we wake up and want to c*t instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish it kinda helps so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
<emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
:(
Well, your not a loser and your not pathetic, but the nail-polish instead of c*ts is a good idea. I've done things like that with my grading pens.
On Nov 12, 7:24 am, scattered <still.scatte...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On Nov 12, 7:15 am, emerging butterfly
> <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > > we wake up and want to c*t > > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > > it kinda helps > > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> :(
> Well, your not a loser and your not pathetic, but the nail-polish > instead of c*ts is a good idea. I've done things like that with my > grading pens.
sorry you have felt bad too.
> Hope you feel better soon
thanks. is first day not feeling totally fogged and drugs and man i wanna c*t! they'd been kinda suppressing those urges i think or something. please please please steven says no
<emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
please please please i need to c*t just a little please????
In article <7m2cihF3g57q...@mid.individual.net>, emerging butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
I think that's better than cutting. Got nail polish remover, too?
Regret it's those words instead of pretty patterns.
<emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
we like you. we think you are smart and work hard hard hard. not loser. not sure what a loser is, really, but a mean word to hurt ppl who already hurt. you have lots of hurts to deal with. you deserve gentle, not more hurt.
<emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > On Nov 12, 5:15 am, emerging butterfly
> <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > > we wake up and want to c*t > > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > > it kinda helps > > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> please please please i need to c*t just a little please????
don't need to. put ice in shoe and put shoe on. or hold ice cubes in each hand. try to breath deep. repeat breathing. get blanket and curl up for comfort. don't need to cut. bang on cushions. or whap cushions or pillows around, hard. whap the wall with them. hard. see if you can make stuffing come out. do till you breathing hard. will release good chemicals and help soothe.
emerging butterfly wrote: > we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
regrets the feelings
umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
On Nov 12, 10:59 pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> wrote:
> emerging butterfly wrote: > > we wake up and want to c*t > > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > > it kinda helps > > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> regrets the feelings
> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then > later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
hee thank you for that valuable info i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with a diff. color of stain :P
<emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > we wake up and want to c*t > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > it kinda helps > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
i have no idea who did this post. i saw the words on my arm later wish they would have posted more who they are and stuff cuz i have no knowledge of em
something kinda funny: i put out kinda a request inside that people inside tell me if they're eating the stuff during the night so lately i'm woken up a couple times during the night with *loud* voice saying: "I'm eating. *I'm* eating. I'm eating cuz i'm hungry and the medication. it's *me*." hee. i still have no idea who the "i" or "me" is, but at least they wake me up loudly to announce that they're eating. :P
Emerging Butterfly wrote: > On Nov 12, 5:15 am, emerging butterfly > <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >> we wake up and want to c*t >> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >> it kinda helps >> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> i have no idea who did this post. > i saw the words on my arm later > wish they would have posted more > who they are and stuff > cuz i have no knowledge of em
> something kinda funny: > i put out kinda a request inside that people inside tell me if they're > eating the stuff during the night > so lately i'm woken up a couple times during the night with *loud* > voice saying: > "I'm eating. *I'm* eating. I'm eating cuz i'm hungry and the > medication. it's *me*." > hee. i still have no idea who the "i" or "me" is, but at least they > wake me up loudly to announce that they're eating. :P
>On Nov 12, 10:59=A0pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >wrote: >> emerging butterfly wrote: >> > we wake up and want to c*t >> > instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >> > it kinda helps >> > so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
>> regrets the feelings
>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
>hee >thank you for that valuable info >i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >a diff. color of stain :P
Hmm, I'm thinking different brands work differently. We used to use marks a lot and it never came off and left a stain. In fact, it wouldn't come off at all unless we used acetone or rubbing alcohol. Soap, water, shampoo, nothing. Plus, marks a lot has a 'cool' smell *wry grin* Some of us really appreciated that :P
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>On Nov 12, 5:15=A0am, emerging butterfly ><emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >> we wake up and want to c*t >> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >> it kinda helps >> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
>i have no idea who did this post. >i saw the words on my arm later >wish they would have posted more >who they are and stuff >cuz i have no knowledge of em
>something kinda funny: >i put out kinda a request inside that people inside tell me if they're >eating the stuff during the night >so lately i'm woken up a couple times during the night with *loud* >voice saying: >"I'm eating. *I'm* eating. I'm eating cuz i'm hungry and the >medication. it's *me*." >hee. i still have no idea who the "i" or "me" is, but at least they >wake me up loudly to announce that they're eating. :P
Great! Maybe ask them to tell you what they ate (have them write it down?) or ask them to eat only certain things (like set up some cheese and crackers or protein or whatever so it's not just random junk food eating)? And I'd suggest you thank whomever for telling you :)
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Emerging Butterfly wrote: > On Nov 12, 10:59 pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> > wrote: >> emerging butterfly wrote: >>> we wake up and want to c*t >>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>> it kinda helps >>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >> regrets the feelings
>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
> hee > thank you for that valuable info > i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with > a diff. color of stain :P
heh... interestingly enough it stained the tub a sort of indigo color. wasn't black.
