emails to me from Dec. 01 to now
trill
for not reading approx. 40 posts that came to me from asd during that
period. I guess i wasn't doing too well or something. i don't know what
happened. it seems that i'm just starting to get some of the reglar
stuff back in my life but might still go to the hsptl. sometimes are
rough and sometimes i laugh. i dunno. i dunno.
most of everything i embarked on, that i thought was worthwhile, got
broken off of me and drifted away and now i am trying to pull it back
together again.
i'm particularly sorry that i didn't do the editing job on alt. and i
hope i can get another chance for future editions.
i also apologize to anyone i may have confused about my values and
priorities re: my life and relationship to asd and the particularly close
friends that i have made here. the world is changing dramatically at an
exponentially increasing rate. i understand taht some people detach from
this global and cosmically profound trauma. i sorta do the opposite. i
think that i internalize it so that the suffering of any and every human
being and all other living entities on life seem to be my own personal
suffering and i feel so overwhelmed and powerless, so that there is
nothing, no action at ll that can be taken now that can possibly be
positively effective, that my depression and anxiety levels go totally
kabonkers and daily life, the little regularities that still exist for
me, are dwarfed and meaningless.
i'm trying to have as good a time as i can, i guess, while the world
lasts.
hey, new soap opera by, for, and about asdissers -- As The World Lasts
ugh.
sorry.
if any of you who have emailed me wish to try and take up private
communications once more via email and/or phone, i'd appreciate it. i'd
welcome it.
again, sincerest apologies for my lapses.
i'm taking lots of meds now.
i'm not sure if that'll keep me alive or do the alternative.
sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings. i hope all can believe me that i
never intended to hurt anyone's feelings.
you are my dearest friends.
malf and all that stuff,
trill
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sascha
things have been the way they are. I'm just happy dancing as I type to
see you again. Malf, malf, malf!!! and a big truckload of bagels. jane
anon-...@anon.twwells.com (trill) wrote in message news:<a7jeup$2dt3$1...@server.twwells.com>...
trill
i hope i can make it in communication with you again.
what's new?
trill
sascha <all...@canada.com> wrote in message
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sascha
Painting is new! I'm still doing pottery and learning a lot there,
and getting ready for the sale in May. I sold a lot in November at the
last sale. Hope to this time as well. there is a new little arts
centre in a nearby town and they are running small classes in
different disciplines. I signed up for beginning oil painting lessons
and am just finishing the ten weeks this week. I really like it! the
paint mushes around great and you can easily change your minds about
stuff. Which I do lots! :o) I took my first painting in to have framed
today. It is a big goldfish, one of those orange and white ones,
swimming right toward you with its mouth open as fish do. Sounds
weird, but it is really cool! The water swirls around just right and
the fish is just about real! Now I'm started on one from a photo of a
water lily that I took. there is an amazing shadow on a lily pad of
the flower. I waited until this week to buy paints as I was hesitant
to start another hobby. They tend to get away from me. I get all
frustrated at not having enough time. t'py takes up a lot of time, and
writing every day to the t. Sometimes it seems like that is all there
is time for! What are you doing these days? Write to me privately if
you wish. I'll send you my new addy. I think of you often, trill.
haven't been here much. Another frustration. jane
"trill" <tri...@juno.com> wrote in message news:<3c9ea180$0$501$45be...@newscene.com>...
trill
> Painting is new!
cool. I paint, too. I love it.
> I'm still doing pottery and learning a lot there,
> and getting ready for the sale in May. I sold a lot in November at the
> last sale.
great. I'd like to learn this skill, too.
>Hope to this time as well. there is a new little arts
> centre in a nearby town and they are running small classes in
> different disciplines. I signed up for beginning oil painting lessons
> and am just finishing the ten weeks this week. I really like it! the
> paint mushes around great and you can easily change your minds about
> stuff. Which I do lots! :o) I took my first painting in to have framed
> today. It is a big goldfish, one of those orange and white ones,
> swimming right toward you with its mouth open as fish do. Sounds
> weird, but it is really cool!
It sounds marvelous to me. Great idea. Original, unique angle, interesting
and compelling color combo, and awesomely metaphorical, too.
> The water swirls around just right and
> the fish is just about real! Now I'm started on one from a photo of a
> water lily that I took. there is an amazing shadow on a lily pad of
> the flower.
Wow. You're also a photographer!
>I waited until this week to buy paints as I was hesitant
> to start another hobby. They tend to get away from me. I get all
> frustrated at not having enough time. t'py takes up a lot of time, and
> writing every day to the t.
This I know.
>Sometimes it seems like that is all there
> is time for!
For sure.
> What are you doing these days?
thrpy 9)
>Write to me privately if
> you wish. I'll send you my new addy.
okay. I got it.
> I think of you often, trill.
> haven't been here much. Another frustration. jane
I think of you, too, jane.
trill