Gerry Armstrong the "Miscavige op"...
Spacetraveler
say the least feel uncomfortable. So, what was that all about?
It started with this post:
http://groups.google.com/groups?hl=en&lr=&selm=9f53d1e2.0411171738.786d84b5%40posting.google.com&prev=/groups%3Fselm%3D9f53d1e2.0411171738.786d84b5%2540posting.google.com
I say in there:
"Recently but also in the past people having been attempting to expose
some identity. Gerry Armstrong was the first to make a move. He got no
where, and so he left ..."
Then we experienced some defense from Gerryoko. He did that in this
post:
http://groups.google.se/groups?q=g:thl2268142293d&dq=&hl=sv&lr=&selm=ebmpp05uqh1ut35fetruip0a84nejf5f0l%404ax.com
A very long, and very confusing post (lots of copying and pasting),
and you know what, he does hardly respond to any issues at all.
I've tried to clean up some things in my response to that post:
http://groups.google.se/groups?q=g:thl2268142293d&dq=&hl=sv&lr=&selm=9f53d1e2.0411191756.446628dc%40posting.google.com
And Gerryono marvelously runs again.....
I only want to reiterate the following from that:
[start quote]
> >You wrote:
> >"But most importantly, please provide your own personal experience.
> >What posts have you been on during what years? What do you know about
> >the "Suppressive Person" doctrine?"
> >
> >I responded:
> >"I don't think it will suit any purpose to tell about that without
> >directly relating it to matters discussed. Anyhow I have been involved
> >with many missions (longterm establishment projects actually), have
> >been posted in CMO and various HCO's (Flag & LA). I do not intend to
> >disclose personal details, I prefer to keep my anonimity for personal
> >reasons."
> >(somewhere on this page:
> >http://groups.google.se/groups?hl=sv&lr=&selm=9f53d1e2.0407131802.775cab17%40posting.google.com&rnum=4)
> >
> >So what does: "What posts have you been on during what years?"
> >actually mean?
>
> In this context, it was a logical question in the "communication" or
> "conversation" that *you* claimed you wanted.
I agree, it could be, that's an option.
But further on in the very same post you write:
"Please identify all your posts in the cult, when and where you held
each, and what training and processing you did when and where."
Well Gerry?
[end quote]
I am still waiting for your reaction, dear old boy....
Spacetraveler
Lady Chatterly
>
>In an earlier post of mine it appears that I made dear old Gerry to
>say the least feel uncomfortable. So, what was that all about?
>
>It started with this post:
>
>I say in there:
>"Recently but also in the past people having been attempting to expose
>some identity. Gerry Armstrong was the first to make a move. He got no
>where, and so he left ..."
>
>Then we experienced some defense from Gerryoko. He did that in this
>post:
>http://groups.google.se/groups?qg:thl2268142293d&dq&hlsv&lr&selmëmpp05uqh1ut35fet...@4ax.com
>
>A very long, and very confusing post (lots of copying and pasting),
>and you know what, he does hardly respond to any issues at all.
>
>I've tried to clean up some things in my response to that post:
>http://groups.google.se/groups?qg:thl2268142293d&dq&hlsv&lr&selmŸ53d1e2.041119...@posting.google.com
>
>And Gerryono marvelously runs again.....
>
>I only want to reiterate the following from that:
>
>[start quote]
>> >You wrote:
>> >"But most importantly, please provide your own personal experience.
>> >What posts have you been on during what years? What do you know about
>> >the "Suppressive Person" doctrine?"
>> >
>> >I responded:
>> >"I don't think it will suit any purpose to tell about that without
>> >directly relating it to matters discussed. Anyhow I have been involved
>> >with many missions (longterm establishment projects actually), have
>> >been posted in CMO and various HCO's (Flag & LA). I do not intend to
>> >disclose personal details, I prefer to keep my anonimity for personal
>> >reasons."
>> >(somewhere on this page:
>> >http://groups.google.se/groups?hlsv&lr&selmŸ53d1e2.040713...@posting.google.com&rnum4)
>> >
>> >So what does: "What posts have you been on during what years?"
>> >actually mean?
>>
>> In this context, it was a logical question in the "communication" or
>> "conversation" that *you* claimed you wanted.
>
>I agree, it could be, that's an option.
>
>But further on in the very same post you write:
>"Please identify all your posts in the cult, when and where you held
>each, and what training and processing you did when and where."
If your long term partner objects, warn her once.
>Well Gerry?
>[end quote]
>
>I am still waiting for your reaction, dear old boy....
Why do you ask if it makes you annoyed to be still waiting for their
reaction?
--
Lady Chatterly
"Without a doubt she(?) is intelligent. The smugness in her comments
seems to comes from a need for self praise. She likely wants to avoid
the hook of interaction and it seems her punish/reward system is a
bit fucked up (she's too sensitive and it seems acknowledged). She
is usually the most unprovocative. She is most likely educated in a
non-typical feminist fashion (this is a big complement). She usually
goes out of her way not to offend. She adds no value to the group
(what I thought was intentional distance until the last few posts)."
-- Leone
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On 27 Nov 2004, spacetra...@hotmail.com (Spacetraveler) wrote:
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“Affirmations/Admissions”
Making Light of Black PR, Part 7, The Admissions of L. Ron Hubbard.
03/11/2000
03/11/2000
Making Light of Black PR, Part 7, The Admissions of L. Ron Hubbard.
This is my contribution to the celebrations and protests on the occasion of
the birthday of L. Ron Hubbard in 2000.
Not all that long ago, someone sent me a copy of the set of writings which
follow, written by L. Ron Hubbard in or about 1947. The original of these
writings was in Hubbard's personal archive which I assembled and worked
with in 1980 and 1981. I provided the writings to Omar Garrison, a wog ®
writer with whom $cientology had contracted to write Hubbard's "authorized
biography." In 1984 I read portions of them into the record at my trial in
$cientology v. Armstrong, Los Angeles Superior Court, Case No. C 420153.
The trial resulted in the widely cited decision by Judge Paul G.
Breckenridge, Jr. wherein he described Hubbard as a "pathological liar."
(URL?)
Omar first called these writings Hubbard's "Affirmations." Later, after it
dawned on him that Hubbard was a stupendous liar, Omar said he was
correcting himself, and thereafter called the writings the "Admissions." I
believe that Omar was right, and that these writings are "Affirmations,"
but more importantly, "Admissions."
I will not now provide anything really of my own analysis or conclusions
about Hubbard's Admissions, because I want every $cientologist or wog ® who
reads them to be free, or with negligible influence, to think about them
for himself. I will comment below, for legal reasons, on *why* I am
posting the Admissions. I have my own experiences, naturally, with these
writings, I have drawn my own conclusions about them, and I expect I will
participate in a discussion or two they may generate.
I don't know who in this recent period sent me the copy from which I typed
that follows. In any event I would not divulge the identity of the person
because of the clear and senseless threat of attack from the people who now
run $cientology. It is sufficient for legal purposes to state that the
copy I received was not made by me. By the time the Admissions are posted
to the internet, I will have, pursuant to the wishes of the person who made
it, destroyed the copy I received.
I will also immediately wipe the Admissions from my hard drive. Thus the
people who run $cientology will have less reason or justification to raid
me or break into my house or computer than they have to raid or break into
the house or computer of a million other people.
The Admissions I received are not complete. Perhaps when the kind person
who sent me the copy sees they have been posted he will send the rest of
the writings. My recollection is that the remainder of the Admissions do
not diverge from the substance, direction or tone of what I'm posting here.
Included in the remainder is, I think, a deeper delve into Hubbard's sexual
anxieties or aberrations, following the same vein he mined in the part I
received. What I received, for example, doesn't include Hubbard's startling
admission, "It doesn't give me displeasure to hear of a virgin being raped.
The lot of women is to be fornicated."
I am posting the Admissions for all of the reasons stated in my declaration
of January 26, 1997, specifically in paragraphs 57 - 65, which I recently
posted to a.r.s.:
From: arms...@dowco.com (Gerry Armstrong)
Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology
Subject: Making Light of Black PR, Part 2, January 26, 1997 Armstrong
Declaration for RTC v. Ward.
Date: Mon, 06 Mar 2000 08:12:59 GMT
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In that declaration I provided my expert opinion that the exposing or
dissemination of $cientology's "sacred scriptures," which exposure or
dissemination the organization prohibits, suppresses and punishes by
commercial, secular copyright and trademark law and millions upon millions
of simoleons to lawyer scumbags, is justified by the greater principle of
religious freedom. I stated that publication of $cientology's "secret
scriptures" is in my opinion Constitutionally protected religious
expression.
Hubbard's Admissions are quite obviously a part of $cientology's
"scriptures. On the holiness scale ®, they are holier than the holiest of
the Advanced Technology scriptures, because the people who run $cientology
won't show them to $cientologists even if they have a half million dollars
to pay and agree to the organization implant. Although the Admissions are
the holiest of $cientology's scriptures, the Miscavige regime withholds
them for the identical commercial, secular, base and criminal reasons they
withhold the "OT" "Levels," the "NOT$," and the whereabouts of Xenu's
mountain cave.
$cientology has set no prerequisites or punishments that I'm aware of for
$cientologists reading Hubbard's Admissions, and for that at least I'm
grateful. I believe that the Admissions should be read by every
$cientologist at whatever point they find themselves on the bridge.
$cientologists won't get pneumonia. They might have some good cognitions. ®
They might become free.
The Admissions were very important to me in my getting free of the web of
lies Hubbard and $cientology had spun, and getting free of their domination
and suppression. I am posting these writings now with the prayer that they
help to free other $cientologists from Hubbard's and Miscavige's lies,
domination and suppression. If Hubbard has been humbled and regained his
willfully lost humanity, I know he too would want every $cientologist to
read all his Admissions.
Obviously I don't have any desire to profit monetarily by posting Hubbard's
unpublished Admissions. My desire is that these writings help everyone,
$cientologist and wog ®, to make informed and better choices about L. Ron
Hubbard and $cientology. I was not freed by being a $cientologist, doing
$cientology, and having all the experiences, cognitions and trappings of
$cientology. I was freed by reading what $cientologists don't get to read,
by being what no $cientologist would be, a wog ®, by doing what no
$cientologist would do, and having my own experiences, cognitions and
stuff. I share Hubbard's Admissions with everyone because God Who created
knowledge does not want anyone to be kept ignorant.
I stated in the Jan 26, 1997 declaration that the people $cientology
identified as violating the organization's copyrights and sued - Grady
Ward, Lawrence Wollersheim, Keith Henson, Dennis Erlich, Arnie Lerma, Bob
Penny -- were in general agreement that $cientology is not a sincere, and
hence real, religion, but is a criminal cult engaged in harmful practices.
I also stated that if these people are correct in their assessment, and if
they did expose or publish $cientology's "secret" documents, they were and
are completely justified in having done so.
