From: ssch...@infinet.com Sara Schwartz
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Subject: My Master Holds The Ropes Just So (poem)
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My Master holds the rope just so.
He knows me. Knows my moods. Knows the fear behind my eyes, both real and
imagined.
Those eyes widen as he gently lays the rope down, as he carefully,
methodically, systematically, lays the toys down on the bed.
Soft moans escape from behind gagged lips. I have been told to watch.
To see each and know that soon each will touch me.
He looks up briefly as he lays each down on the bed. Checking reactions.
Watching.
The short whip. A sigh.
The deerskin. The suede.
The small braided thong, the one that stings. A short moan.
The horsehair that stings but never marks.
The canes. The paddles. A pause.
I wait, knowing.
The small velvet bag that holds clamps. Clamps too severe for my breasts,
yet applied anyway.
A gasp. And then his smile.
He knows me. He knows I will take the pain to please him. He knows the
sacrifice I make to his Gods of Pain. He sees the torment in my eyes. The
desire to please. The love. The fear of the pain.
My Master holds the rope just so.
Through his fingers, around my wrists, making delicate rings softer than
steel. Stronger than steel. One on each wrist, a gentle bracelet that is
soon pulled tight, stretched to the bedposts and wrapped tightly. One on
each ankle. No matter how I tighten my muscles as he wraps the rope, still
it is perfectly tight. The circulation moves.
The ankle does not.
I lie face-up on the bed, my body a perfect X. Face up. Oh, Goddess, he's
going to whip my breasts.
But first, two small wooden clothespins bob before my eyes. I turn my
head, remember I am instructed to watch, turn back. The clothespins bite
the delicate flesh of each nipple. Grasp. Sting. Burn. He waits.
My Master knows me. Knows he can whip me, clothespins and all. Knows the
pain, where it will hurt the most, what I can and cannot take.
He waits.
The burning increases as the pins are removed. Ah, he will not whip me
with clothespins in place. But the moment when I was unsure, when the
blood pounded in my temples and the fear covered me like a shroud, then he
watched my eyes.
The whip falls. Which one is it now? I cannot turn my head to see which he
reaches for. But I know them all. I arch my back, try to stay still.
My Master knows me. Knows I will hold position as long as possible, before
the pain forces me to writhe, to turn, to try in vain to shield my
breasts. Knows the moment when I can no longer stay still. And precisely
then, says gently, "Don't move."
My Master holds the rope just so. Gently tugging at the knots, to release
arms and legs from bondage. Gently unwraps each wrist, each ankle. Rubs
each, and kisses the places where the rope has left its mark. The gag is
removed. I swallow.
"Kneel."
I crouch on the bed, head down, ass up, as he mounts the bed behind me.
His hands caress my ass softly, then spank sharply. Slowly, quickly, his
hand falls upon my ass. I wait for the moment, the pain/pleasure as he
will enter me. But not yet. First a gentle tapping, soft touch, as he
marks the place the cane will fall. I brace myself, plead with myself to
hold position, knowing each stroke brings a fire hotter than any flame.
Five strokes. Six. I have not moved. As the pain from each begins to
subside, a soft, half-sob. "Thank you, Master."
Eight. Nine. My knees give out, and I fall to the bed, sobbing. But
immediately back on my knees again. "Thank you, Master."
Ten. I am aware of nothing, save the pain. And his voice, as I am
commanded to orgasm, not from stimulation, not from his fingers or his
cock, but from pain alone. My body responds without hesitation. My
pleasure is screamed out for his pleasure.
Later, I will feel his cock inside me. I will feel the force as he thrusts
deep into me, bruising the tender flesh with his strength. Later I will
come, and come, and come, but only by his command. Later, we will lie
back, exhausted, as he cradles me in his arms, strokes me gently, whispers
in my ear.
But not yet.
Now he rises from the bed, returns to the toys so carefully laid out before
me.
My Master holds the rope just so.
<END>
From: ssch...@infinet.com
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Re: What is power? (was Re: Power Imbalance v. Power Exchange)
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In article <3gv6bm$4...@crl9.crl.com>, ver...@crl.com (Janet W. Hardy) wrote:
> Quick straw poll here: How many people have ever felt totally,
> completely safe during any S/M scene -- safeword or no, light or heavy,
> D/S or sensation-only?
Verdant:
I hate to muddle the semantics further, but... safe? You mean safe that my
Master won't break my leg or suffocate me to the point of death in a scene?
100%. Period. I know my Master would never cause tha kind of damage.
Safe, as in not getting hurt, or not getting hurt MORE thn I'd LIKE to accept?
