Hubbards Affirmations
SirLagsALot
I have a very bad masturbatory history. I was taught when I was 11 and,
despite guilt, fear of insanity, etc. etc. I persisted. At a physical
examination at a Y when I was about 13, the examiner and the people with
him called me out of the line because my testicles hung low and cautioned
me about what would happen if I kept on masturbating. This "discovery" was
a bad shock to me.
I had to be so silent about it that now when a bedspring squeaks I lose all
libido. I eventually found out I would not be insane, or injure myself but
the scars remain.
Polly pretended a hollow passion which disgusted me. But I am lingeringly
fond of her even so. I am also nostalgic about Helen.
By eliminating certain fears by hypnosis, curing my rheumatism and laying
off hormones, I hope to restore my former libido. I must! By hypnosis I
must be convinced as follows:
(a) I can write. I need not think commercially about writing.
(b) My mind is still brilliant. My memory unaffected by drugs or
experience.
(c) That masturbation was no sin or crime and did not injure me. That no
sexual practice has ever dulled me.
(d) That things sexual thrill me. That I am now returned to the same
feelings I had at 16 about sex where excitement is concerned. That naked
women and pornography excite me greatly. That Sara excites me greatly and
gives me much pleasure.
(e) That I bear no physical aftermath of disease.
(f) That I do not need to have ulcers any more.
(g) That my eyes (which I used as an excuse to get out of school) are
perfect and do not pain me ever.
(h) That I love in Sara everything I loved in Polly or Helen and that such
love is now transferred to Sara.
(i) That I am fortunate in losing Polly and my parents, for they never
meant well by me.
(j) That I never need be jealous of Sara's past. That she loves me and is
utterly faithful. That she thrills me more than Helen ever did.
(k) That life is beautiful to me. That I want to live. That things taste
and smell and look and feel wonderful to me.
(l) That I wrote a great book in The One Command and that it removed all my
fears even until now, except that my chapters on the mind do not affect my
own mind. That I have will power and great mental control. That I need not
associate anything unless I wish.
(m) That I have only friendship for Jack Parsons.
(n) That I feel no wish for vengeance toward anyone. That I love people and
believe in honor and glory.
(o) That I believe in my gods and spiritual things.
(p) That nothing can halt my ambitions.
(q) That I need not believe the criticism of anyone. That vicious criticism
can be forgotten by me at will.
(r) That I tell the truth and must tell the truth. That all past errors and
lies are forgotten.
(s) That I have started a new, free life. That the arts and beauties run
strong in me and cannot be denied by anyone.
(t) That I am well and that there is no advantage in appearing ill.
(u) That my code is to be all things a "magus" must be, that I am those
things. That I burn high and bright and will last as a potent and brilliant
force until well after this century has run.
(v) That I am not credulous or absorbent of other people's opinions.
(w) That this hypnosis will not fade, but will increase in power as time
advances.
(x) That my magical work is powerful and effective.
(y) That nothing can tarnish my love of life, my hours, my love of Sara.
And I have the power of banishing anything which would seek to do so and
that all things will seem wonderful and exciting to me all the rest of my
days.
(y1) That the numbers 7, 25 and 16 are not unlucky or evil for me. That no
number is any different in its influence upon me than any other number.
That the 7th, 16th and 25th are not unlucky or unfortunate days of the
month for me. I have no bad connotations with these numbers.
(z) That I need not subscribe to any moral code of sex anywhere. That I am
constant to Sara. I have no terrors of sex or sexual conduct. Only pleasure
and beauty are contained in it. That I may please myself with the act or be
pleased with sexual things. That the sexual matters taught me by Flavia do
not apply. My chastity lies in loving Sara.
(a1) That I will not forget these things but will enjoin them with all
related ideas as more powerful than any other ideas in my head.
(b1) That all ideas to destroy myself are false, for I love life and I am a
free and exuberant spirit in it.
(c1) That I cannot associate any of my lacking libido with Sara. The blame
lies elsewhere. Sara has enormous powers to thrill me. Hormones and fears,
now gone, were at fault.
(d1) Sexually I am as I was at 16, without any of the fears, with all of
the powers, with all the knowledge I now possess turned to wonderful
things.
(d1) That I see and hear Raon clearly.
(e) That anything which impedes my zest for living is small and puny and
will dwindle before the power of these statements. That nothing in me which
is evil can have heard these statements and commands without disappearing.
(f1) That I am not bad to look upon. That my posture is straight and
excellent. That Sara likes my looks.
(g1) That my endurance in any climate is wonderful and any "fact" otherwise
is completely false.
(h1) That I am not susceptible to colds.
(i1) That I believe in myself and am poised and dignified whenever I wish
to be.
