. the mother and father were
killed. they left behind a 15 year old daughter.
i don't know the people, but something like that gets to me.
ghost
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Ghost
<Vincent Price>
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fallout
"Ghost" <blac...@Cookieshaw.ca> wrote in message
>
>
> fallout wrote:
> > "Ghost" <blac...@Cookieshaw.ca> wrote in message
> > news:YK5Mc.96273$Mr4.64858@pd7tw1no...
> >
> >>well, not so bad being a ghost most of the time. but there are times
> >>when i wish in real life, like now, there was a special someone to
> >>cuddle up with.......
> >>
> >>--
> >>
> >>Ghost
> >
> >
> > Hi Ghost, i try my best not to think about not having anyone in my life
but
> > when i do it makes my depression worse than it usually is.
> > i hope you find someone to cuddle with.
> > tom
> >
> >
> thanx tom,
> didn't find anyone to cuddle up with, but i'm feeling better.
> something happened in this city and it kinda got to me.
> couple of weeks ago, there was a car accident, there was a mother and
> father in one car, a drunk in the other. the mother and father were
> killed. they left behind a 15 year old daughter.
> i don't know the people, but something like that gets to me.
>
> ghost
> --
died or is terminally sick or had their life turned inside out as in your
example, it hurts. Having a kids chance to have a happy, productive life
taken away before they've ever experienced life is a terrible thing.
i'm glad you're feeling better than you were Ghost. Keep doing whatever it
takes to make your life better and keep your options open.
Take care Ghost
tom
Little Monster
unto whom the words are attributed:
>>
>> That reminds me of something that happened ages ago: I wrote some letters
>> to a friend who'd joined the Army & later went to visit him. Said his
>> roommate was looking forward to seeing me, thought I must be a really
>> interesting person from my letters...after the roommate met me seems he
>> changed his mind.
>
> That's pretty much the story of my life. i'm okay from a distance but up
> close i'm not what people had thought i was. And then i'm alone.
> i think with you though that guy was just wrong. You would be a really
> interesting person to talk with, i just don't know if i could keep up.
> Take care Eerie
> tom
Me too. People think I'm interesting until they get to know me...
Monster
--
I am the sexiest man in the UuuuKaaaayy
All the girls love me
And I will never grow Ooollldd
I am the sexiest man in the UuuKaaaay!
fallout
"Little Monster" <ro...@localhost.localdomain> wrote in message
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> On Tue, 27 Jul 2004 03:39:55 +0000, the world was enlightented by fallout,
> unto whom the words are attributed:
>
> >>
> >> That reminds me of something that happened ages ago: I wrote some
letters
> >> to a friend who'd joined the Army & later went to visit him. Said his
> >> roommate was looking forward to seeing me, thought I must be a really
> >> interesting person from my letters...after the roommate met me seems he
> >> changed his mind.
> >
> > That's pretty much the story of my life. i'm okay from a distance but
up
> > close i'm not what people had thought i was. And then i'm alone.
> > i think with you though that guy was just wrong. You would be a really
> > interesting person to talk with, i just don't know if i could keep up.
> > Take care Eerie
> > tom
>
> Me too. People think I'm interesting until they get to know me...
>
> Monster
> --
>
tom