Certianly not 100%. Mastercat is always pushing limits, and pushing me to
the edge or slightly farther.
But safe in terms of not getting killed or left in bondage to die alone?
Absolutely 100%. And not only with my own Master, but I feel equally safe
with those other Dom(mes) he has had me play with. Perrrfect
<END>
From: ssch...@infinet.com
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Re: Sex slave looking for couple in D.C.
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In article <3iajlv$1...@news.cc.geneseo.edu>, (Mindy and Aaron Proietti) wrote:
> Hello Tim. My name is Mindy and I am 23 years old. My husband Aaron and I
> just got married and we are looking for some new excitement in the bedroom. We
> are very interested in your offer, and we would like to get to know you (all of
> you) better. Please write back with a full (and true) description of yourself.
> Hope to hear from you soon. Mindy and Aaron
Mindy:
If you're in Washington, you should join The Power Exchange. It's a local
BBS that's exclusively for SM folks. They're some of the best folks
around. We've met many of the people from the Board personally, and at the
parties they hold. I highly recommend it!
Sara
PS. Sorry to post this publicly. I couldn't respond to you via e-mail from
your address.
--
It never rains under my umbrella
Pete Townshend
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From: ssch...@infinet.com
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Fist Fucking
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By the way... Elbow Grease IS WATER SOLUABLE.
Says so right on the label.
We've found for MANY things, it is "wetter" and slicker than KY.
Your mileage may, of course, vary.
Perrrfect
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It never rains under my umbrella
~~End~~
From: ssch...@infinet.com
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Re: Fist fucking (1)
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In article <3hg9a1$i...@newsbf02.news.aol.com>, lant...@aol.com
(L Antoniou) wrote:
> Perhaps you should read the messages before responding. If you read all
> of mine, you will see that eventually I do suggest the "duck" position -
> all fingers together. What I (and Elf) was responding to was the
> suggestion that one *begin* fisting in that position. Of course, you go
> on to say *exactly that*.
>
In fact, Laura, I did NOT say you should begin in the "duck" position. I
just stated that it was the eventual position to achieve.
I'm sorry if I did not make that clear in my post. I *did* state that fist
fucking was not something I had done very often, and merely wanted to
impart my own (limited) experience.
--
It never rains under my umbrella
Pete Townshend
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From: ssch...@infinet.com
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Subject: GREAT NEWS!!!
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For those of you who weren't aware of it, SandMUtopia Guardian was on the
block. It looked like we were going to lose it for good.
However:
The Utopian Network (Adam Selene/Adam's Whips) has purchased it!
We've been talking to Gerry this weekend at Anything for Love here in
Columbus (Gerry = Jillian), and she says they have great plans for it!
It will be a quarterly at first, while they get the "hang" of publishing.
NO fiction, just informational articles, photographs, etc.
Lets cross fingers and wish them good luck!
Perrrfect
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It never rains under my umbrella
Pete Townshend
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From: ssch...@infinet.com (Sara aka Perrrfect)
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Re: What makes someone li
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In article <3hcclp$j...@news.cerf.net>, eigh...@cyberverse.com (Eightmeg) wrote:
> jmi...@juris.com wrote:
>
>
> : My point about most people being abused was merely a comment....it had
> : no point to make other than to inquire...
>
> My Domina and I have wondered the same thing. My experience is
> that I went to a BBS meeting for a small city and a large portion of the
> people there were, to my dismay, a very unbalanced, retarded looking
> abused lot. I sort of expected the people at an S&M club to be like
> that. But when I went to the S&M club, the people (generally) looked
> normal, bright, intelligent, balanced and attractive!
>
What small city? Those of us who live in small cities and who practise D&M
don't think of ourselves as unbalanced or retarded at all.
I believe a SERIOUS apology is needed here. This is a truly offensive post
to me, at least.
Perrrfect
--
"It never rains under my umbrella."
Pete Townshend
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From: ssch...@infinet.com
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Subject: Re: BBS situation for comment
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In article <3h0ra3$5...@tpe.ncm.com>, gri...@tpe.ncm.com (Bob Grimes) wrote:
>
> The Power Exchange also has a dungeon avialable for members, but
> consenuality is not a problem. A submissive must accept a collar
> <thus consensuality> before the Dom who offered the collar can use
> that command and all other D/s commands.
>
Just to add a brief .02 here, not only is consensuality the basis for the
Dungeon on TPE, but the quality of the members also aids here. Just once,
I was addressed by a new member as "slut." Before I could even TYPE a
response, four other people on the Board had called this person (gently)
to task. I was impressed.
