hopeless
unread,Jun 14, 2009, 10:51:13 AM6/14/09You do not have permission to delete messages in this group
Either email addresses are anonymous for this group or you need the view member email addresses permission to view the original message
to
Hi, im 34 years old i tried suicide 2 times in my life, I had a
terrible adolescence with a lot of very hard tough guy. My mother and
father never protect meand i was alone in my puberty and adolescence..
. Also i was raped 2 times when i was12 and 14 years old. I need to
try definitively to live.
Here near my city, there is a cliff so high:95 meters-311 foot. At the
base there are other rocks. This is a place where a lot of people
comes to kill themselves. My question is:i fear to launch i havent
fear to dead. One time i go over the fence and i was with half shoes
in the empty.I had taken a lot of talofen.
I have drugs at home like tramadol, a lot of benzodiazepine, alcool.
Is it possible for you or do you have news about people go down from
these height and died? they use what kind of drugs for overcome the
fear of high and obviously the pain in the moment of the contact with
rocks?
There is another thing that put me in terror, the beat of myself on
the rocks,, i fear to remain aware and at night nobody pass that way.
Inside i WANT to die. I had a lot of traumas in my life but i dont
wnat to write so much because it's so painful.
Thanks for your support
Diego
Thanks to all answer me