Emerging Butterfly wrote: > On Nov 12, 5:15 am, emerging butterfly > <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >> we wake up and want to c*t >> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >> it kinda helps >> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> i have no idea who did this post. > i saw the words on my arm later > wish they would have posted more > who they are and stuff > cuz i have no knowledge of em
> something kinda funny: > i put out kinda a request inside that people inside tell me if they're > eating the stuff during the night > so lately i'm woken up a couple times during the night with *loud* > voice saying: > "I'm eating. *I'm* eating. I'm eating cuz i'm hungry and the > medication. it's *me*." > hee. i still have no idea who the "i" or "me" is, but at least they > wake me up loudly to announce that they're eating. :P
heh. is interesting living with other people in your head
jill wrote: > In article <c1ad4234-a906-4e2c-99dd-5a98e2420...@d10g2000yqh.googlegroups.com>, > Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >> On Nov 12, 10:59=A0pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >> wrote: >>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>>> it kinda helps >>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>> regrets the feelings
>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P >> hee >> thank you for that valuable info >> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >> a diff. color of stain :P
> Hmm, I'm thinking different brands work differently. We used to use > marks a lot and it never came off and left a stain. In fact, it > wouldn't come off at all unless we used acetone or rubbing alcohol. > Soap, water, shampoo, nothing. Plus, marks a lot has a 'cool' > smell *wry grin* Some of us really appreciated that :P
> Rainbow Colors (Jill)
sheesh, where were you with this info when I needed it :P
heh, and how weird is it to not feel weird about this stuff
confuzzled wrote: > Emerging Butterfly wrote: >> On Nov 12, 10:59 pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >> wrote: >>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>>> it kinda helps >>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>> regrets the feelings
>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
>> hee >> thank you for that valuable info >> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >> a diff. color of stain :P
> heh... interestingly enough it stained the tub a sort of indigo color. > wasn't black.
> (think we were writing the same words)
*nods* black markers or pair are usually either dark dark purple or dark dark black. sharpies are of the purple variety and apaprently black gel food colouring is the dark dark green kind.
confuzzled wrote: > jill wrote: >> In article >> <c1ad4234-a906-4e2c-99dd-5a98e2420...@d10g2000yqh.googlegroups.com>, >> Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >>> On Nov 12, 10:59=A0pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >>> wrote: >>>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>>>> it kinda helps >>>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>>> regrets the feelings
>>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P >>> hee >>> thank you for that valuable info >>> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >>> a diff. color of stain :P
>> Hmm, I'm thinking different brands work differently. We used to use >> marks a lot and it never came off and left a stain. In fact, it >> wouldn't come off at all unless we used acetone or rubbing alcohol. >> Soap, water, shampoo, nothing. Plus, marks a lot has a 'cool' >> smell *wry grin* Some of us really appreciated that :P
>> Rainbow Colors (Jill)
> sheesh, where were you with this info when I needed it :P
> heh, and how weird is it to not feel weird about this stuff
We have some face wash stuff that is absolute magic for getting sharpie type stains out. No idea why. It's clean & clear makeup removing cleanser and if you leave it sitting on marker or food colouring stains they just go away! Is odd.
Sonata wrote: > confuzzled wrote: >> Emerging Butterfly wrote: >>> On Nov 12, 10:59 pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >>> wrote: >>>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>>>> it kinda helps >>>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>>> regrets the feelings
>>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P
>>> hee >>> thank you for that valuable info >>> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >>> a diff. color of stain :P
>> heh... interestingly enough it stained the tub a sort of indigo color. >> wasn't black.
>> (think we were writing the same words)
> *nods* black markers or pair are usually either dark dark purple or dark > dark black. sharpies are of the purple variety and apaprently black gel > food colouring is the dark dark green kind.
