Dearest Marty, there were Christmases when you were mine (all others, ignore this posting)
Barbara loves Marty
Dearest Marty, my handsome prince of shining armor,
How are you?
No day goes by on which I do not think of you and hope that you do not
have to suffer where ever you are. But it seems whatever route I go,
nobody seems willing to help and anybody refers me to Mr. Texas who is
not you. For years I knocked on any door there was and the only result
that I got was that Internet stalkers and defamers learned of my
address but it seemed no other result came from it, well, except
finding out that the judges and court employees and governmental
workers are corrupt and conspire.
If you need me to do something for you or us, please find a way to let
me know.
Otherwise, I just stay put and wait for you to come one day to me. The
entire world conspires against us and it also includes the orgs and
that really hurts. You would think that those who studied Ron’s
technology about ethics would have understood that they will pull in
motivators if they conspire against others but apparently, they rather
pull something in than granting our human rights.
I know there shouldn’t be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when I didn’t
Wonder how you are tonight
‘Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
You were mine.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54DvvGQptw8
I love you so much – sweet dreams tonight!
Imagine yourself in my arms!
Forever yours
Barbara/Sarah
Peter Schilte
wrote:
You think any person without having access to the internet can read
this!?
Peter
"This is useful knowledge. With it the blind again see, the lame
walk, the ill recover, the insane become sane and the sane become
saner. By its use the thousand abilities Man has sought to recover
become his once more."
- L. Ron Hubbard, SCIENTOLOGY: A HISTORY OF MAN, 1952
Tigger
Oh barf. Gag me with a spoon. Send your pathetic PUBLIC letters (to
a Marty Rathbun who never was) to SANTA CLAUS.
Maybe Santa and Rudolph can find your "DREAM" Marty in Never-Never
Land.
Tigger
Lawrence
"Tigger" <Tiggeri...@webtv.net> wrote in message
news:790a90d7-be82-4d36...@q18g2000yqj.googlegroups.com...
>>
>> Imagine yourself in my arms!
>>
>> Forever yours
>>
>> Barbara/Sarah
>>
>> http://barbaraschwarz.wordpress.com/
>
> Oh barf. Gag me with a spoon. Send your pathetic PUBLIC letters (to
> a Marty Rathbun who never was) to SANTA CLAUS.
>
> Maybe Santa and Rudolph can find your "DREAM" Marty in Never-Never
> Land.
>
> Tigger
Tigger:
Marty Rathbun has and has had for quite some time a true E-Mail
address at which love letters to him can actually be sent. Anyone
that follows this newsgroup would of course know that.
This kind of message posting is a TRUE indication of the malicious
intentions of the person posting it, whether it is a male or female.
Plus, nobody ever sends me love letters like this! {LOL} so I must
be jealous or something.
--
Read "The Diary Of A Scientologist"
http://mysite.verizon.net/toomajan/
Larry
Tigger
> "Tigger" <Tiggerinthe...@webtv.net> wrote in message
But, but, but, Larry, Barbara would never send a love letter to that
Marty, the doppelganger. The Marty of Barbara's "dreams" exists only
in her dreams. LOL....if she sent any kind of letter to "that
Marty", it would be a hate bomb and/or a lawsuit threat.
Tigger, Down with Soap Operas...Up with Mysteries
> This kind of message posting is a TRUE indication of the malicious
> intentions of the person posting it, whether it is a male or female.
> Plus, nobody ever sends me love letters like this! {LOL} so I must
> be jealous or something.
>
> --
> Read "The Diary Of A Scientologist"
>
> http://mysite.verizon.net/toomajan/
>
> Larry- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
Barbara loves Marty
I just have to postulate that he gets it somehow, Peter. Never
underestimate postulates.
Barbara Schwarz
Barbara loves Marty
You sound as somebody already gagged you with a spoon, Shirely. No
need to do it again.
>Send your pathetic PUBLIC letters (to
> a Marty Rathbun who never was) to SANTA CLAUS.
>
> Maybe Santa and Rudolph can find your "DREAM" Marty in Never-Never
> Land.
