day 6
Puddles
trying to arrange boys in being a taxi. the doctor got REALLY mad
because the appointments were for my 15yo with infection in his toe. I
know it was important but couldn't seem to get schedule straight. So,
doctor gave us one last chance to bring him on Monday morning.
Saw t today. He only wanted to talk to working puddle. Working puddle
stressed so much at work she can barely hold conversation and is
slurring words (I know weird huh?). Anyway, working puddle had emailed t
about insecure stuff so t only worked with her.
T said something that made sense though....
If I am not walking on egg shells and carefully monitoring and measuring
everything I do at home then maybe I switched places.
Means that at home is peaceful now, no stress and I don't have to be so
anxious and uptight about everything I say or do. t says work used to be
the place where i got the peace.
Now, work is more stressful then home so i am doing the uptight,
paranoid feeling at work now.
It makes sense. I just not sure how to stop it. Work is getting so
stressful its unbearable. Not loud or anything, I just feel like I can't
handle it anymore.
Well, bedtime. have to be a busy taxi again tomorrow. early early
starting at 5:30am. nite asd. thank you so much for being here for me.
this my only support aside t. it means so much to me that ppl respond
even though i am barely here. thank you for all the support.
Shiyiya
Glad things are managing and that there's no sign of him. Hope t can
help working puddle. You still sound happy :)
astri
> I havn't heard nor seen evl. been so busy, missed two appointments
> trying to arrange boys in being a taxi. the doctor got REALLY mad
> because the appointments were for my 15yo with infection in his toe.
> I know it was important but couldn't seem to get schedule straight.
get big calendar?
have boys help remember appointments for them? they old enough. even
thing 1 and thing 2 can help remember.
> So, doctor gave us one last chance to bring him on Monday morning.
>
> Saw t today. He only wanted to talk to working puddle. Working puddle
> stressed so much at work she can barely hold conversation and is
> slurring words (I know weird huh?). Anyway, working puddle had
> emailed t about insecure stuff so t only worked with her.
>
> T said something that made sense though....
>
> If I am not walking on egg shells and carefully monitoring and
> measuring everything I do at home then maybe I switched places.
>
> Means that at home is peaceful now, no stress and I don't have to be
> so anxious and uptight about everything I say or do. t says work used
> to be the place where i got the peace.
>
> Now, work is more stressful then home so i am doing the uptight,
> paranoid feeling at work now.
or work isn't any more stressful than usual but you are noticing it now
because home isn't taking all energy and attention.
> It makes sense. I just not sure how to stop it. Work is getting so
> stressful its unbearable. Not loud or anything, I just feel like I
> can't handle it anymore.
can tho
always have
isn't different
> Well, bedtime. have to be a busy taxi again tomorrow. early early
> starting at 5:30am. nite asd. thank you so much for being here for
> me. this my only support aside t. it means so much to me that ppl
> respond even though i am barely here. thank you for all the support.
hi
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confuzzled
> I havn't heard nor seen evl. been so busy, missed two appointments
> trying to arrange boys in being a taxi. the doctor got REALLY mad
> because the appointments were for my 15yo with infection in his toe. I
> know it was important but couldn't seem to get schedule straight. So,
> doctor gave us one last chance to bring him on Monday morning.
>
how is 15yo's toe?
> Saw t today. He only wanted to talk to working puddle. Working puddle
> stressed so much at work she can barely hold conversation and is
> slurring words (I know weird huh?). Anyway, working puddle had emailed t
> about insecure stuff so t only worked with her.
>
> T said something that made sense though....
>
> If I am not walking on egg shells and carefully monitoring and measuring
> everything I do at home then maybe I switched places.
>
> Means that at home is peaceful now, no stress and I don't have to be so
> anxious and uptight about everything I say or do. t says work used to be
> the place where i got the peace.
>
> Now, work is more stressful then home so i am doing the uptight,
> paranoid feeling at work now.
>
is an interesting idea
> It makes sense. I just not sure how to stop it. Work is getting so
> stressful its unbearable. Not loud or anything, I just feel like I can't
> handle it anymore.
:/
>
> Well, bedtime. have to be a busy taxi again tomorrow. early early
> starting at 5:30am. nite asd. thank you so much for being here for me.
> this my only support aside t. it means so much to me that ppl respond
> even though i am barely here. thank you for all the support.
we here. we glad to be here. we glad you posting