Angelic Answers-St. Albans/Annex
David T. St. Albans-Pudelwitts
questions for them to answer. Yet, as with any thing of this type, even more
questions, mostly about me, crop up every day. So I will answer some of
these questions here in this post in order to give folks a better overview
of my life, my quest, my intentions and my goals.
My name is David St. Albans-Pudelwitts. I am 43 years old, male, born in
1954 in Chicago, Illinois. I grew up in Chicago and Pasadena, CA. Right now
I live in Las Vegas, Nevada. Pudelwitts is a Polish name, my father's name
and my legal name. St. Albans is my chosen name. When I was in highschool in
South Pasadena California, after having had several step-father's names, I
decided to name myself. I saw the name St. Albans on a street sign. So I
started using it. It is the name of a town in New Hampshire, one down south
somewhere and in England. St. Albans was the first Christian martyr in
England. A Roman soldier who refused to renounce his religion. I just liked
how it sounded and I liked that it was a saint no one had ever heard of. I
think I chose it because I was wild over the TV show "The Saint." Later I
learned the show was influenced by a series of books about a sort of thief
turned good guy who helped people out and then would disappear. There is of
course now a movie based on the old TV series.
I have always been religious and a spiritual seeker. I have studied many
different religions and sacred ways, everything from Judaism to The Native
American Church, Quaballah to Catholicism. In all these religions and sacred
ways are always to be found grains of the truth. However after having tried
everything even witchcraft and paganism I found that each religion left me
with an empty, hollow feeling inside. I kept looking for God outside myself,
in the confines of some book or tablet or drug or mantra. Eventually with
all my searching and reading I crashed. I crashed because I saw children I
worked with , handicapped children, being brutally manipulated by the school
I was working in. I began to wonder what sort of God could allow this to
take place.
After I chose to quit the school job (I was mentally and physically
exhausted from pushing around a wheel chair bound child for six hours a
day), I became quite a physical wreck, bad liver signs, allergies, hives,
asthma, rashes and bowel troubles haunted me. I was sleepless, ridden by
anxiety and nerves. I suffered a lengthy panic attack that lasted three
days. In this time I explored the deep rooted hurts and horrors from my
dysfunctional childhood. I became depressed, hopeless and my thoughts were
verging on suicide. Many people came to my aid. Yet no one could do anything
for me. Hospital was suggested. I was given Xanax and Elevil. I began
reading then the works of Ernest Holmes. These gave me solace. But it wasn't
until I hit rock bottom and begged for help from God that I received a
vision of a place I can only call "heaven" for want of a better word. There
was such an overwhelming feeling of love emanating from the beings there
that I fell to my knees. I had never been loved like that. I had no idea how
it felt to be truly loved by anyone. My life had been devoid of love since I
was born. Now this outpouring of love from beings composed entirely of light
was intense. I wanted to be there, and not be here any longer. But I had a
wife to think about. I didn't want to die, but I did want that love. I knew
it existed, but it was entirely within this Other Realm of consciousness
which most people see in out of the body or near death experiences.
At this time, while relaxing in hot baths to calm my nerves, I began to get
curative messages, brief and unintrusive. "Drink grape juice." It would say,
as if a thought of my own, but not from me! I began to write down these
instructions and to journalize my experiences. This was 4 years ago. Since
then I have found that I was talking to angels, at first they had no names
or faces, later we came to know one another like friends. They are loving
and kind and unobtrusive. They claim to have been instructed by God to
answer any and all of my questions honestly and at length if need be. I was
being served by angelic doctors, musicians, and friends with the love I had
so desperately asked for.
At the end of six months I was my old self again, but my life had changed in
ways I could hardly understand and my ideas about that life and what I had
always understood to be "my truth" had changed so radically that I cannot
even begin to devote space to it here. After awhile I was able to re-read my
journals and I felt that many significant answers had been given me. I felt
the need to share this with others, even if they could not understand. So I
compiled my journals into book form and am calling it "Speaking of Angels."
This is not a new age, new thought book. This is a transcript of
conversations, notes, and journal entries which show the development of my
friendship and understanding with beings who are there in total commitment
and service to me specifically and to mankind in general. Their statements
are always thought provoking, sometimes shocking, and yet have a ring of
truth about them that is undeniable. They nay-say a lot of things which
new-agers and fundamentalists alike hold dear to their belief systems. They
have answered questions put to them on Roswell, Atlantis, the Bible, Death,
Hell, the Devil and God and the answers are totally amazing and astounding!