Guess that is your extra portion of hatred for x-mas. "Nice", Shirely,
you can be "proud" of yourself.
Barbara Schwarz
>
> Tigger- Hide quoted text -
Barbara loves Marty
You mean Mr. Texas, Larry, but he is not the original Marty. I never
met Mr. Texas but I sure know the original Marty as well as I do
myself.
>
> This kind of message posting is a TRUE indication of the malicious
> intentions of the person posting it, whether it is a male or female.
True love is the opposite of malicious. True love is the best thing in
the universe.
>
> Plus, nobody ever sends me love letters like this! {LOL} so I must
> be jealous or something.
Awww, Larry, don't be sad or jealous. You have to find your soulmate.
And when you found her, be as good as possible to her and then you got
true love. And if you would tell her that you like receiving love
letters, she will write you one every day!
Are you no longer in a relationship? I thought you have girlfriend/
fiancee/spouse/wife.
Barbara Schwarz
>
> --
> Read "The Diary Of A Scientologist"
>
> http://mysite.verizon.net/toomajan/
>
> Larry- Hide quoted text -
Peter Schilte
Yes, it is something like black magick, like voodoo, right? Witchcraft
maybe?
Barbara loves Marty
He is not my husband, he is not my Marty but another person and that
is why I don't mail him a love letter. Besides, he is married again, I
would not even try to cause problems for his relationship. I just want
to know from him where my Marty is.
> The Marty of Barbara's "dreams" exists only in her dreams.
Why do you have always to lie, Shirley?
> LOL....if she sent any kind of letter to "that
> Marty", it would be a hate bomb and/or a lawsuit threat.
And another lie. I don't hate Mr. Texas. I don't understand why he is
saying that he is the original Marty and not that he came to
Scientology 7 years later. It is not for me to sue him. The original
Marty has to decide what is going on and he will decide who will be
sued or not.
I am absolutely against terror as anybody knows, defamer Shirely even
tried to deny my Internet access when I posted against terror and now
she shifts everything around and lies that I would have her character.
I don't build or throw bombs. I am not a hate monger as Shirley Jean
Wilson is.
I even apologized to Mr. Texas publicly when I saw an official
document that was issued many decades ago that indeed reveals his name
as Mark Rathbun. In other words, there are at least two Mark Rathbun's
who look a lot like each other. Since I saw this document, I never
posted again that his real name is not Mark Rathbun. Unlike my
defamers, I take truth seriously.
If I ever would run into Mr. Texas, I would just calmly ask him where
the original Marty is. I doubt that he would tell me because he could
have e-mailed me the answer, which he did not. I would have not much
choice but to accept his answer as it is but I would not believe him
if he would tell me that he is the original. Telling me that he is the
original Marty would never fly for me as I happen to know a 100% that
he is not.
The entire world conspires against the original Marty and I. Any law
suit filed by me without me being supported by non-conspiring people
would be dismissed by conspiring judges. It would be a waste of time
and money.
But there is one thing that the conspiracy does not succeed in:
convincing me that L. Ron Hubbard and Marty Rathbun (the original) had
no doppelgangers. I perhaps should add that I have seen also a
doppelganger of mine. A person who looked so much like me that even I
thought it was my head doctored on somebody else's body. After you saw
this, you are no longer fooled by a body but go for other
indicators.
I discovered the different shine behind the eyes. The thetan is in or
around the head and there you can see him. That is what no
doppelganger can fake. There is where I recognize the original Marty
and the original Ron. And so they would recognize me in case they
would confronted with a doppelganger of mine.
The thetan makes all the difference, not the body.
In other words, there is a different thetan behind the eyes of the
original Marty and Mr. Texas.
A while ago, somebody posted something like: if the doppelganger looks
like Marty Rathbun why can't you love him?
Love is not about looks, it is about the thetan. The thetan is the one
that counts and loyality to the one that you love. In other word, you
don't ditch your soulmate for a lookalike because it is the original
Marty thetan that is so irresistable. I fell eternally in love after
having seen the THETAN Marty. It can't get more beautiful than what I
saw.
Remember that song where somebody sings that he gives a damn how
somebody looks like just want the beautiful soul of a person? That is
what I am talking about.