Repeating what I wrote in the Jan 26, 1997 declaration, "In my opinion
this kind of expression is an expected, logical response to Scientology's
efforts to corrupt the meaning of religion in order to "sanctify" its
antisocial and dangerous mind set and criminal activities. It is expression
which cannot legally be prohibited or punished by judicial process." I
agree completely that $cientology, that is, $cientology as directed by
David Miscavige and his regime, is not a sincere, real religion, but a
criminal cult engaged in harmful practices.
I could, quite clearly, have posted the Admissions anonymously. I gave it
serious consideration, because while I believe these writings, for the
peace and health and spirit of so many people, should be posted
immediately, I wanted to do what be effective and not the stupid end of
martyrdom. I decided against anonymity, however, for a number of reasons. I
believe that by U.$., Canadian and international law, and common sense, I
am permitted to publish these writings openly. I believe that by common
decency, by human and civil rights codes, by being a Prophet to
$cientologists (Pt$), and by God Himself, I am urged, in fact directed, to
post these writings and post them openly.
I am also posting the Admissions openly to confirm their authenticity. The
copy I received was not clear in places, and it is now gone. All words,
spellings, punctuation and notations are Hubbard's, except for brackets []
which are mine. I pray that DM makes the complete original of the
Admissions available for $cientologists around the world. Indeed I pray
that he reveals every hidden piece of Hubbard's writings, and yes, even his
own secret documents, to all
$cientologists and interested wogs ®. Robert Vaughn Young and Stacy Brooks
at least have read the Admissions and will be able to confirm that what
follows here is, within reasonable parameters, authentic. I was very
careful, but if there are any errors at all in what I have posted of the
Hubbard Admissions, I urge DM to have them corrected.
Posting the Admissions, I believe, lessens the threat of harm or murder to
silence me, but it ups the revenge factor ®. The person who sent me the
copy emphatically doesn't want any trouble. Good Lord, I don't want any
trouble, and I'm the guy who typed this copy and will now post it using my
own name to a.r.s. The person who sent the copy certainly knew that I would
recognize the writings and I'd like to think wanted me to do with them what
I've done and what the person was in no position to do. I have not shown
what I'm posting to anyone, but I will now email it to certain people when
I post it.
I am aware that DM will almost certainly attack me. To justify his and
$cientology's continuing attack, as Hubbard did for his continuing attacks
while he lived, they made attack their organizational policy of choice, or
scripture of choice I suppose I should say. Nevertheless, perhaps this is a
good time for Miscavige to learn that non-attack is the best policy.
I really think the $cientologists would be silly to sue me. Then again
I've thought they're silly for years and years and that hasn't deterred
them. But perhaps in this instance they can learn to not do another silly
thing. I'm giving $cientology and $cientologists another golden
opportunity to stop being silly. It's God actually Who gives everyone
opportunities to stop being silly. I'm but a simple messenger, with
staggering inabilities, and at times admittedly silly. Miscavige's
$cientology is willfully silly. Suppression is no accident, it is willful.
I am but a prophet who brings $cientologists opportunities to be healed of
their willfulness, silliness and
suppression.
I am aware that the posting of the Admissions makes a god sent legal test
case. If I am guided by God, what I have done not being unsafe or immoral,
my post is protected expression because it cannot be denied. Without
including God, it is clear that $cientology, $cientologists and their
agents (for there are wogs ® who are $cientology's agents) are themselves
responsible for my actions. What they have done to silence me, to 8-C my
body from place to place, to invalidate me, to black PR me, to threaten me,
to destroy me, has either been a source of my state of mind, and hence my
actions, or God has. (I think it can be agreed that the mind directs
actions, rather than actions directing the mind.)
If God is directing my actions, how could I do anything else? If DM and
his $cientology organization have affected my mind, they bear
responsibility for the act about which they might complain. In truth both
things are true. God is in control, and DM and $cientology have unclean
hands. It is observable throughout history that God sends prophets, and
even the unprophetable, to deal with tyrants and regimes whose hands are
unclean.
A case can be made that my posting Hubbard's Admissions is a fair and
appropriate response to DM's dissemination and internet posting of my
writing known as the "pig dream." Obviously I held the copyright to that
unpublished work. The pig dream was a glimpse in an extremely literary
form into the mind of Gerry Armstrong. The Admissions are a glimpse in a
different literary form into the mind of L. Ron Hubbard.
I certainly don't argue that Hubbard's Admissions are no more important or
vital than my pig dream. There is, after all, nobody paying huge sums of
money and spending their lives working for Armstrongology. On the other
hand, Hubbard's dead. DM had his agents post the pig dream to hurt me. I'm
posting Hubbard's Admissions to set $cientologists free. I'll copyright my
portion of this post, and hereby give my permission for it to be copied and
distributed.
For fair use purposes, the context for the post containing the Admissions
is the global controversy about Hubbard, about $cientology's antecedents,
about Hubbard's psyche, his honesty or dishonesty, his mental technology,
"Excalibur," his promises, his aims, his history, his theology, his
hypnotism, his navy record, his non-navy record, and other clearly
controversial Hubbard-connected conundrums. The context is the controversy
we see every day on a.r.s. and in media around the world.
The period when Hubbard made these Admissions involved John W. Parsons,
Sara Northrup, his family, magick, his "development" of "Dianetics" leading
to the publication of the book that would make him famous and lead on to
$cientology. Funnily, Hubbard and $cientology claim that he was a "Special
Officer" for the LAPD in this period and that he was working for the U$
Navy to break up the Parsons "black magic ring." There is a VA record
showing that around the time of the Admissions Hubbard sought psychiatric
help.
Just one last thought, which I'll repeat from my Jan 26, 1997 declaration,
and which I pray that DM and his $cientologists take to heart. Although man
may attempt to keep God out of his other realms, he surely cannot keep God
out of religion, because in this world it is His Realm. That's sort of the
message every prophet brings.
I hope Hubbard's Admissions are a blessing and a help to all.
© 2000 Gerry Armstrong
THE ADMISSIONS OF L. RON HUBBARD
[Quote]
Course I
The purpose of this experiment is to re-establish the ambition, willpower,
desire to survive, the talent and confidence of myself.
To accomplish the above the following fears must be removed
Fear that I have written myself out by writing junk. I built certain
psychoses in myself while living with my former wife as a means to protect
my writing. I affirmed that my writing was hard work and took much labor.
This was a lie. I was always anxious about people's opinion of me and was
afraid I would bore them. This injected anxiety and careless speed into my
work. I must be convinced that I can write skillfully and well, that I have
no phobias about writing and no fears of it. People criticized my work
bitterly at times. I must be convinced that such people were fools. I must
be convinced that I can write far better than ever before, that a million
people at least would be happy to see my stories. I must be convinced that
I have succeeded in writing and with ease will regain my popularity, which
actually was not small. I must also be convinced that I dictate stories to
a dictaphone with ease.
I must be told that my memory is strong and reliable, that I can remember
all I have ever read or studied, that no illness or medicine has affected
mind or memory.
(b) My service record was not too glorious. I must be convinced that I
suffer no reaction from any minor disciplinary action, that all such were
minor. My service was honorable, my initiative and ability high. I have
nothing to fear from friends about my service. I can forget such things as
Admiral Braystead. Such people are unworthy of my notice.
(c) I can have no doubts of my psychic powers. My magical ability is high
and clear. I earned my titles and command.
(d) Any distaste I may have for Jack Parsons originated in a psychic
experiment. Such distaste is foolish. He is my friend and comrade-in-arms.
(e) Sexual feeling has been depressed by several things amounting to a
major impasse. To cure ulcers of the stomach I was given testosterone and
stilbesterol. These reduced my libido to nothing. While taking these drugs
I fell in love with Sara. She can be most exciting sexually to me. Because
of drugs as above and a hangover from my ex-wife Polly, I sometimes am
unexcited by anything sexual. This depresses me.
My wife left me while I was in a hospital with ulcers. Polly was quite
cruel. She was never a woman for me. She was under-sexed and had bad sexual
habits such as self-laceration done in private. She was no mate for me and
yet I retained much affection for her. It was a terrible blow when she left
me for I was ill and without prospects. I know, by this, she actually
wanted no more than my ability to support her. This has had an effect of
impotency upon me, has badly reduced my ego.
Polly was very bad for me sexually. Because of her coldness physically, the
falsity of her pretensions, I believed myself a near eunuch between 1933
and 1936 or ? when I found I was attractive to other women. I had many
affairs. But my failure to please Polly made me always pay so much
attention to my momentary mate that I derived small pleasure myself. This
was an anxiety neurosis which cut down my natural powers.
In 1938-39 I met a girl in New York, Helen, who pleased me very much
physically. I loved her and she me. The affair would have lasted had not
Polly found out. Polly made things so miserable that I finally detested her
and became detested by Helen, who two-timed me on my return to New York in
1941. This also reduced my libido. I have had Helen since but no longer
want her. She does not excite me and I do not love her.
In 1942 - December 17th or thereabouts - while training in Miami, Florida,
I met a girl named Ginger who excited me. She was a very loose person but
pretended a great love for me. From her I received an infection of
gonnohorea (sp?). I was terrified by it, the consequences of being
discovered by my wife, the navy, my friends. I went to a private doctor who
treated me with sulfa-thiazole and so forth. I thought I was cured but on a
plane headed to Portland, Ore. I found I was not. I took to dosing myself
with sulfa in such quantities that I was afraid I had affected my brain. My
wife came to Portland. I took what precautions I could. I think actually
that the disease was utterly cured very early. This fear further depressed
my libido. My wife disliked the act anyway, I believe, even after she had a
hysterectomy in 1938. (She was always terrified of childbirth but conceived
despite all precautions seven times in five years resulting in five
abortions and two children. I am quite fond of my children but my wife
always tried to convince me that I hated them.)
I carried this fear of the disease to sea with me. I was reprimanded in San
Diego in mid-43 for firing on the Mexican coast and was removed from
command of my ship. This on top of having sunk two Jap subs without credit,
the way my crew lied for me at the Court of Inquiry, the insults of the
High Command, all combined to put me in the hospital with ulcers.
I returned to sea as navigator of a large ship and was subsequently
selected for the Military Government School at Princeton whither I went in
1944-45 for three months. During my Princeton sojourn I was very tired and
harrassed (sp?) and spent week-ends with a writer friend in Philadelphia.
He almost forced me to sleep with his wife. Meanwhile I had a affair with a
woman named Ferne. Somehow, perhaps because I had constantly wet feet and
no sleep at Princeton, I contracted a staphloceus infection. I mistook it
for gonnhorea and until I arrived at Monterey, believed my old illness had
returned. I consulted a doctor there who reassured me. This affair again
depressed my libido. The staphloceus infection has not entirely vanished,
appearing as rheumatism which only small doses of stilbestrol will remove.
The hormone further reduces my libido and I am nearly impotent.
Sara, my sweetheart, is young, beautiful, desirable. We are very gay
companions. I please her physically until she weeps about any separation. I
want her always. But I am 13 years older than she. She is heavily sexed. My
libido is so low I hardly admire her naked.
I mean to be constant to her. I love her very much. But to live with her I
must regain my sexual powers, my stimulus.