They are also not at all what I expected or had pet theories about. (As my
wife says, I guess that's how you know you're not just talking to yourself!)
My wife has also had similar experiences which I write about in the book.
She had them long before me, and a good ten years before anyone knew
anything or cared anything about angels! She kept it secret though, for fear
no one would believe her. I on the other hand, don't care if people believe
me or not. I just wanted a record of the events which so changed my life.
The angelic group, Annex, is specifically my group. Rosanne's group is
called Izod (Don't ask me, they name themselves!) They are specific to her.
Evidently everyone on the planet has entire groups of angels working for
their good. It is my intent here to ask Annex questions for others. To act
as an angel in training myself, for what I am doing is exactly what they do.
I ask a question they retrieve information and give it to me. Of course they
have the knowledge of the universe at their beck and call. Secondarily I am
trying to help people gain some spiritual momentum and growth and helping
them get in contact with their angels.
Hopefully a secondary book can come from this activity. Certainly people are
being helped and the response from my first couple of postings has been
phenomenal! I really appreciate all the letters I am getting. I don't do
this for money and I do it in my spare time, so If I can't get to someone
right away, be patient. Also there are some things the angels won't do.
They will not read your mind and then tell me what's in it.
If you ask a phony question you'll get a phony answer.
They will not be tried or tested by others who feel they also have angelic
contact. They are accepting my challenge to answer other people's questions
for the good of those people, and to open up more of a doorway for us all
into the spirit. They have little time or patience for mind-games and
psych-outs.
They cannot answer a question if it is not put to them with specific
details. I am not a psychic myself and therefore cannot read the
questioner's mind. I don't want this to be a psychic phone line experience.
They no this and they often tell people right out, "David is not comfortable
channeling or giving psychic messages.
I have psychic flashes, as does everyone. I've even worked a psychic line,
(all phony, except for the few of us whom they fire for actually trying to
help people!) However it is my experience that psychic readings are nearly
impossible over the phone to any degree of success and almost useless over a
computer e-mail system. There has to be a link between individuals
established before psychic readings are effective. That is why I ask for
specific questions and details. It is all right to tell someone the facts
about yourself and your situation if you need help. After all, do you ask a
doctor or psychiatrist, "Hey, doc, you tell me what's wrong with me without
me telling you what's the matter." Of course not, where would he or she
begin the examination? People often think that their true problem is no
problem at all! That's why so many dreadful diseases are overlooked.
yes, the angels know what your ailments are and what your problems are. But
because of a bond of trust they cannot simply tell me as if I were your best
friend in the whole world. They would much rather you opened a communication
with your angels. Barring that, this little experiment will have to do for
now. But please, be open, be specific, give details, and know that this all
comes from the deepest flow of love in the universe. It comes from God and
it goes out to the God within you!
Hopefully I will find a publisher for my book, Speaking of Angels. If not I
will self-publish it on the Internet and let everyone have access to it.
There will most likely be a nominal price. After all, I have to eat too.
Please remember that the information you give may be published in a book at
some later date. Of course I will respect your personal privacy, names will
be changed, dates left out and perhaps even the text changed just a bit for
all those poor souls out there who either have no, or hate their
spellcheckers. I will always ask your direct permission to add something to
the next book before I publish it.
Also, if you want everyone to know your question and answer from Annex,
simply say post it! Then everyone will be able to see it here.
So if you have a question or have a friend or loved one who does, or you're
just interested in angels and what they mean to you in today's world, keep
looking in these posts and I will be adding new things as I go along. Until
then,
I remain, your obedient servant,
Namaste' (The god-self in me recognizes and blesses the god-self in you!)
David T. St. Albans.
Raine
isn't, yet it is the least of the 12 questions that require answers.
Do you know WHY you know to wear warm clothes in the winter?
This is not a phony question. It is a necessary question. The answer is
needed for guidance.
If you can post the answer to this question, it will go a long way
towards proof of what you say. We can discuss points of disagreement
later and with civility. I appreciate honesty and will give you such in
return. Convince me.
