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You know Sir, there's an elephant in the room...and yet, it is so
controversial to talk about...
Who was Jesus Christ? Speaking of solipsism...
As I have contemplated, it seems obvious, that if we are talking
'deceit' this man, whomever he was, perhaps existed in a 'deceit of
all deciets'...and yet, he pulled off one of the most unimaginable
things the world has ever seen...to 'capture the imaginations' of tens
of billions of people to even 're-create' the world in a particular
image as his creativity moved us to create [western civ anyway].
Was he insane; just another 'decietful' mind, lost to his own insanity
in a SOLIPSISM of all solipsisms...where he was so convinced of his
own 'GODliness' that he was an extension to 'himself' [my rewording
anyway].
This is tricky turf though. Yes, we can measure antiquity by modern
day standards, and declare just about every one INSANE back then. And
some day, future people [if they are still around] will do the same to
us.
Insanity itself is a 'concept' that may, or may not have validity in a
greater reality of the cosmos [so to speak]. What is NORMal? Do we
measure everything by averages, and grand means...or is there some
measure left for the exceptional and advanced? And how do we
differentiate between genius, brilliance, true wisdom, vision...from
that of just nutty insanity?
Christ, in all likelihood [from the purely rationalist viewpoint of
today's nihlistic scientific mind]...was a mad man [as would be most
prophets of antiquity]. And yet, we find our world 'better' by their
existence; as the foundations of our human grace today, our moral
vindications, and some justifcation for things like law and order. It
is hard to seperate the madness from the vision, the wisdom from the
insanity, the chaos from the order.
Perhaps our understanding of this thing called 'insanity' is off?
See, it is this kind of 'cuttig edge' I speak to; where we don't
really KNOW. We make assessments, and hope our judgements and
intelligence come through to give us the 'correct' pathway through
time. Correct here could have different meanings though...for one can
be 'accurate' and still arrive in hellishness. So, as I see it, it
DOES take a spiritual side to things...a 'conscious resolve' to be and
do good things, and to 'seek' virtue, even if no virtue exists.
For In that very 'seeking' something is created that wasn't before; a
'spirit' perhaps; a connotation of mind, of qualia or whatever term
you have...that we may 'wade' through that ether of nothingness and
come out 'ahead'. It's all a black, empty canvas you know...from
every MOMENT FORWARD we exist. We anchor ourselves from our past,
and step boldly into the future of course...but...there are no
guarantees. Each moment could the last, and every day 'assumed' but
not KNOWN, and Hell could be waiting in our very 'next' step.
We don't really KNOW. We assess.
Hell? What do I mean by 'hell'? The EXPERIENCE you see; the 'bad'
things; the awful and horrid things; the hopelessness and misery of
life caught in it's own web of, yes, deceit as you say. But of a
deceit far more encroaching than simply that of misleading realities
our minds play upon us through percepion.
I don't really know who Jesus Christ was. Was he a deity or a nut?
It doesn't really matter I think, for whatever the message that has
reached my senses, using his image as anchor, that message is a 'good
one'...that 'saves me' from my own demons that exist in the ether of
nothingness, where there is only ME and MY consciousness. Many say
that science is their savoiur these days. I think YOU do, Sir..and
most here, like Immortalist and Dare and others
Science allows us 'boldness' to step ahead, 'assessing' that we KNOW
things now; and that that next step is more and more a guarantee.
But the unknown always exists, sitting out there like some vulture,
biding it's time, peering back down upon us m it's deadwood tree
branch...waiting...waiting...
Science is fine and good I say. But I think this too is 'fool's gold'
where time is too gargantuan, and even science must give way to a
pureness that knows no rationality, no knowledge of anything, and a
consciousness of pure consciousness, where only one thing WILL
WORK...and that's FAITH. "To NOT be afraid"...for fear is the
bottomless pit of our demons. Perhaps you and others here, like
Immort, are of such power, that you need no 'other vision' other than
your own prowress of intellect in such an emptiness...and that's fine
too. Me? I'm mortal; I KNOW nothing, and I FEAR. And if I fear
anything it is that 'aloneness' found in nothingness, where the only
company I can muster are such demons of my own imagination that are
succinct to understand exactly what my weaknesses are.
Hell is like that. yea it is.
I resent having awakened here; among all of 'you'...all them other
egos I must wade through to obtain my daily bread. Pain exists here
on this planet; and You [the people around me] OWN my misery...and I
exist upon YOUR mercy. And I'm tired.
It would be nice...just once in my life...just once, to win one for
the gipper; and put you all in your place. It won't happen of
course.
I must put down this keyboard, step back from my computer, and go
outside my door...to another installment of my torture and
humiliation. I wish I could make you understand...somehow let you
just a glimpse of what I've seen...and the pure terror it was...to
stare naked into the unknown, alone.
Everyone's ego will declare, 'oh sure, I do that all the time', just
as Zerkon speaks to solipsism like pampered aristocracy playing
parlour games. There is 'reality' out there in the cosmos...hard
cutting edges and fear beyond our imagination...'realties' that make
you 'insane'.
I invite anyone here to 'visit' the land of chaos...just for a moment,
and then have the balls to come back here and tell us how much you
KNOW. Like me, you'd then be imprisoned in a land of abroginies,
where the natives are so backwards, there is almost no hope of ever
communicating.
Deceit...sure why not. If that's the reality one wants to paint,
hell...let's see where that one takes us.