I so desperately want to act.  And I see so many things that cause me to ache
for it.  I want it so badly.

I've taken upon myself to lose XX lbs by News Years.  Nothing unhealthy, but
it's enough to make me feel good about myself and my body.  This will help me
get closer,

I'm so miserable here, and that is one of the things that would make me so
happy.

I have the dedication and the drive.  My only hope is that G-d will not throw
me any major curveballs.

All in all, I guess I'm okay.  I've gotten over my best friend moving away.
She may not be here, but she's still my best friend.  School's going good and
my ED is under control.  Finances are another issue, but I try not to think
about it unless I have to.  I have faith in G-d, even though I don't know where
it comes from...

Hugs to everyone...

Shanna