cooljoebay
12-10-2003, 10:27 AM
Hi,
After 31 years of struggling through life, still with nothing, I am
starting on Lithium Orotate tomorrow. The only real info I see is on
the net, mostly being sold or testified. Not really any info on any
real credible sites that I can find, so I must take the word of the
testimonials.
I haven't been on any Bi-Polar drugs(my condition). Prozac and similar
drugs I have taken in the past all with side effects. I am finally at
the lowest point in my life now. I have been married for 8 years and
she is struggling with my 'problem'. I cannot be there emotionally for
our 3 year old daughter. It's hard to see past yourself when your
'sick' all of the time. I am siiting here writing because ,well, I have
been sitting here for 3 months now. Isolated. Staying indoors. Haven't
seen my family for 3 months. The only world is here and my occasional
visit to the doctor(shrink) who by the way has never heard of Lithium
Orotate. I am not suprised since it isn't a popular drug tossed around
the clinics like the 'other' lithium. I am sure the docs would rather
push the prescriptions to help keep their budget balanced. So, I am
assuming that Orotate just may be worth more than it gets credit for.
We shall see. Maybe someone will read this, maybe not. I am use to
looking outside of myself at others as if I am invisible anyway. There
are so many diferent sides to me. One day I am on a high, euphoria. I
can do anything. This is how I obtained all the many skills I have. I
have wanted to become so many things. An actor was my biggest dream. I
would move to Hollywood...you know the rest. I am very good at being a
musician, recording, woodworking, painting, drafting, computer
genius(really), great cook, handy at fixing anything including auto
engines. All these skills and no job and no life. When I am down I am
really down. Don't care about anything. Consequences aren't my problem.
So what if the bills don't get paid and the roof falls in. I can't care
anymore, it's too painful and it does not motivate me. That's how it is
at the other end of the spectrum for me. Up and down.....up and down.
Confusion. Second guessing. No more decision making. No more trying.
After so many attempts at keeping jobs for so many years it's time to
stop trying and hit that low point. Maybe things will be clearer.
Suicide isn't an option, i have been through that thinking process
before. Apparently I love my wife too much to leave her, and maybe I
also love GOD and Jesus enough to want to be in heaven someday. This is
true but prayers and reading the good book doesn't help a problem like
mine. I have had small doses of fame, fortune, respect, care, love.
But, not enough to make me a full person with an identity. At least now
I know why I beat up my brothers as a kid. Now I know why I attended
school 50% of the time, why I fought the courts over attendance and
over my fears. Life without any guidance or love, hugs, kisses,
girlfriends, dates, proms, dances, cruising. Just one house, one room,
and many hours of sleep and t.v. I don't dwell on my past anymore since
I understand the reason more clearly now. It's time to look ahead and
see what gives.
If this product works for me than it is a miracle pill because spending
that $14.00 was alot to ask for someone like me. I am amzed at how
people have these kinds of problems but still have money. If I had a
million dollars in the bank, I would be smiling all the time because I
never did blow my money, I saved it. People like me never see that kind
of money I guess. Hmm, it's 5:22 am and time to goto bed. Good night.
cooljoebay
12-19-2003, 08:12 PM
9 days on the lithium. 2 pills a day so far. It's hard to say if there
are any real changes. I haven't been sitting in the chair as often. I
have had alittle more energy and haven't been as hostile(nagging) to my
wife. Of course it's normal for any bipolar to 'normal' or 'better' for
short periods of time ending by going back 'down' eventually. Only real
time can tell if this really works well. I tried using Fish oil for a
couple of days. Talk about upset stomach and feeling 'oily' on the
inside. I think this did more harm than good so I stopped. The longest
'high' I ever had was my 3month diet and exercise experience. I was a
dedicated 5 meal-a-day health freak. I did the impossible and put in
applications for work at that time. After the whole experience I
realized that it takes more than medication. A person needs therapy, as
well, to reverse psychological traits that develop long term. I am so
used to living the way I have my whole life that it would take
'training' to go another direction. hmm.
cooljoebay
12-27-2003, 01:20 AM
Dec 26....still in a better mood..have been doing things I normally
have to be reminded to do...still sleeping a little late but not as
bad. Thinking of switching dose to 3 pills a day instead of 2.
MorphGrrl
Morph Grrl
12-30-2003, 02:17 AM
On Fri, 19 Dec 2003 14:12:22 -0600,
Tell me about it. I am realizing just how much work I still need to do
on myself. Sometimes it feels as if it takes forever to get to where I
want to be But then I remember that it takes some time to undo bad
habits.
MorphGrrl
Morph Grrl
12-30-2003, 02:19 AM
On Fri, 26 Dec 2003 19:20:41 -0600, "cooljoebay"
<coolj...@yahoo.com> wrote:
>Dec 26....still in a better mood..have been doing things I normally
have to be reminded to do...still sleeping a little late but not as
bad. Thinking of switching dose to 3 pills a day instead of 2.
I hope it continues to work for you.
Best wishes.
MorphGrrl
Sojourner
12-30-2003, 05:06 PM
Morph Grrl wrote:
> On Wed, 10 Dec 2003 17:38:33 -0600, Sojourner
> <sojourner!SEVEN!@cox.net> wrote:
>
>>cooljoebay wrote:
>>
>>> Hi,
>>>
>>> After 31 years of struggling through life, still with nothing, I
am
>>> starting on Lithium Orotate tomorrow. The only real info I see is
on the
>>> net, mostly being sold or testified. Not really any info on any
real
>>> credible sites that I can find, so I must take the word of the
>>> testimonials.
>>>
>>
>>I have been taking it in low doses. Nothing significant, but there
has
>>been som much going on with me that its really hard to judge.
>>
>>I'm "hoping" to take myself off stimulants in the coming months and I
may
>>work in a LO regimin and experiment with it. I hear it could help
ADD-nons
>>which is what I am.
>>
>>Anyway, good luck.
>
> I would think it could help you only if you have bipolar in some way
> shape or form along with it.
>
>
>
> MorphGrrl
I know that's what the regular lithium is used for. I had a message
though a
few months back where they had an ADD-non that they supposedly "cured"
by
using it.
I have some, but with all the "other stuff" I've been finding out about
me,
its sort of on a backburner right now.
--
Sojo
SEVEN.2.7.2.reply.
ASCII stupid question.
Get a stupid ANSI
angelmourning
02-25-2004, 07:32 PM
How are you doing now cooljoebay? You haven't posted anything since
last year. Is the Lithium Orotate working for you now??
I just wondered because when I read your first letter on this it
reminded me of myself. I have started to take this Lithium Orotate for
about four days now. I am taking 4 a day, I intend on lowing my dose to
3 in about 8 days.
Let me know how your doing. I hope you are doing well.
ANg
angelmourning
02-25-2004, 07:32 PM
How are you doing now cooljoebay? You haven't posted anything since
last year. Is the Lithium Orotate working for you now??
I just wondered because when I read your first letter on this it
reminded me of myself. I have started to take this Lithium Orotate for
about four days now. I am taking 4 a day, I intend on lowing my dose to
3 in about 8 days.
Let me know how your doing. I hope you are doing well.
ANg
--
cooljoebay
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