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ChrisC
Oct 27, 2009, 9:47:16 AM10/27/09
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Let me give you some background about myself. I'm from the UK, and I
was... well still am married to a South African lady called Natasha.
We have two children together both are 2 and 5 years old. They are
still in South Africa and it is this thats the source of so much pain.
What happened is that we lived in the UK for sometime, then we went to
South Africa to live. And then I after 2 and half years there. I broke
down. Had a depession and psychotic episode. This broke up my marridge
and ended up with me returning home to the UK. I live with my parents
and it's hell.
was... well still am married to a South African lady called Natasha.
We have two children together both are 2 and 5 years old. They are
still in South Africa and it is this thats the source of so much pain.
What happened is that we lived in the UK for sometime, then we went to
South Africa to live. And then I after 2 and half years there. I broke
down. Had a depession and psychotic episode. This broke up my marridge
and ended up with me returning home to the UK. I live with my parents
and it's hell.
So now it's been a year and a bit. I so miss my kids. I have been
through so many anti depressants I can't count them, they work for
awhile then stop. I'm currently at work and feeling so down, I feel
like walking out. I'm not sure what to do, how can I improve my mental
health. I just want this suffering to end. Sometimes and I know I
should not, I take Codeine to help me feel a bit of relief from the
constant darknes.
Sometimes I wonder if I should be done with it and end it all, but I
can see my Jessica's face saying don't go daddy.
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noauth
Oct 27, 2009, 5:16:13 PM10/27/09
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ChrisC <chri...@googlemail.com> wrote:
> I'm from the UK, and I was married to a South African
> lady ... we went to South Africa to live. And then after
> 2 and half years there... I broke down. Had a depession
> and psychotic episode. This broke up my marriage and
> ended up with me returning home to the UK. I live with
> my parents and it's hell.
> I'm from the UK, and I was married to a South African
> lady ... we went to South Africa to live. And then after
> 2 and half years there... I broke down. Had a depession
> and psychotic episode. This broke up my marriage and
> ended up with me returning home to the UK. I live with
> my parents and it's hell.
go get laid.
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