Perrrfect
--
Go ahead, take the moral high ground. All that divine backlighting makes an
excellent target.
~~End~~
From: ssch...@infinet.com (Sara aka Perrrfect)
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Subject: Re: What's in a gag?
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In article <3gl7t9$6a...@usenetp1.news.prodigy.com>, PEG...@prodigy.com
(Steven Phillips) wrote:
> My wife wants to top her very truculant husband but need help in the
> gagging. Any good sugestions will be used. Our attempts seem to always
> fail.
There are a number of household items that make excellent gags. A small
piece of sponge wrapped in a bandana and then knotted. A "whiffle" golf
ball (practise ball) with a piece of cloth through it. A pair of panties,
or pantyhose.
What specific problems are you encountering?
Perrrfect
--
~~End~~
From: ssch...@infinet.com (Sara aka Perrrfect)
Newsgroups: alt.sex.bondage
Subject: Re: YKINOKism revisited (was: Bigotry and Hatred. . .)
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In article <233416Z...@anon.penet.fi>, an12...@anon.penet.fi
(Laurelie) wrote:
> 1. If you can say that the kinks of murder, rape, non-consensual
> abuse are not ok (and there are people with these kinks!), then
> you too, believe that all kinks are not created equal.
>
My only problem with an otherwise excellent, well-written, and beautifully
punctuated post is this. Murder is a KINK? Perhaps I need a definition here
of kink.
Granted, the dictionaries may not be too much help here, but the Webster's
9th defines it (in our context) as "2. a mental or physical peculiarity:
eccentricity, quirk, whim, 3. a clever unusual way of doing something"
I'm just not certain I can view murderers and rapsist as merely people with
different kinks than mine.
Can we get a good definition, Laurelie?
Thanks!
~~End~~
Sara "The Fist" Salzman is really into torture isn't she!?
Tavish
Sara "The Fist" Salzman: Quintessential homeliness in the flesh:
http://www.westword.com/issues/11209/2/image.gif <Sitting and authoring S&M<
Everyone just look at the size of those hands and wrist! Sara must be a real
power fister!
http://www.westword.com/issues/11209/4/image.gif <Standing Medusa look<
Looks like your face has been fisted too many times too!
Has "THE MASTER" given you too many beatings or have you
stayed too long under his electric fan turned whipping machine
too long?
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Subject: Is Sara "The Whipped" Salzman Still Being Whipped by Her Husband's
Electric Whipping Machine?
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In article <9ti42055o5h7ktuss...@4ax.com>,
"Hank Kimball (County Agent)" <hank_k...@GreenAcresRFD12.net>
wrote:
Thus spoke Scott Bradbury:
"Personal attack is all your kind has."
Lies and smear is all you have which is a sure sign that YOU are the
one who is
the loser!
- --To those people who can only hurl obese or fat insults I offer the
$10,000.00 Challenge for Edeikenites Who Won't Admit Yale Lied!
- -and-
NOW GO FIST YOURSELF YOU FAT SLOB!!!!
It is your kind who are the laughoing staocks
"My name is not Bradshit you god damned cock sucker!"
"My name is not Bradshit you hooked nosed kike"
"Now go fist yourself hook nose"
"Why don't you ever accept my challenge you dick licker?"
Why won't you accept my challenge you dick nibbler?
Drop dead you Jew Kike bastard! Take the chalenge you big mouth hook
nose
Didn't you mean Her Fatness as in your lard assed wife?
He's not a 'groid- he's a hook nosed kike!
Why don't you accept my challenge you filthy hook nosed kike bastard?
you stupid Jewish bitch!
My name is not Bradshit you god damned cock sucker!
For the sake of speculation- say that this piece of hog fat was alive
when the nazis were allegedly making soap and candles from Jews--
what do you think the nazis would get from this sow and her fat
globules?
NOW GO FIOST YOURSELF YOU FILTHY WHORE!
Now go fist yourself or engage in some of that "safe torture" posted
about before you perverted lying filthy whore!
Is your obesity why you have to stoop to fisting yourself because a
normal male can't copulate with you- YOUR FATNESS? BTW you still
haven't told us which body orifice it is that you fist and judging by
the size of your hands you must have one big as*hole and/or pu*sy! Do
you switch fist and do both orifices at the same time? Tell us all
fister!
Now go fist yurself!
Eat shit you dirty kike bastard!
I will call a fat lying bitch like you anything I please anytime I
want!
Now go fist yourself you fat pathetic slob!