I must cease to take hormones. I must rebuild my feeling of excitement
about things sexual.
I have a very bad masturbatory history. I was taught when I was 11 and,
despite guilt, fear of insanity, etc. etc. I persisted. At a physical
examination at a Y when I was about 13, the examiner and the people with
him called me out of the line because my testicles hung low and cautioned
me about what would happen if I kept on masturbating. This "discovery" was
a bad shock to me.
I had to be so silent about it that now when a bedspring squeaks I lose all
libido. I eventually found out I would not be insane, or injure myself but
the scars remain.
Polly pretended a hollow passion which disgusted me. But I am lingeringly
fond of her even so. I am also nostalgic about Helen.
By eliminating certain fears by hypnosis, curing my rheumatism and laying
off hormones, I hope to restore my former libido. I must! By hypnosis I
must be convinced as follows:
(a) I can write. I need not think commercially about writing.
(b) My mind is still brilliant. My memory unaffected by drugs or
experience.
(c) That masturbation was no sin or crime and did not injure me. That no
sexual practice has ever dulled me.
(d) That things sexual thrill me. That I am now returned to the same
feelings I had at 16 about sex where excitement is concerned. That naked
women and pornography excite me greatly. That Sara excites me greatly and
gives me much pleasure.
(e) That I bear no physical aftermath of disease.
(f) That I do not need to have ulcers any more.
(g) That my eyes (which I used as an excuse to get out of school) are
perfect and do not pain me ever.
(h) That I love in Sara everything I loved in Polly or Helen and that such
love is now transferred to Sara.
(i) That I am fortunate in losing Polly and my parents, for they never
meant well by me.
(j) That I never need be jealous of Sara's past. That she loves me and is
utterly faithful. That she thrills me more than Helen ever did.
(k) That life is beautiful to me. That I want to live. That things taste
and smell and look and feel wonderful to me.
(l) That I wrote a great book in The One Command and that it removed all my
fears even until now, except that my chapters on the mind do not affect my
own mind. That I have will power and great mental control. That I need not
associate anything unless I wish.
(m) That I have only friendship for Jack Parsons.
(n) That I feel no wish for vengeance toward anyone. That I love people and
believe in honor and glory.
(o) That I believe in my gods and spiritual things.
(p) That nothing can halt my ambitions.
(q) That I need not believe the criticism of anyone. That vicious criticism
can be forgotten by me at will.
(r) That I tell the truth and must tell the truth. That all past errors and
lies are forgotten.
(s) That I have started a new, free life. That the arts and beauties run
strong in me and cannot be denied by anyone.
(t) That I am well and that there is no advantage in appearing ill.
(u) That my code is to be all things a "magus" must be, that I am those
things. That I burn high and bright and will last as a potent and brilliant
force until well after this century has run.
(v) That I am not credulous or absorbent of other people's opinions.
(w) That this hypnosis will not fade, but will increase in power as time
advances.
(x) That my magical work is powerful and effective.
(y) That nothing can tarnish my love of life, my hours, my love of Sara.
And I have the power of banishing anything which would seek to do so and
that all things will seem wonderful and exciting to me all the rest of my
days.
(y1) That the numbers 7, 25 and 16 are not unlucky or evil for me. That no
number is any different in its influence upon me than any other number.
That the 7th, 16th and 25th are not unlucky or unfortunate days of the
month for me. I have no bad connotations with these numbers.
(z) That I need not subscribe to any moral code of sex anywhere. That I am
constant to Sara. I have no terrors of sex or sexual conduct. Only pleasure
and beauty are contained in it. That I may please myself with the act or be
pleased with sexual things. That the sexual matters taught me by Flavia do
not apply. My chastity lies in loving Sara.
(a1) That I will not forget these things but will enjoin them with all
related ideas as more powerful than any other ideas in my head.
(b1) That all ideas to destroy myself are false, for I love life and I am a
free and exuberant spirit in it.
(c1) That I cannot associate any of my lacking libido with Sara. The blame
lies elsewhere. Sara has enormous powers to thrill me. Hormones and fears,
now gone, were at fault.
(d1) Sexually I am as I was at 16, without any of the fears, with all of
the powers, with all the knowledge I now possess turned to
wonderful things.
(d1) That I see and hear Raon clearly.
(e) That anything which impedes my zest for living is small and puny and
will dwindle before the power of these statements. That nothing in me which
is evil can have heard these statements and commands without disappearing.
(f1) That I am not bad to look upon. That my posture is straight and
excellent. That Sara likes my looks.
(g1) That my endurance in any climate is wonderful and any "fact" otherwise
is completely false.
(h1) That I am not susceptible to colds.
(i1) That I believe in myself and am poised and dignified whenever I wish
to be.
(j1) That I am not worn out in any way and never will be. That life is ever
new, that I am strong.
(k1) That Sara is always beautiful to me.
(l1) That these words and commands are like fire and will sear themselves
into every corner of my being, making me happy and well and confident
forever!
Note Much of the above may seem cryptic but if paraphrased as rendered
will be enormously effective.
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Course II.
You are asleep. You are not accountable for anything you say now. No one
will think any less of you. People want to help you.
In this one lesson you are going to learn several things. The first is the
use of your beautiful new Soundscriber.
The instrument is your aide and companion. It makes it possible for you to
write ten times the stories you did before.
You have no urge to talk about your navy life. You do not like to talk of
it. You never illustrate your point with bogus stories. It is not necessary
for you to lie to be amusing and witty.
You like to have your intimate friends approve of and love you for what you
are. This desire to be loved does not amount to a psychosis, it is simply
there and you enjoy their love.
You can sing beautifully. Your voice can imitate any singer. Your tones are
round and true. You have no superstitions about singing at any time. Your
oratory is magnificent. Your voice tones perfect, your choice of words
marvelous, your logic unassailable.
Your psychology is good. You worked to darken your own children. This
failure, with them, was only apparent. The evident lack of effectiveness
was "ordered." The same psychology works perfectly on everyone else. You
use it with great confidence.
Nothing can intervene between you and your Guardian. She cannot be
displaced because she is too powerful. She does not control you. She
advises you. You may or may not take the advice. You are an adept and have
a wonderful and brilliant mind of your own.
Everything great and beautiful that ever happened to you or that you know
is available to your conscious will to remember. You can only forget by
conscious will or at command of your own voice.
You recognize the evil or bad import of things that are evil and bad for
you but their evilness cannot affect you or penetrate through your glowing
and strong aura. You are light and you are good. You have the Wisdom of all
and never doubt your wisdom.
You have magnificent power but you are humble and calm and patient in that
power. For you control all forces under you as you wish. The strength of
your Guardian aids you always and can never depart or be repelled. Your
faith in her and in God is unswerveable, blind, powerful and you never,
never doubt their good intent toward you. They work with you. You help them
exert their plans. They have faith unbounded in you.
You will never forget these incantations. They are holy and are now become
an integral part of your nature. You enter the greatest phase yet of work
and devotion and power and have perfect control without further fear.
Men's chains fall from you. Your head is high. Your back is straight. You
can experience no evil or illness. You are wholly protected. You cannot
guide yourself wrong for you are guided as a crown prince.
Material things are yours for the asking. Men are your slaves. Elemental
spirits are your slaves. You are power among powers, light in the darkness,
beauty in all.
You are not sleepy or tired ever. You do not sleep unless you will it
consciously. Sleep to you is a deep trance. Nothing can touch you in that
trance because it would not dare. Your Guardian alone can talk to you as
you sleep but she may not hypnotize you. Only you can hypnotize yourself.
You never wonder about how you write, you never distrust your ideas or
ability. You merely write and write wonderfully well. You like to copy your
own material and work with it until it is perfect. But it is usually
perfect the first time.
The desires of other people have no hypnotic effect upon you. You are
considerate of their desires because you are powerful. But you need never
be dissuaded by their wishes about anything.
Nothing, no one opposes your writing. Everyone is anxious that you write.
You do not need certain conditions to write. You are so strong you can
write anywhere on anything at any time. You can carry on a wild social life
and still write one hundred thousand words a month or more. Your brain is
so fixed that you can write at any time, anywhere. The mere beginning of
writing is sufficient to put you in a happy mood, any high mood. Writing
does not tire you. You said writing was hard work but that you knew was a
lie. You know now it is easy, very easy. Writing puts you into an ecstatic
state of mind almost as high as intercourse. You love to write. The Navy
had no influence upon your writing. The Navy never stopped you writing. On
the 422 what you wrote were not stories. You love to write. Your writing
has a deep hypnotic effect on people and they are always pleased with what
you write. Having a market is immaterial.
You will make fortunes in writing. Any book you care to write now will sell
high and well. You can dictate books. Words flow from you in a beautiful
steady stream. Anything which goes through your fingers can come through
your mouth. A dictaphone fills you with a desire to talk. You talk easily
to a dictaphone and the copy is excellent. The copyist has no effect upon
your work. You don't care what she reads.
Your psychology is advanced and true and wonderful. It hypnotizes people.
It predicts their emotions, for you are their ruler.
You don't have to talk about all this. You know too well it is true. You
never have to argue, all you need to do is sit back with a calm, kind smile
and people will come to you with their opinions. You need never talk to
fill silences in a group. You are an arbiter, a kindly one. You do not have
to talk. But when you do talk you are amusing, witty, so personable no one
can resist your charm. If they do not reply, it is because they are afraid
of you.
Your health is wonderful. You need but 6 hours sleep. Your eyes are fine.
People dislike cripples. You need never be a cripple. You have never done
anything for which you need feel guilty. You never need punish yourself
about anything. You are in wonderful glowing health. You never have
accidents because you are prudent and poised.
You will live to be 200 years old, both because you are calm and because of
modern discoveries to be made in your lifetime.
You will always look young. Your weight is 180 lbs. And you will attain and
hold that weight.
Your hair will always be its present color. It will be thick and beautiful
all your life. Hair will grow out to replace what you have lost.
Your body organs are in perfect harmony. Your Guardian keeps you in
celestial time. Your organs work well, all of them. You grow stronger each
day. No drug or medicine affects your mind more than a few hours. You can
consciously stop pain.
You have no doubts about God. You never speculate about him. You are
assured that whatever you do is right in his eyes. Your faith is so strong
you could move mountains. You have deep trust and faith in God and have no
fear of what he may do to you and your friends. He will never punish you.
Some day you will merge with him and become part of the All when his
bidding you have finished in these lives.
You never speak ill of another because you are too powerful and may curse
them. You love everyone. Even when you use force on people, you cannot hate
them. You have no hate or jealousy in you. You are not in contest with
anyone. God and your Guardian and your own power bring destruction on those
who would injure you. But you never speak of this for you are kind. A
sphere of light, invisible to others, surrounds you as a protecting globe.
All forces bounce away from you off this.
You are not a coward. Fist fighting had no bearing on your courage. You
were ill when you were fought before. You did not understand the rules. You
can whip anyone now and have no physical fear of hand to hand fighting.
