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For persons with dissociative disorders.
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saying sorry again
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think maybe we not replying to some stuff. think things getting deleted. not trying to ignore anyone and we really not trying to be difficult. we do and say same d*mb stuff over and over. and is maybe all me me today? dont mean to (or is that just justification) k. done with sorries now. finally going out.... more »
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Alone today
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All alone. Hardly anybody even downtown right now. Is very quiet for a thursday. We got big headache and h*rts. Lonely.
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today?
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happy to asd busier again we are going to try the no delete rule. dunno. later today we go over the br*thers for tday. he got out of h*spital yesterday. foo will all be there. seems like charlie is committed to going. told t more about foo (the d*d) yesterday. didn't even tell her some of the worse stuff but somehow it seems so much worse talking about it with... more »
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i feel petulant and like i need people and i need everyone to go away :P
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ya know. lower lip protruding, shiny, withdrawing - that feeling? lately the kids are needy and yet don't want to admit the need. some of the need feels so primitive and some feels entitled, angry, petty, even...mean? - but in a petty and passing way. we have name for a very young one that relates to the feeling and... more »
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At J's now
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hihi is back....kinda key sorta lost so waiting for apt building to call back been waiting for a bit for that thanks much for all the support while i was gone am imminently grateful to J who certainly helped keep me sane and determined to live in the face of an ev*l facet of C's very clear and pronounced hurt and confusion... more »
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stop it
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its really going to ruin tomorrow forever if you h*ng us tonight huh?
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sad
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the sadness and fear is just overwhelming so many new pictures, so many memories. flashbacks, nightmares, body memories, its nonstop dont know how to cope. T helped me send a text to my brother this evening. want to curl up and hide now.
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