Ask your angels that question and please post the answer. You do not
have my permission to in any way copy, or paraphrase anywhere else,
anything I have written to this NG or any other NG.
Namaste'
--
JhiaRaine
Copyright: August 13, 1998
Jean
Thank you so much for taking the time to share with us your hurt and your
life of helping others through your Annex...
I believe that God is within all of us, in fact in all living beings. I
truly believe that He has put angels here on our planet as guides and
messengers. I myself have been trying to tap into these guides to find my
own, enabling me to help myself and others do the same. I have had short
bursts of intuition that have been positive effects in my search, but
nothing that I can really say came from any one specific thing. I search
constantly....I try to leave my intuition open too...anyway....I need to
have one question answered if I may...
How do we get our minds open enough to find OUR angels and how do we know
them when we find them?? Is it through meditation?? yoga?? Kundalini
awakening?? Oh, oh,....more than one question...sorry....
I will wait to hear from you...again thank you so much for your work and
openness to help others....
smilin,
jean
To exchange ideas, goods,
money or time, is to acknowledge
prosperity in my life.
kurdtcat
Raine wrote in message <35D43703...@usaor.net>...
>I have a question for you, David. It might sound simplistic, but it
>isn't, yet it is the least of the 12 questions that require answers.
Dear Raine:
Since you are continually speaking against christianity and the teachings of
the bible I am curious why you would believe that these 12, all important
questions, would come from a book you do not (by your own admission) believe
in? If I have somehow misconstrued your disbelief in the bible as the "word
of god" please correct me.
Yours, CAT
Raine
>
> Raine wrote in message <35D43703...@usaor.net>...
> >I have a question for you, David. It might sound simplistic, but it
> >isn't, yet it is the least of the 12 questions that require answers.
>
> Dear Raine:
>
> Since you are continually speaking against christianity and the teachings of
> the bible I am curious why you would believe that these 12, all important
> questions, would come from a book you do not (by your own admission) believe
> in?
First of all, you have no bone to pick, CAT. I never said the Bible was
not a useful piece of literature, some historical, some fable, some
lies, some of just about everything. Perhaps you should read my posts
with a less jaundiced eye.
> If I have somehow misconstrued your disbelief in the bible
You have a dichotomy here, CAT. There are things in the Bible that I
know to be absolutely true. And there are things which are absolutely
false.
as the "word
> of god" please correct me.
I no more believe the Bible is the *word of god* than I believe that the
earth is flat. Why? Do you believe it is? Or are you intimating that G-D
lies?
Or couldn't you think of a better way to pick a fight than take
literally every single one of my previous posts out of context? You
don't know me well enough to do that, so I suggest that you search the
archives and respond to each post individually.
In case you hadn't noticed, I made the point perfectly clear when I
posted about The Book of Job that the actual words were written long
before the OT was even thought of. What I DID say, however, was that the
words were *couched* in Biblical language for THAT version.
If you have a personal problem with me. CAT, state it. This is the last
baiting post I will reply to from you.
>
> Yours, CAT
Seeking responsibility in posting,
--
JhiaRaine
HChrist13
>know to be absolutely true.
>And there are things which are absolutely
>false.
Don't you believe in personal truth? If there is personal truth, how can there
be absolute anything?
Jeffrey D Johnson,
Watching the monkeys fight for the last scrap of holiness
David H. Ellison
HChrist13 wrote:
>JhiaRaine Wrote;
> >There are things in the Bible that I
> >know to be absolutely true.
> >And there are things which are absolutely
> >false.
>
> Don't you believe in personal truth? If there is personal truth, how can there
> be absolute anything?
Again, I purpose we test, objective, subjective, personal and absolute... My
absolute truth is that if I wrap chains around you, smear you in shit (just to make
you happy), hang 600 lbs of weights from said chains and drop into the ocean from a
plane about a mile up, you will be hurt (hey, we have to get those chains on you
somehow!), scared (try not to soil yourself before you are tossed out of the plane)
and dead, mostly in that order.
Duh Jeffey... what's your personal truth? Try the train experiment as a warm-up.
> Jeffrey D Johnson,
> Watching the monkeys fight for the last scrap of holiness
Yep, sorry... you pigs rolling around happy in the detritus of your lives can't
play.