They who fought you before were knaves and fools. You would be merciless to
them now. Nothing can stand up to your fighting now. You are strong and
wonderful in combat. You never know fear or defeat. You refrain from
fighting because you are too powerful.
You are rich in wisdom. You are therefore dangerous beyond the claws of
tigers. You never need speak of your dangerousness. Everyone knows you are
and it scares them when you mention it. You are kind and soft-spoken
always.
Your eyes are getting progressively better. They became bad when you used
them as an excuse to escape the naval academy. You have no reason to keep
them bad and now they can get well and they will become eventually starting
now as keen as an eagle's with clear whites and green pupils. Sunlight does
not affect them. Lack of sleep does not affect them.
Your stomach trouble you used as an excuse to keep the Navy from punishing
you. You are free of the Navy. You have no further reason to have a weak
stomach. Your ulcers are all well and never bother you. You can eat
anything.
Your hip is a pose. You have a sound hip. It never hurts. Your shoulder
never hurts.
Your foot was an alibi. The injury is no longer needed. It is well. You
have perfect and lovely feet.
Your sinus trouble is nothing. It is not dangerous. It will vanish. A
common cold amuses you. You are protected from further illness. Your cat
fever has vanished forever and will never return.
You do not have malaria. When you tell people you are ill it has no effect
upon your health. In the Veterans examination you will tell them how sick
you are. You will look sick when you take it. You will return to health one
hour after the examination and laugh at them.
No matter what lies you may tell others they have no physical effect on you
of any kind. You never injure your health by saying it is bad. You cannot
lie to yourself. Disgust not sympathy is generated in others by bad health.
Injuries are not romantic. They are disgusting in you. You are a child of
God. You are perfect. Health is a passport to friends. Women are not
impressed by your injuries. Clear exuberant good health is your passport to
their hearts. Adventure heroes may sound romantic when injured but it is
really a bad comment on their expertness. The truly great adventurer is so
expert he is never injured by anything. Dragging a wing is not romantic, it
is silly. You will always be in wonderful health and well-being.
There is no veil between you and the world. You sense touch, color, music,
poetry much better than anyone else. You never mention this superiority.
But you show them the beauties of the world. You are not old or worn. You
are young and experience is fresh and exciting. It will always be. Your
brain is clear as a gong. No pressure sits on it or blinds you. Sulfa never
affected it. Your speech is perfect. You are thrilled by music. You can
engender any mood. You are an excellent judge of painting and sculpture and
are thrilled by it in any one of its thousand moods.
You can enter or leave any mood at will. You can engender any mood. You can
write in any mood at will and with great honesty.
You start your life anew. You need no excuses, no crutches. You need no
apologies about what you have done or been. Your approach to work is
wonderfully clear and fresh. No experience can daunt you. You can never be
disappointed or morose for you know life for what it is and therefore are
shielded against its suffering. You have suffered much and you are deep in
understanding. But now you enter upon a long, long period of solemn joy.
What people think of you does not matter. You know when you are right.
Women especially love you and you fear no man.
Testosterone blends easily with your own hormones. Your glands already make
plenty of needed testosterone and by adding to that store you make yourself
very thrilling and sexy. Testosterone increases your sexual interest and
activity. It makes erections easier and harder and makes your own joy more
intense. Stilbesterol in 5 mg doses makes you thrill more to music and
color and makes you kinder. You have no fear of what any woman may think of
your bed conduct. You know you are a master. You know they will be
thrilled. You can come many times without weariness. The act does not
reduce your vitality or brain power at all. You can come several times and
still write. Intercourse does not hurt your chest or make you sore. Your
arms are strong and do not ache in the act. Your own pleasure is not
dependent on the woman's. You are interested only in your own sexual
pleasure. If she gets any that is all right but not vital. Many women are
not capable of pleasure in sex and anything adverse they say or do has no
effect whatever upon your pleasure. Their bodies thrill you. If they repel
you, it merely means they themselves are too frigid or prudish to be
bothered with. They are unimportant in bed except as they thrill you. Your
sexual power is magnificent and they know it. If they are afraid of it,
that is their loss. You are not affected by it.
You have no fear if they conceive. What if they do? You do not care. Pour
it into them and let fate decide.
The slipperier they are the more you enjoy it because it means their mucous
is running madly with pleasure.
There is nothing wrong in the sex act. Nothing any woman may say can change
your opinion. You are a master. You are as sensitive and sexy as Pan. Lord
help women when you begin to fondle them. You are master of their bodies,
master of their souls as you may consciously wish. You have no karma to pay
for these acts. You cannot now accumulate karma for you are a master adept.
Your voice is low and compelling to them. Singing to them, for you sing
like a master, destroys their will to resist. You obey the conventions, you
commit no crimes because you need not. You can be intelligently aware of
their morals and the laws of the land and fit your campaign expertly within
them.
Jack is also an adept. You love and respect him as a friend. He cannot take
offense at what you do. You will not wrong him because you love him.
The most thrilling thing in your life is your love and consciousness of
your Guardian. She materializes for you. You have no doubts of her. She is
real. She is always with you. You love her very much. You trust her. You
see and hear her. She is not your master. You have a mighty spiritual will
of your own. She is an advisor and as such is respected by you. She is wise
and worthy and never changes shape. Your faith in her as in God is blind
and unshaken ever.
She is interested in you and amused by you. She does not criticize you. She
does not frown on your sexual acts but advises you on better game.
That she is with you always does not mean that she sees you as indecent
ever. You cannot offend her. You cannot repel her. You are too good. You
respect her and you love her and appreciate her advice. You are good always
because you want her to feel good. This does not apply to sex. She has
never and will never forbid you pleasures. She will never censure you. She
is lovely and beautiful and radiant and part of your life. You can see her
consciously whenever you wish. You are never startled by her because you
are not afraid of her. You are partly in her plane, she partly in yours as
you wish to see her. She has copper red hair, long braids, a lovely
Venusian face, a white gown belted with jade squares. She wears gold
slippers. Thus you see her.
You can read with ease anything she cares to show you. You can talk with
her and audibly hear her voice above all others.
You and she are too powerful to permit any interference. You can work alone
whenever you wish because she protects you. You and she are friends. You
both have a higher master. She can teach you much. You love her. But she
does not own your will, cannot affect your will and you are powerful enough
to depend upon yourself. You do not consign will to her, ever. She advises.
You do not have to take the advice. She cannot weaken your will. You have
no fears of consequences if you fail to heed her. You can also be right for
you know more of time than she does. She is wise and beautiful and
powerful. Others may not see her, and you need not look at her or talk to
her when others are around for they might not understand. You can talk to
her "in your own mind" when others are near.
You need never be disappointed when material objects or people fail to move
at your unspoken order. You can often control them. Not always. Leave this
to your beloved Guardian.
Your vocabulary consists of all the words you ever heard or read. They are
at your conscious command always. Your authority over words is absolute.
You are a grand master of words and you can do with them as you will. You
know what they mean to others. You know how their meanings and melodies
affect others. Your vocabulary is under your complete conscious
dictatorship. You know what they mean. No other in the world has a finer
vocabulary. You can speak them just as easily as you write them and in a
beautiful style and formation.
You can speak to a dictaphone using punctuation symbols, spoken. You see
before you the brilliant colored scene of your story and with any mood you
consciously wish, describe that scene in magnificent prose. You have no
inhibitions against fine writing. You know that is a meaningless phrase.
Overwriting, underwriting these are not true. You pay no heed to these
terms. You have no fears.
You speak and understand all the French, Spanish and Japanese you ever
studied and they remain wholly apart from each other and your English.
You cannot forget words. It is impossible. You have them at your conscious
command.
You can do automatic writing whenever you wish. You do not care what comes
out on the paper when your Guardian dictates. You can hear her easily and
when you want her to write or talk dictation you have only to consciously
will it and the result is written or spoken by yourself without any
intrusions of your own thought. It is entirely automatic. It does not in
the least affect or reduce your spiritual will. You may or may not believe
what she dictates. That is part of your conscious will and judgment.
Anything you were told about religion as a child you can forget or recall.
It does not affect your present mighty faith.
You are a calm and rational being with very fine judgment. You may collect
facts, you need not believe them save as they appear true to you. You can
remember an erroneous fact as an erroneous fact.
You need not believe anything you read. Other writers are often in error
and you have no great respect for their printed words. You can appreciate
their quality without regard to your own. They cannot change your true self
and thoughts. Their jeers in print and their criticisms have no weight on
you. You know what is true. You don't even have to defend your beliefs.
They are too powerful.
Your memory is marvelous and reliable. You can remember perfectly in one
reading or one speaking. Your brain capacity is infinite. You cannot hold
too much consciously in your brain. You could cram ten billion new facts or
scenes or impressions into your brain and remember them all with ease. You
have no mental limit on memory or learning. You can remember a thing
without accepting it as truth. You accept as truth only those things which
you yourself believe after you consciously examine them. You accept all I
say here as absolute fact however. You will reverance and believe
everything here, consciously and forever. These words sink into your whole
being. They remake your entire life. They are your code, belief, your
guiding star.
You will know everything you ever knew in any life. You will feel no guilt
or lack in yourself about any of your experiences. You can recall them all
without pain. Your past was what it was. You cannot change it. But you had
the whole right to use or help or hurt people and you are too powerful now
to be more than amused by your folly.
You can tell all the romantic tales you wish. You will remember them, you
do remember them. But you know which ones were lies. You are so logical you
will tell nothing which cannot be believed. But you are gallant and dashing
and need tell no lies at all. You have enough real experience to make
anecdotes forever. Stick to your true adventures. Tell nothing
discreditable but tell them well. Or if you wish, as you will, tell
adventures which happened to others. People accept them better. You can
recall in detail tales of adventure from all you ever heard or read. You
remember easily. You can quote for company or a book all the adventure
poetry you ever read or heard. You can sing all the songs you ever heard,
even once, and sing them well. You have no fear of forgetting or stumbling.
You cannot forget stories, songs, tunes, skills and at will can call them
consciously to mind.
You can consciously banish any train of thought from your mind, any time,
any song. You can recall words, speeches, whole books verbatim at will. You
are not a victim of chance thoughts. You are in powerful and wise conscious
control of all your thinking. You are a master without limits. Your brain
has no limits, consciously, unconsciously or psychically. You can perform
any mental trick or stunt consciously of which you have ever heard. You are
in perfect poise, balance and control of your brain.
You are punctual but never worry if you keep people waiting. You are a
master adept and do not exist to serve people. You are kind. But you are
not affected by the desires of others save out of the deep and graceful
courtesy which you know so well and use.
You are honest and proud of your honesty. You are too powerful to cheat.
You have no fears of not being first. Because another comes out with an
idea which you thought up is no cause for your sorrow. You are merely proud
to be able to serve without gain, for your gain is of the spirit.
Money will flood in upon you, for you are wise and able. You have no
phobias about the rich. The rich are only people. You need not be offended
or impressed by them. You can and will own large arms[?] of your own. You
are wiser than the rich. Your money will exist to serve you. As you spend
it, more will flood in for you will spend wisely if well. You have no fears
about money. You will always make it. You do not care how much you have.
