i am in the music -sEung b. kim

[Deadspeak2]

The Smashing Pumpkins' Machina album describes me and my condition
with the everlasting Gaze as well as 2 other tracks..I believe I am
one of the characters in the musical story as it contains situations
that took place in the old house I was in.. No Doubt had a track about
me and my old friend Mayuri.. it was entitled 'ex-girlfriend' though I
was only a sidekick.. furthermore alot of music has situations that
took place in my life and projected outcomes.. It began with a Punahou
student and some other guy took over.. There was a famous car song
that has in it my voice. Some dude recorded my voice by requesting
that I hum along.. and it appeared in the revamped version. Tori Amos
sings about me in the Neon Evangelion track 'Crucify'.. the scene is
with me and 3 other women I've met in my walks and the message is,
"Who am I?" as it repeatedly stigmatizes me as a victim.. even a
victim of love.. there are all sorts of odd songs about me.. My
Chemical Romance did 2 songs about me.. one of them aimed at inspiring
teenagers to bust a cap in my Ass.. so far no one has busted a cap in
my ass.. they were chiselling their voiceboxes to this song.. and I
was listening thinking, define 'cock' in the machine..define cock.. my
violent posts were there because I was venting out from alot of media
2)neighborhood abuse.. but I managed to defuse it.. so I make decent
posts.. not all that good but decent ones. anyways, with so much music
about me I wonder why I am not even a penny richer..

-sEung b. kim