Stupid poem

[Confused]

Schools over once more. I sit thinking, what went wrong today?

The answer's always the same, what went right today?

Should I end it now? I already know the answer.

One cut, two cut, three cut four, one more I might make it to the
white door.

Making myself suffer in the pain I deserve.

Aimlessly crying into my new wound. The knife doesn't work.

Feeling guilty, time for a walk. Here comes my auntie.

Sitting in the car, riding through Leeds. Why must that bus turn?

Imagining what would happen if this bridge collapsed. That bus would
indicate towards the passenger seat.

Lara wouldn't care. She never has. She never knew. Would she even
notice if I

was dead.

In totally different worlds. Our hearts on different wavelengths.

Lara.

The only thing to come out of a life dedicated to school.

Fate makes it through the traffic, back home.

The car stops, back home.

The torment starts again. Might as well end it now.

But I won't. Back to the bedroom. The knife sharp as ever.

The torment starts again.

[Peter Clarke]

"Confused" <denrede...@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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Hi ,
To put your thoughts into a poem is never a stupid Idea and Never
produces a stupid poem . Lets change the way you look at a poem , its like
art .Take art in the form of a painting , an abstract picture formed out of
blobs of paint in different colours placed onto the canvas and directed by
the mood swings of the artist its art to many and to the artist himself ,
it could be a master piece . Then take a self portrait , painted with
delicate brush strokes giving a photo likeness of the artist himself . But
what picture represents the true artist ? .
Stay safe Peter .