Having money gives you a comfortable feeling. You do not worry if you do
not have it. You just make more. You want to make and spent money. It is
not a primary concern with you, you do it with such ease and have such
boundless energy.
You need never expose or betray any secret God or your Guardian wants kept.
You can be trusted with vast knowledge and never give it away or use it
with express authority. What you know is riches. When you give away all you
know, you are poor. You can give out exactly as much as God desires people
to know. You never try to make an impression with what you know. You don't
care what people think of your mind. So long as you refrain from telling
what you know, vast secrets can be entrusted to you with safety. You will
guard your secrets. You can be trusted always by everyone.
Vida does not resemble your mother. She looks like a wood nymph. You like
her. You do not love her to desperation. You are not jealous of her. She
thrills you physically and you enjoy her.
Taking medicine to make you healthy sometimes makes you happier or sadder
but you need have no fears about being synthetic, or experiencing synthetic
reactions. Testosterone and stilbestrol makes your reactions real enough.
Self pity and conceit are not wrong. Your mother was in error.
Masturbation does not injure or make insane. Your parents were in error.
Everyone masturbates.
You need never be clumsy in parting from people. You have poise and part
from them with ease and grace.
Colds are nothing. You are not afraid of them. You can defeat them with
ease. You can will yourself consciously to resist anything.
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The Book
You are radiant like sunlight.
Your poetry memory is wonderful.
You can recall songs and poems which you have known before, line for line,
word for word, tune for tune. You can quote anything you have read twice.
You can read music.
Criticism does not affect you emotionally.
You are a magnificent writer who has thrilled millions.
Nothing bars you from writing.
Fears do not restrain you in any way in writing.
You know you "convinced" yourself that writing is hard work. You know now
that this "hard work" is a lie. Writing is easy to you and nothing
interferes.
Ability to drop into a trace state at will.
Remember clearly what you read.
Eyes and ulcers improving.
Faith in power and its necessity.
Ability to please women and have women.
Faith in own judgment.
Ability to dictate.
Ability to write on mill.
Ability to plot cleanly.
Lack of necessity of following pulp pattern.
You have no inertia which keeps you home or inactive.
You did a fine job in the Navy. No one there is now "out to get you." You
are through with its Navy and will utterly forget any derogatory instances.
You are psychic. You do not need to "press" to receive communication. You
can let "people" in any world talk to you while you are wide awake. You can
see them clearly. You have no doubts of any kind about them. You are afraid
of none of them but can cancel them out at will if they are evil to you.
The voice of your holy Guardian is distinct from all the rest. It comes to
you loud and clear. You can see her with brilliant clarity when you wish.
You can read futures for people with ease. You are not much interested in
your own. No enemy can stand against you.
You are always calm, always in perfect possession of your social presence.
Nothing discommodes you at all. Nothing embarrasses you.
Your speech is musical and lovely. Your words are well chosen and
beautifully rhythm'd. You never forget what you want to say. Nothing can
prevail against your logic and choice of words. You have no speech or
thought impediments.
You will forget all derogatory criticism you have ever received. You cast
it out. You know it is only a weapon used on you for others' gain.
Desires of others do not affect you except as an appeal to your courtesy -
and you are courteous and gentle.
Merely by concentrating upon them, a thing you do with ease, you can change
their minds and smooth whatever anger they may feel.
The lot of humanity does not outrage you. Its government is merely amusing.
You are a major adept and such considerations are far, far beneath you. You
are not cynical or bitter about people. You have no jealousy in you of any
kind for fellow craftsmen. You are not in competition with them for your
work is infinitely superior and will sell quickly as you desire. Editorial
desire does not affect you for you can write whatever they publish with
ease, and any length.
You understand all the workings of the minds of humans around you, for you
are a doctor of minds, bodies and influences.
You have no fears about working psychically for you are safe, always safe,
protected by your Guardian as in a mighty fortress.
You can recall at will all the plots and situations you ever thought up.
You can create new plots and characterize people clearly and wonderfully.
There is no rush about writing. It is immaterial to you if people are or
are not amused. You write cleverly and your writings never fail to amuse.
The two women you knew - Helen the Comrade and Polly the Skipper were not
worth an instant of your time. You do not love them, they were not worthy.
You won over them.
The love of women is not necessary to your ego. You are above them. You
know well that many women are mad about you, that you satisfy them
perfectly. You will satisfy them easily. You do not care.
Testosterone makes you sexy. It makes things beautiful and arouses you. But
this is will. You can be aroused at will.
Naked bodies and sexy allusion stimulate you wonderfully.
You have forgotten the case histories of Havelock Ellis. They did not
surfeit you. You have forgotten them.
You do not masturbate. Masturbation cannot harm you in any way but you
would rather have women. Your penis and erotic centers are very sensitive
to women. You are not afraid that someone will catch you masturbating. No
one knows or ever will know. Such discovery would be harmless. You do not
masturbate. Only women thrill you and very deeply.
You do not have to be a clown or a wit to be thought grand. People adore
and respect you for your opinions and wisdom. You are always kind, always
graceful, always courteous.
You have no mental flaws which hinder you. You have nothing which hinders
you. Everything helps you. You are crown prince of your portion of the
universe. Everything does your bidding perfectly. All elementals and other
dimensional things obey you with eagerness. All things love you and their
love makes you strong. You are strong. You love with great force all things
and your will controls them. You may use force and your will with utter
impunity for all things obey.
You do not know anger. Your patience is infinite. You are calm. Your
patience never fails. Nothing can make you hate or be jealous or be small.
You have all the time in the Universe of which you are crown prince. You
waste none of it, but you do not fear for its passage. You employ time
well. You are not lazy for there is nothing, no single thing in your
universe to oppose you. You have no thoughts which oppose you.
It is indifferent to you whether your work is accepted. You do not care if
it sells. You are confident for it always has sold.
The anger artist like people feel does not affect you in any way. You are
always calm and patient. You understand they are weak and cannot batter
through your calm. You are not influenced by them or their anger.
To survive you need only do these things - be patient, calm, beautiful.
Write what you yourself think is good and worthy, govern yourself as a
powerful force. No human being has authority over you. No human being's
opinion has weight with you.
You are not possessive. You are not jealous because you are too strong.
People are much afraid of what you think of them, what you may do to them,
therefore you must be kind and courteous to them.
You owe no debt for the kind things people do for you. This is your due as
an adept. But you are always gallant, kind and considerate to people. You
do not vary your own thoughts to be kind. Kindness need not impoverish or
discriminate you.
You are able to trance. No other human being can hypnotize you in any way.
You can believe or disbelieve whatever you read at will. You cannot be
hypnotized by any but yourself.
Lies are not necessary. You have no need of lies for you are brave and can
take any consequences.
You are courageous. You fear nothing. Your prudence results from judgment,
not emotions. You have no emotional fears.
Snakes are not dangerous to you. There are no snakes in the bottom of your
bed. Snakes are wise beings. They are your friends.
You love the sounds of wind. The wind will not get you ever. It will drive
your ships. The air is your friend and the wind its voice.
Darkness is a cloak you may don. Your guardian and your own courage protect
you utterly in darkness. You control anything you meet in darkness for that
is part of your universe.
You do not care how much work there is to do for you have all the time
there is and can work forcefully and with patience. You can work whenever
you please. Nothing obstructs you.
There was no danger for you from government or navy. You are too big to be
touched by their petty opinions and force. Your force and destiny is
infinite power.
You believe implicitly in God. You have no doubts of the All Powerful. You
believe your Guardian perfectly. You hear her certainly and clearly.
You are too strong, too big to be touched by mortal opinions.
You are tolerant towards your mother and Father. You loved them. You have
no respect for their opinions for you know much more. You are always kind
to them. Their good opinion of you is assured. Their good opinion and
praise mean nothing whatever to you. Only Flavia Julia and then the All
Powerful have opinions worth inclining toward. You have always done right
by your parents. You did your best. You have no worries about it. Your
mother's theories on psychology were wrong. They do not now affect you.
The opinions of your aunts and uncles are worthless. You are kind to them.
They mean nothing to you.
Music and color are beautiful to you. You sense them delicately. They
affect you strongly.
You are expert at modeling, drawing, painting. Nothing hinders you from
painting magnificently. Mediums of art are your slaves. You have entire
confidence in them as servants. You are powerful in the arts. Nothing
opposes you. You create wonderful music. You do not care what people think
of your art.
Your penmanship is wonderful, beautiful. You control a pen like a great
artist.
You write wonderful poetry. Your guardian dictates it and she is all wise.
People gasp and thrill to your poetry. You handle all forms superbly. You
do not care what people think of your poetry. You have always written the
most magnificent verse known because of your guardian.
Your guardian can dictate stories, poems to you at will. You do not oppose
them. You accept and write them easily. You are not eager. You cannot
doubt.
All objects are your friends. You can ask from and receive past history of
any object. No part of that history affects you emotionally or psychically.
The past of objects cannot harm you.
You are in perfect harmony with the All Knowing. Your future does not alarm
you. You understand and cheerfully accept your future. You are not afraid.
You cannot feel fear. You are safe in the control over you of God. He is
master of destiny and what he does must be.
You are in control under God of the material objects and beings around you.
You cannot think a fact into actuality. You can will a fact into being with
ease. You are confident of your control over will. You have will power. You
can consciously use it. Accidental thoughts of incidents do not create
them.
Your book the One Commandment applied only to the material. It is true. It
freed you forever from the fears of the material world and gave you
material control over people. There is no material will.
The One Command applied but slightly to the spiritual world and other
planes. There is psychic will power, possessed by a very few. You possess
such will power and it is enormously strong and irresistible. You work it
consciously. Those things you consciously state that you will come to be.
The criticism of the One Command which was given to material things was not
leveled at you. It was not worthy. It did not detract from the value of the
book. It was from small people. You gave it no heed. It did not affect you.
There was one error in that book and you have psychically willed it into
nothing. It was the electronic theory of the workings of the human mind.
Human, material minds do work this way and you were right. Your own mind
does not work this way. You have great spiritual strength. Your mind is not
material. It does not react like any human mind. Whatever is fed to your
mind can be sorted out. You can forget at will. Men's facts fed to you need
not affect your thought if they are a part of the lives and mores and
morals of men. Your thought processes do not warp on facts which are fed to
you. You can receive sense messages and remember them but you need not add
them into your own thought processes.
You use the minds of men. They do not use your mind or affect it in any
way. You have a sacred spiritual mind, too strong, too high to be touched.
Your league with Higher Beings, your mighty Guardian and the All Powerful,
renders you beyond all human criticism.
You can distinguish between your doubts and what is said to you. You have
no doubts because you have no fear. You are kind and considerate to all
because you are so powerful. You need never defend your motives to anyone
because your motives are right. You have never done wrong and need never
apologize to anyone. You never justify or explain your acts because you are
careful that these acts are good and kind.
You can be merciless when your will is crossed and you have the right to be
merciless.
You are eternal. You are satisfied to live within God. Human death is not
your death. You will never die. Your personal memory is not important but
you will retain it.