(j1) That I am not worn out in any way and never will be. That life is ever
new, that I am strong.
(k1) That Sara is always beautiful to me.
(l1) That these words and commands are like fire and will sear themselves
into every corner of my being, making me happy and well and confident
forever!
********* just a sampling of hubbards affirmations*****************
http://www.b-org.demon.nl/scn/nl/english/admissions-hubbard.txt
http://home.snafu.de/tilman/j/occult.html
Kassandra
*come* from. Who's got the actual documents? How did this get out? Is
there some way to get copies of the originals? This is hot-shit ballistic
weaponry for me right now.
Kass
"SirLagsALot" <texass...@sbcglobal.net> wrote in message
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Lisa Ruby
Blood Ritual" is so shocking that the court decided to keep it a
secret:
"Also under court seal was a document with the tantalizing title "The
Blood Ritual." The title was Hubbard's own. This document was
apparently so sensitive that no part of it was read into the record."
A Piece of Blue Sky by Jon Attack
chapter Six: His Magickal Career
http://www.factnet.org/Books/PieceOfBlueSky/bs2-6.htm
Lisa Ruby
http://www.libertytothecaptives.net
Muldoon
There are Affirmations going back to the late 1930s.
Suggest also being mindful of "Hub speak" : Hubbard = truth; Hubbard
has the power to "hypnotize people with his words," etc. Hubbard cannot
help but tell the truth because, as far as Hubbard was concerned, he IS
the truth.
Also, as a slight modifier on these particular 1946
"Admissions/Affirmations," Hubbard was - amazingly - to some extent, on
his "good behavior" while at the Parsons' House - other people were
around. It was an upbeat time. He was having his interest in Magick
revitalized. Good late night conversations with an interesting
collection of other roomers at the "Parsonage."
All "Affirmation" material should be consulted by anyone with an
interest. Also the infamous "1938 Skipper letter." Incidentally, the
updated/revised 1996 hardbound 3rd edition of 'L. Ron Hubbard, Messiah
or Madman?' features a quote from Hubbard's "1938 Skipper letter" on
its front inside book cover flap. (Probably out of print.) Also, on
that topic, heard that a Moscow book publisher is now (2005) selling
Russian language editions of 'Messiah or Madman?' Does anyone have any
info on this?
Hubbard's pre 1950 writings are vital to understanding his mind and
motivation. The only thing that compares in significance is his 1955
"Russian Textbook." Probably, the "LRH the legend" confidential
materials of the late 1970s are of similar value, and would connect
back to the 1938 "mission statement" in the "Skipper letter." Oh, and
don't forget 'Excalibur' itself, where "Survive!" shouts Hubbard's
basic raw and brutal "philosophy."
And it should be added: in the 1946 "Admissions/Affirmations" Hubbard
describes himself -to paraphrase - as a master of human psychology. And
Hubbard did have a "knack" in this area, and it, in a positive sense,
would manifest later in the benign "window dressing" portion of
Scientology. That the "best" in Scientology was, for Hubbard, mere "PR
display" is a shocking realization for some.
Kim Palmer
seen any black helicopters lately??
Kim P
WCB
> You know, I've read all of these, but I still don't actually know where
> the
> *come* from. Who's got the actual documents? How did this get out? Is
> there some way to get copies of the originals? This is hot-shit ballistic
> weaponry for me right now.
>
For that, you should read Bare Faced Messiah. Hubbard had fled to
California to avoid the Snow White fallout. There was a big project to
gather massive files and records and destroy them to keep him out of
prison. One person on this project, Gerald Armstrong, found boxes and
boxes of Hubbard's personal papers. Hubbard was a packrat and threw
little away. These were there.
Armstrong grabbed these things and reported to Hubbard, and suggested that
these papers, which Armstrong had not really gone through, be used to write
a biography.
Hubbard oddly enough thought it was a fine idea. Despiet having to know
his papers would not support his claims.
Omar garrison, a writer who was known to be sympathetic to Scientology was
hired to write it. Armstrong was to aid the effort.
Both Garrison and Armstrong started sorting the mess out and realized
Hubbard was not what he claimed to be. Garrison bailed.
Armstrong, totally disillusioned decided to leave.
Knowing full well he would probably be attacked
and fair gamed, Armstrong copied a lot of the worst of this stuff and fled
Scientology.
When they started harassing, Armstrong threatened to release the stuff.
The Hubbard's sued. And Armstrong won. The papers were declared public by
the judge.
Google Armstrong, Brekenridge, decision for the judge's decision and
reasoning.
This material was the basis of the books A Piece of Blue Sky and Bare Faced
Messiah. Both books go into this in some detail.
Cheerful Charlie
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When I shake my killfile I can hear them buzzing.