Please spare me further lies, Shirley. You are the one who tried to
stop anti-terror and anti-violence postings, it is you who is pro
bombs and violence.
I am a lover not a bomber. You can call me the greatest and most
passionate lover in the universe. My bombs are kisses, and they don't
hurt.
Barbara Schwarz
>
> Tigger, Down with Soap Operas...Up with Mysteries
>
>
>
> > This kind of message posting is a TRUE indication of the malicious
> > intentions of the person posting it, whether it is a male or female.
> > Plus, nobody ever sends me love letters like this! {LOL} so I must
> > be jealous or something.
>
> > --
> > Read "The Diary Of A Scientologist"
>
> >http://mysite.verizon.net/toomajan/
>
> > Larry- Hide quoted text -
>
> > - Show quoted text -- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -- Hide quoted text -
Lawrence
"Barbara loves Marty" <barbaralov...@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:8cab97f6-5330-4576...@p8g2000yqb.googlegroups.com...
> On Dec 17, 10:26 am, "Lawrence" <xxxxxxx...@xxxxx.xxx> wrote:
>> "Tigger" <Tiggerinthe...@webtv.net> wrote in message
>>
>> news:790a90d7-be82-4d36...@q18g2000yqj.googlegroups.com...
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>> > On Dec 16, 11:07 pm, Barbara loves Marty
>> > <barbaralovesmarty...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> Tigger:
>>
>> Marty Rathbun has and has had for quite some time a true E-Mail
>> address at which love letters to him can actually be sent. Anyone
>> that follows this newsgroup would of course know that.
>
> You mean Mr. Texas, Larry, but he is not the original Marty. I never
> met Mr. Texas but I sure know the original Marty as well as I do
> myself.
>
>>
>> This kind of message posting is a TRUE indication of the malicious
>> intentions of the person posting it, whether it is a male or female.
>
> True love is the opposite of malicious. True love is the best thing in
> the universe.
>
>>
>> Plus, nobody ever sends me love letters like this! {LOL} so I must
>> be jealous or something.
>
>
> Awww, Larry, don't be sad or jealous. You have to find your soulmate.
> And when you found her, be as good as possible to her and then you got
> true love. And if you would tell her that you like receiving love
> letters, she will write you one every day!
>
> Are you no longer in a relationship? I thought you have girlfriend/
> fiancee/spouse/wife.
>
> Barbara Schwarz
Did you know that Leona Helmsley managed to talk her
husband Harry Helmsley into divorcing his wife for her?
And he did just that.
One year before Leona died she paid $330 million dollars in
*income tax* alone. That is more money than Tom Cruise has
perhaps no? Leona left her dog $12 million dollars of her $4
billion dollar will.
So why don't you try that Marty?
Barbara loves Marty
I am not Leona, Larry. I don't steal husbands. You are also missing
the point, Mr. Texas is not my Marty. That is another reason not to
steal. I just want my original husband Marty back.
>
> One year before Leona died she paid $330 million dollars in
> *income tax* alone. That is more money than Tom Cruise has
> perhaps no?
I don't know how much money he has, Larry. But if I would get the
money that Ron left me, I probably would be richer than he is.
> Leona left her dog $12 million dollars of her $4
> billion dollar will.
>
> So why don't you try that Marty?
I don't understand what you mean? You ask Marty or Mr. Texas to leave
millions of Dollars to a dog?
I am not into money, Larry. I am looking for true love. I am looking
to find my soulmate Marty again and I don't have to steal him from
anybody. The original Marty would come to me if he would be free. He
is not with another woman.
When Marty and I married in the UK, we were so little into money that
we didn't even make a prenuptial. Actually what belongs to me belongs
to him and what belongs to him belongs to me. All we wanted was
staying together, and we would have if we would have been not
forcefully seperated. And all we want to be together again.
I want my prince without money or with money, whatever the situation
is. Money can't give me the feeling that I have when I am with him.
And that is what I want.
I want to hear the violins again in heaven, the feeling of walking on
air, the feeling of flying, the butterflies in my stomach, the feeling
jumping out of the bed and being completely happy and having Marty
look at me as he does, which nobody else can...