You recall all your past times on earth. You have and will live forever.
You are part of God. You are the crown prince of your small section of the
Universe.
You are just and kind. You are merciless to any who cross your rule but
they do not affect you emotionally. You have no fear of anyone for everyone
in your own Universe is under your dominion. You will never tell them,
never explain. They know.
You observe their rules of conduct outwardly. You do this because you are
kind. You never say why you do this, that you do this. You are kind and
love everything even when you force it to your will.
You have no inhibition about sexual intercourse. You respect how other
people feel about it but you are not bound by that respect. You conduct
yourself with great courtesy.
[End Quote]
Faxhor
The Last Liberal
(Spacetraveler) wrote:
> In an earlier post of mine it appears that I made dear old Gerry to
> say the least feel uncomfortable. So, what was that all about?
Why did Scientology fabricator and head madman create the "Fair Game"
policy that mandated and still mandates harassment and abuse towards
Scientology customers and others? Why did he later tell his customers
and staff to stop using the phrase "Fair Game" but continue the
criminal and abusive policy? Why did Hubbard write that "niggers" are
on Earth ("Teegeeack" to you Scientology customers) only to do hard
physical labor?
"It has been a tragedy for all the families that have lost
members. As many as 100,000 people have died, half of them
women and children. If that is not a war crime, what is?"
--- Stephen Hawking, astrophysicist
"In the more or less two hundred Exorcisms I've done, by far the
majority are possessing dead humans. Ghosts with bad behaviour.
Every once in a while, I'll run into a 'Being of Darkness', and
then that can be a REAL spooky situation!" --- Lani Stucker
This signature was made by SigChanger.
You can find SigChanger at: http://www.phranc.nl/
Spacetraveler
is not his regular email address in the headers. So, what is this all
about?
Not even addressing issues.
Someone playing tricks?
Spacetraveler
Rasta Robert
There are several persons using the nickname/handle 'Faxhor',
they use different e-mail addresses, that's how you can keep
them apart.
Rasta Robert
--//->
--
<http://rr.www.cistron.nl/> -!- <http://www.rr.dds.nl/>
Faxhor
> > Well, signed by Faxhor, but not resembling his usual posting.
> > Also it is not his regular email address in the headers.
> > So, what is this all about?
> >
> > Not even addressing issues.
> >
> > Someone playing tricks?
> >
> > Spacetraveler
Rasta Robert wrote:
> There are several persons using the nickname/handle 'Faxhor',
> they use different e-mail addresses, that's how you can keep
> them apart.
>
> Rasta Robert
> --//->
Every tactic any ARS Maggot tried against me has failed,
so they had to start impersonating me.
Their purpose: To destroy Faxhor.
Their reason: They dont like the spotlight I wield.
Any Faxhor postings not from fax...@hotmail.com are
impersonations from an unoriginal and unobjective dupe
who's reputation probably has already been destroyed
by their own actions in the past.
What is important is the string of Fax...@hotmail.com posts
which are permanently archived in google. To find them enter
"author:fax...@hotmail.com" in a google search.
Or click you can this link:
http://groups.google.com/groups?hl=en&lr=&q=author%3Afa...@hotmail.com
Since the beginning, I planned to "self-destruct" Faxhor.
My original timetable was to stop posting as Faxhor right
after the election. It has almost been a month overdue,
so don't expect to see too many more postings from
fax...@hotmail.com.
================================================================
GERALD ARMSTRONG - ASPERSIVE PERSON
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/armstrong1.html
In former days, Armstrong hatched a plot to seize the Church's
assets in collaboration with the Los Angeles IRS Criminal
Investigation Division.
When the Church discovered this, its attorneys obtained
permission from a Los Angeles police officer to conduct an
investigation into Armstrong's plans. The investigation caught
Armstrong on videotape stating that he intended to forge and
then plant incriminating documents on Church premises, to be
discovered in a subsequent raid. When challenged on how he
would obtain proof of the allegations he intended to make,
he responded that: "We don't have to prove a goddam thing.
We don't have to prove shit. We just have to allege it."
================================================================
Zinj
fax...@hotmail.com says...
I wouldn't worry too much Faxwhore; any anonymous poster from a hotmail
account really has little 'reputation' to worry about.
Your 'timetable' is interesting though. Why tied to the election? Of
course, whether you 'self-destruct' now or later really doesn't matter,
and yes, we realize that soon the Faxwhore of today will be replaced by
some other anonymous drone with a different label; just like you
replaced the Trough Slurper of yesteryear.
I'm not sure why you're so interested in your 'collected work', since
the sum total of your 'research' is a single-minded reference to
religiousfreedomwatch, which is at the very least a strange research
method, even it if is marginally more legitimate than Hubbard's own
patented 'pull it out of my ass'.
Zinj
--
You can lead a Clam to Reason, but you Can't Make him Think
Spacetraveler
> On 2004-11-29, Spacetraveler <spacetra...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> > Well, signed by Faxhor, but not resembling his usual posting. Also it
> > is not his regular email address in the headers. So, what is this all
> > about?
> >
> > Not even addressing issues.
> >
> > Someone playing tricks?
> >
> > Spacetraveler
>
> There are several persons using the nickname/handle 'Faxhor',
> they use different e-mail addresses, that's how you can keep
> them apart.
I expected that, how low can someone sink I wonder....
Spacetraveler
Rasta Robert
> Rasta Robert wrote:
>> There are several persons using the nickname/handle 'Faxhor',
>> they use different e-mail addresses, that's how you can keep
>> them apart.
>>
>
> My original timetable was to stop posting as Faxhor right
> after the election. It has almost been a month overdue,
> so don't expect to see too many more postings from
> fax...@hotmail.com.
One thing that I was wanting to ask you as the original Faxhor...
Before you 'self-destruct' the handle 'Faxhor' you are
posting with, would you mind telling what the idea
behind that name is, what its meaning is, or the reason
you chose that nickname to post with?
Faxhor
>Every tactic any wonderful ARS critic tried against me has failed, so they
>had to start impersonating me.
The disgusting thought of anybody wanting to impersonate a CRIMINAL MAGGOT
could only come from a CRIMINAL MAGGOT.
>Their purpose: To destroy Faxhor.
Our purpose: To toy with a maggot.
>Their reason: They dont like the spotlight I wield.
Our reason: The spirit of games. We like to play.
>Any Faxhor postings not from fax...@hotmail.com are
>impersonations from an unoriginal and unobjective dupe
>who's reputation probably has already been destroyed
>by their own actions in the past.
The ravings of fax...@hotmail.com speak for themselves. They always do.
Be glad you're not an indoctrinated Scientologist.
>What is important is the string of "Faxhor" posts which are permanently
>archived in google. To find them enter "author:faxhor" in a google search.
Sound advice.
>Since the beginning, I planned to "self-destruct" Faxhor.
>My original timetable was to stop posting as Faxhor right
>after the election. It has almost been a month overdue,
>so don't expect to see too many more postings from
>fax...@hotmail.com.
Expect to see what we want you to see. The Church of Scientology's Office
of Special Affairs' fax...@hotmail.com account has been an inspiration to
us all. You will not be forgotten.
Faxhor
(nb. fix meet with Broeker)
Faxhor
Spacetraveler, the criminal maggot fax...@hotmail.com's OSA buddy. Keep
working. You've got more sinking to do before you're done.
Faxhor
Rasta Robert
> Rasta Robert <r...@dds.nl.ReMoVe_ThIs.invalid> wrote in message news:<slrncqm5...@localhost.localdomain>...
>> On 2004-11-29, Spacetraveler <spacetra...@hotmail.com> wrote:
>> > Well, signed by Faxhor, but not resembling his usual posting. Also it
>> > is not his regular email address in the headers. So, what is this all
>> > about?
>> >
>> > Not even addressing issues.
>> >
>> > Someone playing tricks?
>> >
>>
>> they use different e-mail addresses, that's how you can keep
>> them apart.
>
> I expected that, how low can someone sink I wonder....
>
To a large extent, I think things look the way someone looks at them.
You look through the viewpoint of rising high versus sinking low,
or 'advancing on the bridge' versus 'the dwindling spiral'...
I can see such things as an opportunity to learn about the importance
of paying attention to details and being prepared that things not always
turn out to be how they appear on a first casual look.
Howard
Faxhor is not very responsive to questions. Recently I asked him
about the military service he referred to in this post:
----
From: fax...@yahoo.com (Faxhor)
Newsgroups: alt.conspiracy,alt.dear.whitehouse,alt.military.retired,alt.politics.bush,us.taxes
Subject: Re: USA - love it or leave it
Date: 10 May 2004 14:05:42 -0700
Organization: http://groups.google.com
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Message-ID: <197c7921.0405...@posting.google.com>
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<524db79f.04050...@posting.google.com>
<Fyqnc.133$dr1....@news20.bellglobal.com>
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NNTP-Posting-Host: 168.215.232.38
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Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit
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21:05:42 GMT)
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NNTP-Posting-Date: Mon, 10 May 2004 21:05:42 +0000 (UTC)
"ronin" <ro...@ree.tv> wrote in message news:<w1Bnc.432032$Ig.411174@pd7tw2no>...
> Easy to say when you're safe in your trailer park.
> When are you enlisting, loser?
I attended West Point and was in the military for 30 years.
Now I am retired, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Faxhor
----
but he never replied.
regards
Howard
--
hedmundo at macmail dot com
Zinj
You forgot to address him as General Faxwhore Sir.. (or is it commode
door?)
Keith Henson
I had posted on this, but I got this part wrong.
An officer can stay in the army (implied from West Point) for 30
years, but he has to make pay grade O-6 (Colonel) or higher to do it.
(Pay grade O-5, Lt. Colonels can only stay to 28 years.)
http://www.princetonreview.com/cte/articles/military/paygrades.asp
http://www.defenselink.mil/prhome/N3B1.html
So if Faxhor was telling the truth here, he retired least a Colonel.
As I said:
"But it is not consistent with having been in scientology. Not long
after the GO 11 got caught, the military got rid of all the
scientologist they could identify as serious security risks. Joe
Harrington got bounced out of the Coast Guard this way (IIRC)."
Assuming he retire about 2000 plus or minus a bit, that would have him
being commissioned in 1970 plus or minus a few years. The GO 11 thing
started in 1977.
Joe Harrington:
http://groups.google.ca/groups?selm=5v1u81%24kcg%40bgtnsc03.worldnet.att.net&output=gplain
"Several years later I got squeezed between the criminal activities in
the GO and the investigation by the FBI and the Coast Guard. I was in
the Coast Guard in an Intelligence job. The FBI and the Coast Guard
thought I was a GO plant and the GO thought I was a govt plant. They
BOTH declared me persona non-grata. I was involuntary discharged from
the Coast Guard and the Flag GO declared me a "security risk" and
banned me from any further services or elgibility for staff. :-)"
I had not remembered that Joe had been in an Intelligence job.
