Man, it looks HUGE once all finished, after that wall had such lil narrow
shelf units in comparison, and opened, not with doors...
It is huge enough tio have allowed all that was on the shelf and table,
plus vacuum plus brooms and pails and sowing machine andboxes of material
and stuff for sowing plus acrylic paint anvas and material, and wall
painting brushes and material (as in paint for wall equiopment -but not
the paint cans, don't wanna stain the nice wall unit!)...and it still
leaves room for sorting, moving piles here and there on free shelves!
I still ahve the bins of my sister's wardrobe -and now mine for a part
too, ashed and put there to not get cat hairs as I will do the rest of
bedroom as I can (can not this coming weekend, gotta getready for that
class and rest and study and yadee yada) in the kitchenette and front
hallway at begining of living room, but atleast I can move and walk around!!:)
Can not wait for all to be sorted and to find a place. Normally I feel
like it takes three months not to unpack, but to feel like everything has
its own place it fots into. Atforst one tries this or that place but ends
up changing things around when they move. But beign paralysed so many
years and dumped on so bad given that some felt I had a big house I rented
and that to them emantthere was plenty of room for them to store their
things (arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!) while I could not even speak and say
'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!', and goven the frequent floods i had
in basement, and the lil time and strenght now that I am slowly gettign
out of graves peak but crashing to the other extreme (hypothyroid) and
just wanna sleep all the time -exausted by the eyars of Graves and
accelerated metabolism too)......Fleh. KLooks endless.
But been at it each time i could sicne eyars, most weekends ending up just
strong enough to do the needed chores for the week like sweeping and
laundry and dishes, gettign abck to sqquare one to start each new week,
that the little I coudl get done never showed as if anythign was done.
Most times it looked worse the more i worked at it....But finally it
started showing a BIT, to me anyway. Not to visiotors for sure:). I then
know that from ehre on, each day spent tryign will show, if it still will
look oprst for moving things around soem more, atforst. But each tiem now
soemthign will end up gettign fdone.
Plus I manage so far to do my chores more often in the week, like dishes
daily, mornign and evening, clearing living room table, puttign dry diohes
away, washing cat bowls mornign and night, sweeping in the week a few
times, etc, which helps reduce the workload on weekends; less dishes to
do, less messes to pick up to sort the place of its daily stuff, etc.
In winter, is very hard for me to move bags in and out, wiht parkign being
so far from houxse and a HUGE snow bank blocking the use of the front door
to the street...In suiumme,r I can throw things from second floor into
yard then pick them up in yard to car to take to slavation army or bin. In
winter, I have to go all the way around, like 1/4 friggen mile to the bin
or car:(..and am not strong enough to carry heavy bags or boxes that far.
Even carryign them down the stairs and through the livign to the patio
door and yard in summer is hard for me, already.
Oh well. One can only do their best and leave God the rest.
I so don't feel like spending a week in a silly classroom next week...
There too, one can only hope....But the odds of it helping are of about
10% if even so, so......Not too tempting it is to work with such ods, plus
sittign in a classrom whene xausted can be some struggle to not falla
sleep....
Let's hope I am surprised and it is interesting.
I'll ask if there is a way to do0 soem overtime to try and help the
budget....if I doubt it woudl be allowed.....My tasks being fo the never
ending kind, i.e. always work left to do each day, never is all done at
the end of a day, more being there....
Makes you wonder where they think your work is not needed then, but anyway....
Sigh. Better take my mind off it and fiocus on the here and now and the
urgent stuff with budget and now teeth needing work again and requiring
more saving than i coudl make in a few weeks, would work end in March....
card readign shwoed soemthign woudl happen top be made known while i woudl
begone for class, the last days of that class....Soemthign i woudl ratehr
have wanted to eb there to elarn at same tiem as others, and bringing
frstration for feelign it is not a fair thing to all (to me)....or fair
chance, whatever it is, or feelign as if calculated to take place while
I'd be gone, or not giving me considertion for not chosing a better time
when I woudl be there too....
But shallsee and try and forget about it next week as the frustration
woudl come fast enough anyway....
Tired...
Better get readyfor beddy bed....Still have to clean cat pans, too....
