This book is making sense to me. I haven't gotten too far (yet)http://www.amazon.com/How-Quit-Drinking-without-Self-Help/dp/076151290X
Live in NY is the version I meanthttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D096OpWiO7A
http://www.rollingstone.com/artists/johnlennon/albums/album/134866/review/5945312/live_in_new_york_city