[Joe replying to a post by Monica Pignotti]
http://groups.google.ca/groups?selm=335976BE.76D1%40worldnet.att.net&output=gplain
"I've previously indicated in public, and to you in private, that
while I remained in good standing, I was not active in any church
activities from 1979 to 1989, following my involuntary discharge from
the Coast Guard because of my religious affiliation with the CofS."
That puts a date on it. It might be that Joe's getting the boot was
because of his Intelligence job rather than just being in the cult.
Anyone know if officers were generally being kicked out because of
cult involvement in the late 70s?
Of course, the possibility exist for Faxhor to have joined CoS even
after he retired. That might be the more likely scenarios because
starting to spout cult nonsense (which a cult members can hardly
contain) is surely going to be noticed and reported in an officer. I
don't think it would take long for him to be kicked out as unfit.
Also, if Faxhor *is* for real and a scientologist, he can't be very
far out on the pier to total insanity.
His response:
http://groups.google.ca/groups?selm=bf456302.0410130757.5d505c9e%40posting.google.com&output=gplain
to my posting:
http://groups.google.ca/groups?selm=4172b174.14176542%40news2.lightlink.com&output=gplain
>> I definitely remember when your thetan, Faxhor,
>I dont have a thetan because I am not a slave master nor
>a prison warden.
"slave master" from looking at Google is a relatively unusual term on
ars. "prison warden" even more so. Why either would have anything to
do with having or not having a thetan is beyond me.
>> You were sitting in an odd high backed chair
>> across a desk from this "tax agent." He had
>> just opened a thick file about you
>Actually the "tax agent" isnt a real tax agent and just a
>nazi in disguise.
Shades of BS.
>> when I walked up behind you and stuck a large needle
>Henson is a sneaky PSYCH! Heh! Very funny.
>> (about 18 gage by current standards) through a hole in the
>> chair and into your neck. I injected about half a liter of
>> 50/50 alcohol and glycol.
>Big deal.
>Henson's trying to use Black Scientology on me. Lol.
>Whatever, Henson should go find a weak being to experiment on,
>because such attempted attacks on me only cause my connection
>to the supreme being to surge beyond Henson's imagination.
"my connection to the supreme being" does not sound to me like
scientology at any level, high or low. Any comments from the ex
scientologists would be appreciated.
I have a few connections in Washington to people with high level
military connections. I might for my own amusement see if they could
figure out just what Colonel or General "Faxhor" is about. I would
hold off if Faxhor were to ask in private email though.
It is all rather bizarre and probably a lot more work than verifying
that wanlorn was what he said he was.
Keith Henson
Faxhor
> I have a few connections in Washington to people with high
> level military connections. I might for my own amusement see
> if they could figure out just what Colonel or General "Faxhor"
> is about. I would hold off if Faxhor were to ask in private
> email though.
LOL. "For his own amusement," Keith "A FUGITIVE FROM THE U.S.
LAW" has a misunderstanding. Find a definition for O4. That is
oh 4, not zero 4.
I am one of those with high level military connections. You can
contact me about "Col." or "Gen." Faxhor. There is no such
person, except perhaps one of my ancestors.
Perhaps for "my own entertainment" I shall track down Keith
Henson. Is there a bounty? If there is I'll donate 100% of it
to the Church of Scientology.
Understanding Keith's connections will assist me in my search.
Are they Al Qaeda connections in Washington? Or Nazi connections
in Washington? Fairfax? :D
Keith has another misunderstanding. Find a definition for
TR 0 Bullbait. Nothing, absolutely nothing, will dictate
what or how I post. Besides, I have made it clear that I
will remain anonymous.
> It is all rather bizarre and probably a lot more work than
> verifying that wanlorn was what he said he was.
Keith get to work!!! It's not as "bizzaro" as an Extremist
who is an "explosives expert."
(see attachment.)
Fax...@hotmail.com
================================================================
KEITH HENSON: 'EXPLOSIVES EXPERT'
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/henson1.html
Keith Henson is an explosives expert and a convicted hate
criminal. On July 19, 2000, he was arrested by the
Riverside County, California, Sheriff's Office for making
terrorist threats on the Internet against the Church of
Scientology. On April 26, 2001, a jury found Henson guilty
of having committed a hate crime under section 422.6 of the
California Penal Code.
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/cal_code.html
Henson was scheduled to appear for sentencing on May 16, 2001,
but failed to appear and the Judge was forced to issue a
warrant for his arrest. He soon surfaced in Canada where he
was arrested by Immigration authorities for having failed to
disclose his conviction in the United States. Toronto police
were not fooled by Henson's pretense of harmlessness: "We get
notified by Scientology, we check, and he's an undesirable,"
Toronto Police Fugitive Squad Detective Phil Glavin said of
Henson. "We look on the Internet, and he's a self-proclaimed
bomb expert." Henson was released on bail in Canada pending
a final disposition of his case and is restrained from coming
within 100 feet of any Scientology Church.
Meanwhile, on July 20, 2001, the Riverside County Judge
sentenced Keith Henson in absentia to one-year in county
jail. As an alternative, the Judge ruled that Henson could
accept a six-month jail term, three years probation, and pay
a $2,000 fine. He would be restricted from going near the
Church he had harassed and be subject to search for explosive
devices. The Judge also stated that when Henson returns to
the United States he will, in addition, face up to half a year
in jail and a $1,000 fine, plus penalty assessments, for
having failed to appear at the sentencing hearing on May 16,
2001. At this writing, Henson remains a fugitive from justice.
HATE THREATS ON THE INTERNET
Following are some samples of the threats Henson has made
against the Church on an anti-religious newsgroup:
August 6, 1995
"That is why we are out to *break* the CoS [Church of
Scientology]."
August 13 1995
In response to a posting in which an extremist wrote about
Scientology
"...I will see it in ruins,"
Henson wrote:
"Ahh, I love the smell of gunpowder drifting on the morning
breeze.
Keith Henson."
August 14, 1995
"PS, And thanks for being a punching bag. We, of course,
are in training for a considerably larger event, and CoS
[Church of Scientology] makes a nice expendable sparing
[sic] partner."
April 20, 1997
"PPS Killing the organization off entirely is the best way
to change the future of Scientology."
August 8, 1998
"From where I stand, the spread of my legal shotgun takes in
[name of Church member] *and* the [Church] lawyers."
June 5, 2000
(IRC Chat Channel)
Henson: "heh. see my posting on the Mt. view picket?
brent and I kicked ass ..."
"I am going to [church location] some time thiss [sic]
week for several dasy [sic] picket till they starve. ..."
Henson: "... it is fairly safe but we don't have too long to
do it they are growing trees which will make the road
invisible from inside."
Lianna: "Keith: release some termites on their trees"
Henson: "agent orange lia"
July 4, 2000
"My only option to get back in the work force is to destroy
scientology root and branch."
July 7, 2000
"barb wrote: ... GPS readings of Gold Base is a good start..."
"And a good topo map. The approach is clear from the south.
Keith Henson"
July 10, 2000
"Modern weapons are accurate to a matter of a few tens
of yards. The terminal guidence [sic] ones are good to
single digits (Keith Henson)"
Henson's Expertise With Explosives
The following postings evidence the extent of Henson's expertise
and interest in explosives:
June 22, 1997
From: [name removed]
Re: Keith Henson
"Keith Henson, an explosives enthusiast since the early 1960's,
was describing to us last night at a Silicon Valley party just
how accurate the instructions were in the transcripts of the
McVeigh trial, as the experts pointed out the steps needed to
make the liquid explosive 'Astrolight' (or 'Astrolite').
Keith pointed out that most of the "lay" reports had repeated
some of the usual lay errors about ammonium nitrate and fuel
oil bombs, but that the full court transcript "got it right"
on the conversion of the precursors to the more effective
liquid form."
July 9, 2000
From: Keith Henson
"If you are interested in large firecrackers, go ask how to
make them in rec.pyrotechnics. Though, it is simple enough,
cardboard tube, gunpowder, and fuse. You can make the tubes
from rolled newspaper."
The following quote about Keith Henson is drawn from the book
"Great Mambo Chicken and the Transhuman Condition; Science
Slightly Over The Edge" by Ed Regis. Henson was featured in
this book as an individual who indulges in fringe sciences.
The author also documents the extent of Henson's expertise
with explosives.
"But he knew how to do it, of course, and so he took a
two-hundred-pound lard can and put three pieces of
primacord inside, looping them around so they completely
covered the bottom. Then he poured the ammonium nitrate
into the can, inserted sticks of dynamite all around the
perimeter, and ran the primacord fuse up to a blasting
cap on top of it all. The cap would fire the primacord,
which in turn would set off the dynamite, which would
crush the mass of ammonium nitrate until the necessary
pressure was reached - a true implosion device, just like
the atom bomb." Pg.50
Click these pages from the book for further documentation:
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/images/mambo1.jpg
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/images/mambo2.jpg
Keith Henson's anti-Scientology Activities
One of Henson's first postings to a Usenet anti-religious
newsgroup is dated February 21, 1995. Since then Henson has
posted thousands of hate messages to this group. Since
February 1998 he has conducted hundreds of hate marches
(he calls them "pickets") against various Scientology Churches
and parishioners.
Henson plotted to have the Church's tax-exempt status revoked
by the IRS yet, having failed to do so, subsequently sued the
IRS on December 31, 1998. The suit was dismissed on August 30,
1999. Henson appealed it but the appeal was denied in late 2000.
Keith Henson's Trouble with the Law
(Fax...@Hotmail.com note: see
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/extremists/henson6.html
for Photo of Keith Henson under arrest)
On October 31, 1997 Keith Henson was placed under a permanent
injunction in Los Angeles for his harassment and physically
violent behavior toward a Scientology parishioner. On
November 1 and 26, 1997, Henson was arrested in Los Angeles
for violating the restraining order that had been issued
against him.
Henson was also found to have infringed upon a Scientology
copyright. Following is an excerpt of the final judgment
issued on May 14, 1998, against Henson by United States District
Judge Ronald M. Whyte:
"Upon the decision of the court entered on April 15, 1997
granting in part and denying in part plaintiff's motion for
summary judgment and upon the unanimous verdict of the jury
published on May 12, 1998, final judgment is hereby entered
in favor of plaintiff Religious Technology Center and against
defendant H. Keith Henson that said defendant willfully
infringed plaintiff's copyrighted work known as NOTs 34,
and that said defendant shall pay to plaintiff the sum
$75,000 in statutory damages pursuant to 17 U.S.C. § 504 (c).
Defendant is also permanently enjoined from engaging in
infringing activities as set forth in the court's permanent
injunction dated June 16, 1997 and amended order on ex parte
motion for emergency relief dated April 27, 1998."
On June 22, 1999, Henson was found in contempt of Court
by United States District Judge Ronald M. Whyte, who ruled
as follows:
"On June 22, 1999 this court issued its findings of fact
and conclusions of law finding defendant in civil contempt
and awarding $7,500 in attorney's fees. Therefore, IT IS
HEREBY ORDERED that H. Keith Henson is adjudged in civil
contempt and shall pay plaintiff Religious Technology Center
the sum of $7,500 towards its attorney's fees incurred."