But don't be jealous, Larry. You can have a soulmate too and be
happy.
Barbara Schwarz
>
> --
> Read "The Diary Of A Scientologist"
>
> http://mysite.verizon.net/toomajan/
>
Lawrence
> On Dec 17, 1:39 pm, "Lawrence" <xxxxxxx...@xxxxx.xxx> wrote:
>> "Barbara loves Marty" <barbaralovesmarty...@gmail.com> wrote in
>> messagenews:8cab97f6-5330-4576...@p8g2000yqb.googlegroups.com...>
>> On Dec 17, 10:26 am, "Lawrence" <xxxxxxx...@xxxxx.xxx> wrote:
>> >> "Tigger" <Tiggerinthe...@webtv.net> wrote in message
>>
>> >>news:790a90d7-be82-4d36...@q18g2000yqj.googlegroups.com...
>>
>> >> > On Dec 16, 11:07 pm, Barbara loves Marty
>> >> > <barbaralovesmarty...@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
(SNIP)
>> Did you know that Leona Helmsley managed to talk her
>> husband Harry Helmsley into divorcing his wife for her?
>>
>> And he did just that.
>> One year before Leona died she paid $330 million dollars in
>> *income tax* alone. That is more money than Tom Cruise has
>> perhaps no?
>> Leona left her dog $12 million dollars of her $4
>> billion dollar will.
>>
>> So why don't you try that Marty?
> I am not Leona, Larry. I don't steal husbands. You are also missing
> the point, Mr. Texas is not my Marty. That is another reason not to
> steal. I just want my original husband Marty back.
> I don't know how much money he has, Larry. But if I would get the
> money that Ron left me, I probably would be richer than he is.
> I don't understand what you mean? You ask Marty or Mr. Texas to leave
> millions of Dollars to a dog?
> I am not into money, Larry. I am looking for true love. I am looking
> to find my soulmate Marty again and I don't have to steal him from
> anybody. The original Marty would come to me if he would be free. He
> is not with another woman.
> When Marty and I married in the UK, we were so little into money that
> we didn't even make a prenuptial. Actually what belongs to me belongs
> to him and what belongs to him belongs to me. All we wanted was
> staying together, and we would have if we would have been not
> forcefully seperated. And all we want to be together again.
> I want my prince without money or with money, whatever the situation
> is. Money can't give me the feeling that I have when I am with him.
> And that is what I want.
> I want to hear the violins again in heaven, the feeling of walking on
> air, the feeling of flying, the butterflies in my stomach, the feeling
> jumping out of the bed and being completely happy and having Marty
> look at me as he does, which nobody else can...
> But don't be jealous, Larry. You can have a soulmate too and be
> happy.
>
> Barbara Schwarz
Is he really that hot Barbara?
That is the underlying meaning.
What is so hot about him?
Barbara loves Marty
No, nothing like that, Peter. I don't stick needles in dolls and make
deals with the devil.
My postulates are good, clean, ethical and strong OT postulates.
And about your signature line. Scientology was that good under L. Ron
Hubbard. When you remove the source of silent secret service sounds
from the mind of a thetan, you have one healthy person bouncing of the
walls. Lol! Isn't it wonderful?
Barbara Schwarz
Barbara loves Marty
Yes, that hot and ever hotter.
> That is the underlying meaning.
> What is so hot about him?
Everything. He is the hottest man ever. But it goes much deeper than
skin deep. He is not just very handsome but his personality is devine.
I got myself a God with the real Marty. And a normal man can't compete
with a God.
Barbara Schwwarz
Lawrence
{SNIP}
> Barbara Schwarz
>
>
Well Barbara, congratulations to you.
My understanding of the matter is that he is a formerly
very abusive bullying member of the Sea Org.
Barbara loves Marty
> "Barbara loves Marty" <barbaralovesmarty...@gmail.com> wrote in message
Mr. Texas is not the original Marty Rathbun in Scientology. They are
two different indiviuals. Just as Jack Vistaril was not L. Ron Hubbard
either.
Barbara Schwarz