Sonata wrote: > confuzzled wrote: >> jill wrote: >>> In article >>> <c1ad4234-a906-4e2c-99dd-5a98e2420...@d10g2000yqh.googlegroups.com>, >>> Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >>>> On Nov 12, 10:59=A0pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >>>> wrote: >>>>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail >>>>>> polish >>>>>> it kinda helps >>>>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>>>> regrets the feelings
>>>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>>>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P >>>> hee >>>> thank you for that valuable info >>>> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >>>> a diff. color of stain :P
>>> Hmm, I'm thinking different brands work differently. We used to use >>> marks a lot and it never came off and left a stain. In fact, it >>> wouldn't come off at all unless we used acetone or rubbing alcohol. >>> Soap, water, shampoo, nothing. Plus, marks a lot has a 'cool' >>> smell *wry grin* Some of us really appreciated that :P
>>> Rainbow Colors (Jill)
>> sheesh, where were you with this info when I needed it :P
>> heh, and how weird is it to not feel weird about this stuff
> We have some face wash stuff that is absolute magic for getting sharpie > type stains out. No idea why. It's clean & clear makeup removing > cleanser and if you leave it sitting on marker or food colouring stains > they just go away! Is odd.
> In article <e69f13c1-3bc4-4336-b390-3b7660573...@p35g2000yqh.googlegroups.com>, > Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> >On Nov 12, 5:15=A0am, emerging butterfly > ><emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: > >> we wake up and want to c*t > >> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish > >> it kinda helps > >> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down.
> >i have no idea who did this post. > >i saw the words on my arm later > >wish they would have posted more > >who they are and stuff > >cuz i have no knowledge of em
> >something kinda funny: > >i put out kinda a request inside that people inside tell me if they're > >eating the stuff during the night > >so lately i'm woken up a couple times during the night with *loud* > >voice saying: > >"I'm eating. *I'm* eating. I'm eating cuz i'm hungry and the > >medication. it's *me*." > >hee. i still have no idea who the "i" or "me" is, but at least they > >wake me up loudly to announce that they're eating. :P
> Great! Maybe ask them to tell you what they ate (have them write it > down?) or ask them to eat only certain things (like set up some cheese > and crackers or protein or whatever so it's not just random junk food > eating)? And I'd suggest you thank whomever for telling you :)
> Rainbow Colors (Jill) > -- > ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing > we are becoming white light. > j...@tuells.org
confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> wrote: >jill wrote: >> In article <c1ad4234-a906-4e2c-99dd-5a98e2420...@d10g2000yqh.googlegroups.com>, >> Emerging Butterfly <emerging.butter...@hotmail.com> wrote: >>> On Nov 12, 10:59=A0pm, confuzzled <nospamsometimesknownas...@gmail.com> >>> wrote: >>>> emerging butterfly wrote: >>>>> we wake up and want to c*t >>>>> instead for right now we writing things on selves with red nail polish >>>>> it kinda helps >>>>> so far we have "loser" and "pathetic" written down. >>>> regrets the feelings
>>>> umm... hoping you won't take offense at the slight tangent....
>>>> if you write all over yourself with black permanent marker and then >>>> later take a bath it leaves a stain in the tub :P >>> hee >>> thank you for that valuable info >>> i'm guessing a red marker would do the same -- but well obviously with >>> a diff. color of stain :P
>> Hmm, I'm thinking different brands work differently. We used to use >> marks a lot and it never came off and left a stain. In fact, it >> wouldn't come off at all unless we used acetone or rubbing alcohol. >> Soap, water, shampoo, nothing. Plus, marks a lot has a 'cool' >> smell *wry grin* Some of us really appreciated that :P
>> Rainbow Colors (Jill)
>sheesh, where were you with this info when I needed it :P
>heh, and how weird is it to not feel weird about this stuff
I never thought about different brands or I would have spoken up. I think it's better to feel not weird about markers than sh*rps! Imagine what it's like to be in a group where people talk about that and feel ok doing so.
Markers are just like temporary tattoos. It's just the internal meaning that is different.
Yesterday fritz and kidlette went to get annual pictures taken. As we walked in kidlette said 'I better go wash my arm off'. She had written a NOVEL on her hand/arm!!!! Something about taking notes. SHEESH! Of course it wasn't a washable marker :P She kept saying 'but it wasn't a sharpie' like that guaranteed it would just wash off. We showed the photographer and told her to make sure kidlette's hand was covering the stain as much as possible.
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