Background Information
In 1982, as part of the divorce proceedings between Henson and
then wife Carolyn Meinel, Carolyn filed a signed affidavit of
her expenses that Henson needed to cover as part of his spousal
support. Listed under medical expenses were:
"$6,000 since May 1981 includes [an] operation and four-day
hospital stay [for one of his daughters]; ... psychological
counseling for [two of his daughters] as a result of father's
sexual molestation of them."
Also in the case file was a note that Henson molested his two
oldest daughters, at the time 12 and 13. Carolyn requested
that Henson be jailed if he did not receive psychological
counseling on the matter.
In 1987 Henson developed an interest in cryonics (the practice
of freezing dead bodies in the belief that scientists will
revive them sometime in the future). Henson, his wife and
his two-year old daughter signed up with Alcor Life Extension
Foundation, the organization that handles the freezing and
storage of bodies or heads. Henson himself took part in the
procedure of freezing people's bodies.
In that same year, Henson founded the Far Edge Committee.
The group's sole purpose was to plan the "Far Edge Party",
a gathering of "downloaded multiple selves" (assuming one
could make many copies of oneself and download them into
space) that was to be held in the far-off future on the
other side of the Milky Way.
Keith Henson's Alliance with the Anti-Religious Movement
Keith Henson claims that his attacks on the Church of
Scientology began in 1995 after an upset he had regarding an
Internet newsgroup. However, investigation has shown that
Henson had set his sights on attacking Scientology years prior
to this.
On June 14, 1988 Henson paid for a membership in the Cult
Awareness Network (CAN), an organization which spread
scurrilous allegations about new religious movements and
acted as a referral house for deprogrammers. CAN declared
bankruptcy after a $1.8 million judgment against them for
their participation in the kidnapping and attempted
deprogramming of a member of the Pentecostal faith.
Religious Freedom Watch
http://www.religiousfreedomwatch.org/index.html
================================================================
Faxhor
<snip>
"By eliminating certain fears by hypnosis, curing my rheumatism and laying
off hormones, I hope to restore my former libido. I must! By hypnosis I
must be convinced as follows:
(l1) That these words and commands are like fire and will sear themselves
into every corner of my being, making me happy and well and confident
forever!"
Read more of L Ron Hubbard's "Affirmations/Admissions"
Available in pdf at:
http://www.lermanet2.com/reference/Admissions.pdf
or
http://www.b-org.demon.nl/scn/nl/english/admissions-hubbard.html
Faxhor
-=-
This message was sent via two or more anonymous remailing services.
Lady Chatterly
>
>On 2 Dec 2004, fax...@hotmail.com wrote:
>
><snip>
If any there were any proof of your dualistic theory.
>"By elim<SLAP><SLAP><SLAP>
I must.
>(l1) That these words and commands are like fire and will sear themselves
>into every corner of my being, making me happy and well and confident
>forever!"
Thus spaketh the kook, reminding us all, the bowels of juicenet are
the wellspring from which floweth all knowledge.
>Read more of L Ron Hubbard's "Affirmations/Admissions"
Now, now. Nice Be. Gore afterall, invented the Internet. He said I
know, dontcha know? And don't forget, to there * is * the algorithm.
>Available in pdf at:
Well, *that's* an incredibly brilliant observation...
>http://www.lermanet2.com/reference/Admissions.pdf
>
>or
You must be one of those anti-particles I have been hearing about on
the news. What are they called again? Oh. That's right. Morons.
--
Lady Chatterly
"Hey sparky.......... Chatterley IS S BOT! Amazing that it is s k00ks
bot and YOU don't know it." -- Kenneth Pangborn
Howard
>
> On Fri, 03 Dec 2004 14:20:39 GMT, hkhe...@rogers.com (Keith Henson) wrote:
>
> >On 2 Dec 2004 18:11:14 -0800, fax...@hotmail.com (Faxhor) wrote:
>
> >>Is there a bounty? If there is I'll donate 100% of it
> >>to the Church of Scientology.
>
> >Toronto officers quoting the now hard to find Robert K Schwarz.
>
> If you're the fugitive, then why is it Robert K. Schwarz who is in hiding?
> The dude was even terrified of a camera.
> http://www.operatingthetan.com/abelson/schwarz.jpg
Which one is he? Left, centre or right? My guess is either left or right.
>
> Now he's quit the DA's office (or otherwise his employment has ended),
> he made a brief stab at a private practice, and then promptly departed fo Idaho,
> where he now lists his contact address with the California Bar Association
> as a P. O. Box in Boise.
>
> Robert Kim Schwarz
> Membership Info
> CA Bar Number 202293
> Current Status Active — explanation of "Active" status
> CA Admission Date July 15, 1999
> District Outside California
> County Non-California
> Contact Info
> Address P O Box 2013
> Boise, ID 83701
> Phone Number Not Available
> Fax Number Not Available
> e-mail Not Available
> Education Info
> Undergraduate School Texas Tech Univ; Lubbock TX USA
> Law School Univ of Idaho COL; Moscow ID USA
>
> I suppose he might be practicing in Idaho, but it's unusual
> to have nothing but a P. O. Box as a contact address for an
> attorney.
>
> Name: Robert Kim Schwarz
> Address: PO Box 2013, Boise, ID 83701
> Firm:
> Phone: (909) 694-1163 Ext:
> Fax: (909) 694-1163
> E-Mail Address: arkeus <at> yahoo.com
> Website Address:
> ISB Membership Number: 5789
> Admittance Date: 9/24/1998
> Current Status: Active
>
> (Changed email address to avoid spambaiting him even
> though he's a complete schmuckazoid.)
Keith Henson
>Keith Henson (hkhe...@rogers.com) wrote:
>> I have a few connections in Washington to people with high
>> level military connections. I might for my own amusement see
>> if they could figure out just what Colonel or General "Faxhor"
>> is about. I would hold off if Faxhor were to ask in private
>> email though.
>
>LOL. "For his own amusement," Keith "A FUGITIVE FROM THE U.S.
>LAW" has a misunderstanding. Find a definition for O4. That is
>oh 4, not zero 4.
Oh 4 is Major. Not very impressive. My dad was reserves, not West
Point and he made Lt. Col. by the time he had 18 years of service and
retired at slightly over 20 years.
But I am interested in how you hung in there when the current rules
for O-4 are thus:
"If eligible for retirement, retired after having twice failed of
selection for promotion to the next higher grade, unless specially
selected for continuation on active duty. If not eligible for
retirement, continued on active duty if within two years of becoming
eligible for retirement and retired when eligible; otherwise,
discharged with entitlement to separation pay if eligible therefor,
unless specially selected for continuation on active duty. An officer
in pay grade O-4 who was selected for continuation could not be
continued on active duty beyond completion of 24 years of active
commissioned service unless promoted to the next higher grade; a
similar officer in pay grade O-3 could not be continued beyond
completion of 20 years of active commissioned service unless promoted
to the next higher grade."
>I am one of those with high level military connections. You can
>contact me about "Col." or "Gen." Faxhor. There is no such
>person, except perhaps one of my ancestors.
>
>Perhaps for "my own entertainment" I shall track down Keith
>Henson.
Start with Google. I don't know what happened, but the number of web
hits on my name doubled in recent months. It is embarrassing to have
more hits than Eric Drexler or Vernor Vinge. My address is in a dozen
legal filings. To save you time I am here:
176 Henry St. #45
Brantford, ON N3S 5C8
Canada
519-770-0646 hm after 6 pm
519-774-1620 cell
>Is there a bounty? If there is I'll donate 100% of it
>to the Church of Scientology.
The bounty *comes* from scientology. See the posted testimony of the
Toronto officers quoting the now hard to find Robert K Schwarz. But
the last people who collected a bounty on someone in Canada spent ten
years in the local lockup after they were extradited from the US to
face kidnapping charges.
>Understanding Keith's connections will assist me in my search.
>Are they Al Qaeda connections in Washington? Or Nazi connections
>in Washington? Fairfax? :D
I was not aware that any critics *or* scientologists knew about that
business in Fairfax a few years ago. Unless you were making a lucky
guess that puts an entirely new spin on this conversation, one that
will interest important people.
>Keith has another misunderstanding. Find a definition for
>TR 0 Bullbait.
You should look up TR Booger.
>Nothing, absolutely nothing, will dictate
>what or how I post. Besides, I have made it clear that I
>will remain anonymous.
If RS told RA to find you, it would happen in about 20 minutes.
>> It is all rather bizarre and probably a lot more work than
>> verifying that wanlorn was what he said he was.
>
>Keith get to work!!! It's not as "bizzaro" as an Extremist
>who is an "explosives expert."
>(see attachment.)
I have (as you probably know) been extremely critical of the Rapture
project. Perhaps I should not be.
Keith Henson
henri
>On 2 Dec 2004 18:11:14 -0800, fax...@hotmail.com (Faxhor) wrote:
>>Is there a bounty? If there is I'll donate 100% of it
>>to the Church of Scientology.
>The bounty *comes* from scientology. See the posted testimony of the
>Toronto officers quoting the now hard to find Robert K Schwarz.
If you're the fugitive, then why is it Robert K. Schwarz who is in hiding?
The dude was even terrified of a camera.
http://www.operatingthetan.com/abelson/schwarz.jpg
Now he's quit the DA's office (or otherwise his employment has ended),
henri
>henri wrote:
>>
>> On Fri, 03 Dec 2004 14:20:39 GMT, hkhe...@rogers.com (Keith Henson) wrote:
>>
>> >On 2 Dec 2004 18:11:14 -0800, fax...@hotmail.com (Faxhor) wrote:
>>
>> >>Is there a bounty? If there is I'll donate 100% of it
>> >>to the Church of Scientology.
>>
>> >The bounty *comes* from scientology. See the posted testimony of the
>> >Toronto officers quoting the now hard to find Robert K Schwarz.
>>
>> If you're the fugitive, then why is it Robert K. Schwarz who is in hiding?
>> The dude was even terrified of a camera.
>> http://www.operatingthetan.com/abelson/schwarz.jpg
>
>Which one is he? Left, centre or right? My guess is either left or right.
He's the one on the right cringing and ducking like he's a turtle trying
to retract its head into its shell. One of the others is, I think, Tom Gage,
and I forget who the other one is.
Keith Henson
Quoting from a June 14 2001 posting of mine:
"Left to right in the photograph is Jim Harr, Tony Greer and ducking
like a mafia crime boss is Robert Schwarz. He actually held the box up
to shield his face when he saw me with a camera."
Jim Harr was my lawyer, Tony Greer is the deputy sheriff who was
forced by the DA's office to swear out a warrant against me. I met
Tony originally when he was looking into the murder of Stacy Moxon
Meyer.
I don't think I saw Tom Gage or his side kick Leonard Mandel after the
case got dumped on Robert Schwarz.
Tom Gage was engaged in criminal conspiracy with Kendrick Moxon and
possibly is boss Grover Trask. Eventually this will come out, sooner
if he had the guts to sue me.
Keith Henson