You're the one whining Miss Piggy! Now go fist your gaping crack!
Eat shit, choke on it, and die you SoB (Son of Belial)
Care to elaborate you perjurious fat pig slob fister?
BTW I am a male therefore I am not a queen but to a dick lick like
you-
Now go fist yourself you fat slob!
I am not a lard ass you peter eater BUT your wife certainly is!
Looks like you're having a major meltdown you fat pathetic slob!
Heed your own advice you cock succker!
Now go fist yourself you fat evil lying pig.
My name isn't blubberbury you filth!
You don't know what I did you fat disgusting lying piece of pig shit!
Now that I told you filth "what it be" you can waddle off to your
mire Sara and
fist yourself you dirty pig!!
Drop dead you lying kike!
My name is not fatboy you Child of the Devil!
Can't refute what I post so you insult me- how Pharisee like of you!
Been answered numerous times you stupid cock sucker!
My name is not fatboy you krema klinker!
Now go fist yourself you piece of filth!
Now go fist yourself and get Sara "The Fist" salzman to teach you
how!
DROP DEAD YOU DIRTY PIG!!
I don't have to prove anything you dick lick.
REPORT ME YOU FATHER SUCKER!! I ENGAGED IN NO FRUD
NOW DROP DEAD YOU LYING YID!
WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME YOU ANTI-CHRIST?
YOU FILTH HAVE ONLT RECEIVED WHAT YOU HAVE DESERVED THROUGHOUT
HISTORY!! YOU GET NO SYMPATHY FROM ME!!!
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-My name is not "Fatbury Scumbag" you stupid lying Jew bastard. Name call
is all a pathetic loser like you has! You have yet to prove me wrong
you dirty filthy lying Jew bastard!
-I don't rely on personal attacks as my means of posting and
the bulk of my posts prove so! You can't discern the difference.
BTW my name is not Fatboy you stupid kike.
--Scott Bradbury, who completely misses the irony of the above
Nah, "Gilbert Bates" suits you much better, Master Bates.
wrote in message news:9ti42055o5h7ktuss...@4ax.com...
> Thus spoke Sara "The Fist" Salzman aka Sara Schwartz:
Even if it were true, it says more about you than it does her that you have
to pretend this discredits her factual postings in any way.
LUUUUUZER!
Susan
>Thus spoke Scott Bradbury:
Yet you are the nut who accused me of being afflicted with Obsessive Compulsive
Disorder! How many more times are you going to post the same one sided and out
of context slurs!?
http://mentalhelp.net/poc/center_index.php?id=6
(Link active February 5, 2004)
The thoughts and behaviors a person with OCD has are senseless,
repetitive, distressing, and sometimes harmful, but they are also difficult to
overcome.
OCD is more common than schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or panic
disorder, according to the National Institute of Mental Health.
OCD is likely the cause of a number of intertwined and complex factors
which include genetics, biology, personality development... <END>
<<Everyone tale note of GENETICS and how ironic Sara Salzman gave birth to two
children with mental developmental problems!!>>
Sara, you truly prove you have mental problems in addition to your personality
disorders because of your S&M Torture lifestyle!
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Subject: THUS SPOKE SARA SALZMAN
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Date: 5 Feb 2004 13:55:58 GMT
In article <mpl520pp6a2enoa50...@4ax.com>,
"Hank Kimball (County Agent)" <hank_k...@GreenAcresRFD12.net>
wrote:
> On Thu, 05 Feb 2004 07:42:36 -0700,
> <catamont-63D83B...@news-60.giganews.com> Sara Salzman
> <cata...@concentric.net> wrote:
>
> >Thus spoke Scott Bradbury:
>
> Yet you are the nut who accused me of being afflicted with
> Obsessive Compulsive
> Disorder! How many more times are you going to post the same one
> sided and out
> of context slurs!?
>
>
I never accused you of having OCD. I said you were a stark raving
loony.
Sara
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Nah, gilber...@mayfield.net suits you much better, Master Bates.
wrote in message news:mpl520pp6a2enoa50...@4ax.com...
> On Thu, 05 Feb 2004 07:42:36 -0700,
> <catamont-63D83B...@news-60.giganews.com> Sara Salzman
> <cata...@concentric.net> wrote:
>
> >Thus spoke Scott Bradbury:
>
> Yet you are the nut who accused me of being afflicted with Obsessive
Compulsive
> Disorder! How many more times are you going to post the same one sided and
out
> of context slurs!?
Look what's talking.
As with all bigots, a colossal hypocrite.
[snip rest of crap]
Susan